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Athletic, well-read, teacher, writer, musician. I tend to be serious and intense but also highly affectionate. While I may appear strong and quietly confident (and I am), underneath I'm intensely submissive -- not to every woman on earth, but to a smart, strong woman who likes me for her own reasons.
While I'm not interested in immediately becoming someone's "slave," I *am* definitely looking for someone I can give myself to completely. I want you to be my weakness, and for you to enjoy your comparative strength.
Most of what that means in practice will depend on the person, but the woman I'm looking for will revel in her power over me; and the more I give, the more she'll take. She would demand my exclusive affection even as she reserves the right to date other men. Even if I have to suffer for it. And if my suffering coincides with her climax...well, so be it. The intent is not that I suffer; what's important is that she is more important than I am, and that we're both turned on by every facet of this fact.
Let's forget about "fairness". Fairness is boring. Fairness is about reasons. Reality doesn't care about our reasons. There's no good reason why I should put your comfort and happiness above my own. There's no good reason why you would enjoy that. That's just how it works.
Obviously I have some fantasies, though they're not as important to me as actually finding someone interesting. But they're thrilling, anyway. Hours of giving oral pleasure without even a hint of reciprocation. Making her a nice meal while I go hungry, kneeling at her feet, begging to be allowed to lick her shoe. Sacrificing my anal virginity to her, or to someone else for her amusement, even though it's painful and embarrassing. At the most extreme, I'll admit I've fantasized about serving as a toilet. (Not sure if I could actually handle that.) What's important is that I truly want my goddess to be THAT superior; I crave the company of a woman who could soar and taunt me from high above.
Ok, I think I've written quite enough. It's getting boring in here, this wasteland of text.
Wait, hold on...I should also mention that I love kissing, tenderly and passionately and often.
I'm hesitant to post pictures in public, but I'm more than willing to show my face if you're interested in what I've written. This is about a psychological match first and foremost.
In Conclusion (I promise!), I should emphasize that I'm not looking for any particular age, body type or ethnicity. All that matters is wit and the will to power. Someone who speaks her mind. Someone who will revel in subduing me. Someone who I would like to see smile...
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Sometimes I wish I'd never gone down this road. I can't go back to vanilla. I still go on vanilla dates, now and then, because I miss that whiff of possibility..of seduction, satisfaction, love, and the sense of a new world that only love can provide. I miss being with a woman. I'm not fully complete without one, and I'll never be truly myself without the right one. But what if she's living on a different planet? |
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I can never stop listening to this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbbuZevA1lc&feature=related
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-S1MhgOxQ28&feature=relmfu |
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Dear WebCam mistresses,
Why do you think I'd be interested in jerking off into a camera, with microphone attached, in exchange for giving you money? I think you're being highly unreasonable.
yours,
B
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[Something I wrote to the first woman who saw me for who I was]
While in your orbit
I am, forever
Powerless.
Before your spirit --
I am,
I feel,
as Nothing |
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