While I lie and stare, gazing far beyond that that obstructs my view I ponder why me? Why now? What did I do to deserve this? Was it Karma for something I did not do?
Negative.
Perhaps I was just asking the wrong questions.
Where do I go from here? What is next? Now.
It is a nice thought to think about thoughts that plan into the future. But a future of thinking only leads to waiting for something to go wrong.
Perhaps it means more when you act on a whim, an impulse than if you plan each step.
Perhaps it means more than just the plan.
Perhaps I am overthinking now and should short this?
No. A Happy medium. I will save the shorting for living.
"Slow to Rise, Quick to Fall"
I am looking for a long term relationship that I hope to develop into a married enslavement to where my Goddess does as she pleases. I work, am able to train for physical competitions and races, while still serving and pleasing her in every way. I enjoy being challeneged as it keeps things interesting. Sure there will be vanilla times as with any relationship, as well as romantic adventures. I have always treated my girlfriends as Princesses with well-thought out dates and more, but to have the full package 'on and off the field' without having to leave the nest may be ambitious, but worthy of seeking in my eyes.
I come from a strict Roman Catholic upbringing which makes this hard at times in family settings, however I do believe it is possible.
I also look to have no boundaries. Sure there may be some meandering but to their is nothing more beautiful than being beaten without remorse, left to bleed on the floor only to be picked up and beaten again.
I do seek to better myself on a daily basis and hope you seek the same.
1/23/2012 2:22:12 AM
Sweet Jesus Why am I awake still..... Plan on swimming asap... then running.... I am bad
1/16/2012 8:39:14 PM
Incapacitated for a few days, perhaps weekend, perhaps more. Might get out....uh oh
