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Opjo69
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| Hello (not so) gentle reader!
Submissive of 10+ years, babygirl for 5 years, stepford wife always :)
Super Duper Sapiosexual - This means one liner random queries and introductions (unless totally inspired and witty as heck) are a waste of both our time.
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I have a lot to offer in terms of wisdom, experience and naughty stories! There is not much I have not done or at least heard of - But I am a sponge for knowledge and am always seeking to learn more about the kink ways of others.
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My preferences are on the darker, more extreme side. The pron you watch at 3am when nothing else works - Thats me! Rough, mean, messy, gaping, painful, dirty... Bring it on!
However, I do have a very soft, gentle babygirl not too far under the surface that is easily coaxed out by tenderness, rule following, binky sucking and hair petting.
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I enjoy talking with articulate, genuine and imaginative people from anywhere :)
Here to meet new people and offer my assistance if you want someone to talk with about the kink world! ('Real Life' kink mentor. Really, I am happy to help :) )
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Being so far away from everywhere, I am not big on meeting folks, unless we know each other quite well. I do not want to be an online sub/slave person, Try convince me as much as you like, but I have tried and tried again - It aint for me.
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If you would like to know more, drop me a note!
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Five years ago today i met my first daddy. 5 years ago i became a babygirl. That daddy and me arent together now but we still keep in contact. The hurt hasnt eased. The need is still there. Golly i miss him, i miss who i was with him. Life is hard in adult mode. |
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Damnit. I have to get it out somewhere and I am too much of a social network butterfly to share it without the person in question seeing.
I am going to sleep with a girl tonight where there is much mutual crushing and giggling between us. This play has been years in the making, so needless to say there is a lot of anticipation for the both of us.
Whilst I have been with many women through the years, it has been a while since I have sexually played with another woman-And I am nervous!! Nervous because I like her and she likes me so much, because of the years of built up sexual tension, because we are both introverted submissive's (who the heck is making moves there?!), because I like to be a wonderful and well rounded lover and absolutely fear not satisfying her.
I kinda hope sex with a woman will be similar to the principal of bike riding, and that the evening will be a primal, heated event of sexual amazing-ness; where I feel stupid and silly for doubting myself and my sexual confidence for even a second. I 'spose only time will tell, huh!
I do feel better for the venting though *pheewf* So thank you for listening :) I'll be sure to let y'all know how it turns out x
**UPDATE**
So, to satisfy kindly (and not so kindly) requests on how my night went, I can inform you all that the night was a smashing success. There was no need to be so worried, and as I predicted I do indeed feel silly for ever doubting myself.
The long wait for this girl was well worth it. We ravaged and savored one another all night long, and both of us passed out exhausted as the sun came up!
I could give you lovely readers the sordid details, but I think i'll keep them to myself, sorry! ;P
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Since returning to CS (having to re-find it under the new name!) A lot has changed in my life, but it seems not a lot has changed here. Still some wonderful people out there to talk with, learn and share from :)
However, I digress. I was wondering what the point of admirers was? Don't get me wrong, I get that lil kick of happiness when someone has added themselves to my list, but I get sad that they don't message me too. Hmm, I guess it's just CS's version of 'Like'... I spose that's still pretty nice :) But please don't be shy. I long to make some neat pen friends who are as dark minded and kinky as me! |
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Dear Dom's Who seek Training:
The answer is no! I am submissive! Not a switch or a bottom! I am happy to discuss points of lifestyle and be a guide in real life experiences you have currently, but I will not put myself in the uncomfy position of topping from the bottom... been there, done that. it sucks.
I appreciate that my opinion is in the majority, and that it must be super difficult as a new Dom to get that experience under your belt... But everyone has to start somewhere.
If you are serious about your Dominance then you will learn with or without the ability to beat a woman, or command her to do something on cam!
There is SO much reading material out there! I know it might be boring to red over text and watch how to guides for hours and hours.... But how do you think experienced Dom's and sub's keep their game up when unable to play?!
Connect with people in your own age bracket!!!! For a young Dom, this would be sub's his own age - Which is perfect, because that submissive is (likely) learning as well!
There are plenty of cougars int he world....Older sub's aren't really that way inclined (for the most part). Some sub's are as such to get away from the leadership roles in their every day lives... Sorry, but submitting to someone 10+ years my junior is kinda like babysitting....
The other option - Fake it till you make it. Confidence in a Dom is important. If a Dom comes to a sub with his tail between his legs asking to be taught...Do you really think that sub will take you seriously?! Own what you know, even if it's only theory! |
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Hello again gentle viewers.
Today's rant is about lack-luster profiles. I very much enjoy compliments on my profile and LOVE to repay the kindness, but so so many profiles have a few lines or none at all.
If you like my profile and all it has to say, then surely you have things of your own to share... Which I would enjoy learning about!
If you have read all my rambling (It is building up now!) then please take the time to share some things about yourself. If not in a profile, then in your introductory message. It dosn't have to be all your deep dark secrets; Maybe a lil bit about what you like or how you got started...
I know it's not easy to write about yourself a lot of the time, but it really is much more inviting for me to know a little of someone before I discuss the important things to me in life (er, more than I have already).
AV xoxo |
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I understand that due to distance it is hard for me to connect and meet up with people. However, I am not at all interested in online submission. I have been there, done that, and do not for a second enjoy punishing/doing things to myself. While the mental side is good, I find it develops too quickly into an attachment that can not be realized in life - I need the physical.
I am open to people from everywhere and am not against developing some kind of understanding of one another through text, voice or cam. If things work out and we would like to meet or go further then that is fine and something to tackle when it arises. but I will not follow tasks or do things for some random stranger. I take my submissiveness very seriously and feel these constant requests for online submission are cheapening my experience of the lifestyle and dis crediting that which we both have to offer.
I am very fearful that this post may make me come across unwilling to talk to others and get to know people... I very much want to do that but think there are a million other ways to discover a person and how they Dominate/submit/etc rather than just submitting over the internet. I do very much want to meet others, even if we can never meet in person!
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This joke makes me giggle every time
Whats the difference between a submissive and a mosquito?
The mosquito stops sucking when you slap it! |
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