HARD LIMITS ARE AS FOLLOWS AND SUBJECT TO BE ADDED TO AT ANY TIME:ANIMALS, CHILDREN, POWER TOOLS, SCARIFICATION, ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH BODY WASTE(if the body gets rid of it as waste why on earth would I take it in or have it applied to my body in any way EEEEWWWW just EWWWW), AGE PLAY......
So I decided it was time for a new update on my page. So here goes....
With all things in life there is change. For me my change happened a little over two years ago with a wake up call. I have been working non stop since then to get my life in order and many things have happened in that time. I have met some great people and lost a few friends a long the way. Now I am working on building my life and getting to know myself and learning what kind of life I can make for myself and not rely on anyone else for this. I have found that being submissive is a deep seeded part of me and I long to serve just the right person. However I do have a dominant side to myself and I let that part of me rule a good deal of the time as well. For me being a switch is not like turning a light bulb on and off but is a very integrated mix of things and is very hard to balance but I am learning. With my new friends help, and a few of the old friends, I am finding out who and what exactly I am. Its a journey that I have enjoyed and am looking forward to seeing the rest of what is to come.
I am a fairly simple girl. I am like most women and have a deep vein of emotions. I try not to let my emotions run my life but at times they simply take over. I am a slave at heart and have been trained in service. I have however not been used as a sex slave nor do I wish to be simply someones sex slave. I have many needs that must be met. In fulfilling the needs of my Master it fulfills something in me yes. But I have health issues that come into play and must be looked after and I have a Coven Family that You must meet and get to know. They take a collaring very seriously and so do I. Its not something to do on a whim. I want to meet and become friends first and if there is a spark then we can move forward from there.
What I am looking for is few and far between but I am sure there is someone out there that fits....
I am looking for someone who is strong yet gentle, caring, a mentor, someone who will challenge me, someone who is NOT into poly(its a hard limit), yet someone who will understand my need to feed my Dominant side as well(not with HIM), fun loving, adventurous, someone who will understand my need for a full body flogging or a good canning on a regular basis, yet will cuddle with me too, and most of all someone who will understand that I have a Coven Family that is VERY picky about who I am with and willing to go through the "screening process" in order to be allowed to collar me. Someone who will understand my medical issues or at least make an attempt to learn about them and will help me through the low days and ride out the high days with me. Someone who wants a family in the future and will want to cherish me and value my submission.
Not a lot really but I am picky and have needs, wants and desires.
If you think you can fit the bill then by all means message me and we can talk, get to know one another and see where things go from there.
I have taken the last year of my life out of things to really search myself and see who I truly am. And I found out who I am. I am a strong independent woman with a strong desire to please others and will do most anything to do so. But I will NOT compromise my standards to do so. If you want to know those standards get to know me and you will quickly find them out.
Peace and love to you all
Bella
9/26/2010 7:30:00 AM
After great thought and consideration I have taken the "Under consideration" down from my profile. I have worked very hard to get to where I am today and I am not willing to give up my dreams just yet. I have a list of things I want to do before I just give my life over to someone. A move to another city is a big thing and I am not ready for that just yet.
9/19/2010 6:18:44 AM
sometimes all it takes is a nice thing said by someone to lift the spirits
9/8/2010 9:06:07 AM
I have been on collar me for several years and have met a few good friends. Most of what i get is crap though. I must be searching for the wrong thing *sighs*
