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| The aspect of BDSM that I find myself most drawn to is the Daddy/babygirl dynamic?I?ve longed for that kind of intimate connection in a relationship since before I knew the meaning of BDSM.
The thought of spending time with Daddy brings with it a joyful sort of peace. Being with Him means obedience, attention to detail, and sometimes, sacrifice. On the other hand, being with Daddy also means receiving affection, caring, and attention from Him (assuming I?ve held up my end of the bargain).
When I?ve been obedient and shown Him how much I desire to please Him, He is affectionate and gentle. Of course, He always maintains an air of controlled Dominance, but in situations such as this, He?s deliberate with His praise and is sure to show me how much my willing submission and obedience pleases Him.
One of the things He might do to show me how much I please Him is to reward me with a spanking. That might not sound like a reward to some?but being over Daddy?s knee is my happy place. It?s the most comforting and euphoric feeling I?ve ever experienced. I feel like I could stay there forever.
Other times, my reward might be something as simple as sitting at His feet with my head resting in His lap, while He pets my head and talks to me in His soothing, masculine voice. In this place, too, I feel at home.
On the occasions where I?m not so deserving of praise or reward, Daddy always corrects me in a way that He feels is most beneficial to me and will foster my personal growth as His submissive. The correction, itself, is not an enjoyable thing for me?I feel like I?m in turmoil when I know I?ve displeased Him. The one constant that I can count on is that He will correct me and I will soon be back on track. Once He?s satisfied that He?s made his point?that I understand and feel remorse for my misstep, all is forgiven. There is no lingering guilt. I?m awarded a clean slate. At these times, too, I feel comfort and solace in Daddy?s presence.
He doesn?t leave me guessing. I always know what?s expected of me and, although what?s expected might be difficult, it?s never unattainable.
This metaphorical place as I?ve described it is my utopia?my escape. It?s my peaceful headspace that rescues me from a stressful day or unhappy circumstances. The best way that I can think of to describe it in a few words would be, spending time with Daddy.
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