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Pan Female Slave, 37,  JerseyCity, New Jersey
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About me
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I dont accept friend requests with people who arent friends. If you wanna chat and get to know each other drop me a line, maybe in time we can become friends. Liking my pics or finding me attractive doesnt make us friends or constitute a reason to send a friend request without ever having spoken to me.
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My life kinda went sideways recently and I am still trying to make sense of what is what, so I updated and removed a bunch of stuff that is no longer applicable and will try to update as things continue to change in my life.
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Putting myself into a box is a rather daunting task, but lets see if I am up for the challenge. I am a bit of a contradiction, always on opposites of everything, rather at odds with myself and the level head I am supposed to have as a Libra. Some examples of these contradictions are that I am an artist, I love photo manipulation and mixed media art yet I am also a scientist, in school to get a degree in a medical field. I talk too much in public and not enough when its a serious situation. I often come off as being ditzy but have moments where I see things others miss. A few other key things about me are my love for books, I am always reading and usually multiple books at a time (I am currently trying to broaden my horizons past the sci-fifantasy genres I love so well, especially into non-fiction books in the philosophy and history realms, so recommendations are appreciated). I am a huge geek and gamer, I have played in many a DD campaign and love OWoD I also do a lot of online text based gaming and play the occasional MMORPG. On a very personal note I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood trauma and thusly have trust issues, this can make me come across as confrontational at times, and for that I am sorry and please know I am working on it.
What I am

-Pagan
-Poly
-Panromantic
-Demi-sexual
-Cheeky
-Sweet
-Easily intimidated
-Contradictory
-Smarter than your average bear
-A geek
- Agamer
-A kitten
-A little
-A masochist
-A slave
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Ideally I would like to spend my life
- 80 as a slave (Currently working out rules and training that works with my health issues)
- 10 as a little (Continuing to explore)
-10 as a kitten (Stalled out)
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What I want to learn
-How to be a more obedient slave
-How to do high protocol
-How to take the level of pain I fantasize about
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What I am looking for or open to finding
-Friends
-Local gamers
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More info (Updating as time permits)

I have always known I was a masochist. Even as a child I took a particular glee in activities such as tying up my fingers until they turned purple and undoing the binding all at once just to feel the blood rush back in, I sat on my hands until they fell asleep enjoying the pins and needles feeling, poking at bruises or cuts was done much to the annoyance of my mother, and I even took a perverse enjoyment out of the spankings I was given. At the time none of this was sexual and for the most part it still isnt.

Its not that I have a high pain tolerance, probably anything but. Yet, I get a distinct rush, a high, from pain. Its not always my body translating the pain to pleasure (though with a good warm up that does happen). Its more about the ability to tolerate the pain, to come through it on the other end and feel my nerves singing. To know for certain I am alive.
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As a side note, please do me the courtesy of referring me to as Dora (Heinlein reference, not the explorer), Caoilainn (my IRL name) or acushla (my preference) pet names will from this point on get you laughed at and then promptly blocked. Also, let me know you read this by telling me your favorite season or type of weather.

Please dont compliment me, tell me how much you like a picture, etc. I have many more interesting things that can be discussed on my profile. If you really want to comment about my appearance you can love on a pic or something.
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I first got into BDSM at the age of 19, only a month after my birthday in fact. I dont remember ever being unaware of the lifestyle, in fact I had (and still have) the belief that everyone is dominant or submissive in a relationship. Although this belief was initially aimed towards vanilla relationships and was more along the lines of this person is the decision maker than about true power transference.

My initiation into the lifestyle came at the hands of a friend of a friend whom I took an interest in one night after long discussion. Up until that point I had always been the decision maker and the aggressor in sex, so when the guy asked to take me home and tie me up I was a bit thrown. After some internal debate I agreed figuring the worst that could happen was bad sex (I already knew this person so figured it was safe to play). The sex turned out to be anything but bad and my first experience with bondage flipped a switch inside me.

My relationship with my first play partner was more educational than play oriented. Our libidos were ill matched so the sex was infrequent at best. However I learned more about me than I knew was possible. For the first time in my life I knew what it was to feel safe, bound and helpless equaled comfort for me to the point that I took to binding myself with bondage tape before sleeping.

That relationship ended but my search for self in BDSM did not. Since that time I have been a collared sub, a 247 slave, a play partner, an online Mistress, and most recently an IRL Mistress, but none of those titles fit me as well as slave and since I am now in a 24/7 collar I wear that title with more pride than ever.

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 Female Slave

 JerseyCity 

 New Jersey

 5' 3"

 200 lbs

 37

 Pan

 Caucasian

 05/24/08

 

Actively Seeking:

Friends

 Lives For:

 Amusement Parks (Expert)

 Coffee Shops (Expert)

 Renaissance Faires (Beginner)

 Collars

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Domestic Service

 Mental Bondage

 Obedience Training (Beginner)

 Objectification

 Orgasm Control (Beginner)

 Shibari (Beginner)

 Spanking

 Historical Shows

 Horror Movies

 Online Chatrooms

 Online RPGs

 Role Playing Games

 Science Fiction

 Intellectual Discourse

 Liberal Politics

 Writing

 Lifestyle BDSM

 Polyamory

 Country Music

 Modern Paganism

 Wicca

 Loves:

 Flea Markets

 Going to the Opera (Beginner)

 Museums

 Musical Theater (Beginner)

 SCA (Beginner)

 Dancing

 Pilates

 Yachting

 Begging

 Body Worship

 Corsetry (Beginner)

 Rear End Play (Beginner)

 Gas Masks (Beginner)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 Humiliation

 Leashes

 Massage (Giving) (Expert)

 Munches (Beginner)

 Clothing Selection

 Oral Service

 Sensory Play (Beginner)

 Speech Restrictions (Beginner)

 Wax Play

 Arcade Games

 Board Games

 Cartoons

 Cybering

 MMORPGs

 Puzzle Games

 Romance Novels

 Simulation Games

 True Crime

 Web Surfing

 Alternative Medicine

 Aromatherapy

 Astrology

 Beading

 Cooking

 Drawing

 Herbalism

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 History

 Occultism

 Paranormal Phenomena

 Poetry

 Political Activism

 1950s Lifestyle

 Time Management (Beginner)

 Veganism (Beginner)

 Heavy Metal Music

 Oldies

 Rock Music

 Druidism

 Judaism

 Swimming

 Likes:

 Art Galleries

 Garage Sales

 Movies (Expert)

 Volunteerism (Beginner)

 Bicycling

 Rollerblading

 Snorkeling

 Walking

 Yoga (Beginner)

 Behind Worship

 Blindfolds (Beginner)

 Bondage

 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops (Beginner)

 Enemas

 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 Local BDSM Community (Beginner)

 Being Massaged

 Gags (Beginner)

 Housework Service

 Masks on Partner (Beginner)

 Shaving my pubic hair

 Tickling

 Card Games

 Chess

 Art Collecting

 Gardening

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 Meditation

 Painting

 Sewing

 Archaeology

 Astronomy

 Biology

 Blogging

 Chemistry

 Mathematics

 Nutrition

 Physics

 Psychology

 Goth

 Steampunk (Beginner)

 Working Out (Beginner)

 Alternative Music

 Classical Music

 Folk Music

 Funk

 Industrial Music

 Nineties Music

 Opera Music

 Operetta

 Pop Music

 R&B

 Seventies Music

 Bowling

 Tolerates:

 Bird Watching (Beginner)

 Gambling (Beginner)

 Shopping

 Aerobics

 Gymnastics

 Hiking

 Weightlifting

 Corner Time (Beginner)

 Public Play (Beginner)

 Stockings

 Watersports (Beginner)

 Comedy Shows

 Newspapers

 Sitcoms

 Economics

 Keto (Beginner)

 Blue Grass

 Eighties Music

 EMO Music

 Hip Hop Music

 Punk Rock Music

 Rap

 Agnosticism

 Atheism

 Catholicism

 Christianity

 Basketball

 Boxing

 Darts

 Football

 Soccer

 Street Hockey

 Tennis

 Volleyball

 Wrestling

 Curious About:

 Antique Shows (Beginner)

 Fine Dining (Beginner)

 Raves (Beginner)

 Travel (Beginner)

 Camping

 Climbing

 Horseback Riding

 Martial Arts

 Rafting

 Scuba Diving

 Tai-Chi

 Wind Surfing

 Cages (Beginner)

 Chastity (Beginner)

 Diapers

 G-spot Stimulation (Beginner)

 Erotic Hypnosis (Beginner)

 Erotic touch (Beginner)

 Fire Play (Beginner)

 Hoods (Beginner)

 Masks (Wearing) (Beginner)

 Medical fetish play (Beginner)

 Modern Primitivism (Beginner)

 Rituals (Beginner)

 Sensation Play (Beginner)

 Maid / Butler Service (Beginner)

 Outdoor Bondage (Beginner)

 Plastic Wrap Bondage (Beginner)

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay

 Role Playing

 Strap-Ons (Beginner)

 Suspension Bondage (Beginner)

 Theatrical Scenes (Beginner)

 Vacuum Stimulation (Beginner)

 Whips (Beginner)

 Body Art

 Candle Making

 Cross Stitch

 Knitting

 Photography

 Pottery

 Sculpting

 Soap Making

 Tattoos

 Cryonics

 Nanotechnology

 Philosophy

 1960s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 1970s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 1980s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 Cuckolding (Beginner)

 Gor (Beginner)

 Old Guard (Beginner)

 Pampering (Beginner)

 Vampirism (Beginner)

 Victorian Lifestyle (Beginner)

 Americana

 Blues

 Electronica / EDM

 Jazz

 New Age Music

 New Wave

 Reggae

 Buddhism

 Collaring Ceremonies

 Feng Shui

 Hinduism

 Islam

 Kabbalah

 Reiki

 Taoism

 Horse Racing

 Kick Boxing

 Paintball

 Skiing

 Sky Diving

 Snowboarding

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 Bar Hopping (Beginner)

 Clubbing

 Skate Boarding

 Surf Boarding

 Chastity Piercing

 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Rubber Fetish

 TV News

 Crochet

 Investing

 Online Auctions

 Female Led Relationships (Beginner)

 Swinging (Beginner)

 Show Tunes

 Latter-day Saints

 Badminton

 Baseball

 BMX

 Body Building

 Golf

 Ice Hockey

 Hates:

 Beachcombing

 Fishing (Beginner)

 Ultimate Frisbee

 Vibrators (Beginner)

 TV Sports

 Libertarian Politics

 Goddess Sanctuary (Beginner)

 Scientology

 Auto Racing

 Hard Limits:

 Hunting

 Running

 Crossdressing

 Genital Punishment

 Foot Worship (Beginner)

 Pantyhose

 The Silent Treatment

 Conservative Politics

 Nihilism

 Female Sovereignty (Beginner)

 Skills:

 Accounting Professional

 Administrative Professional

 Housekeeping Expert

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Journal Entries:
12/28/2022 1:21:50 PM

Just in case there is some how an error, I live in New Jersey and I currently am in a dynamic with Simic42


12/14/2022 11:50:59 AM

I was born with a genetic disability called Hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, which means all of the collagen in my body is faulty In 2018 I also developed another illness that we believe to be Myalgic encephalomyelitis but I havent as of yet been diagnosed with that I didnt get my HEDS diagnosis until a year ago and I had that my whole life I also have comorbidities of Gastroparesis, a paralyzed stomach Mast Cell Activation Disorder, which is my body having random allergic reactions and Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia which is where my blood pools in my feet when I stand up causing low blood pressure and super-fast heartbeat, this leads to dizzy spells and fainting


11/26/2022 7:34:45 PM
  1. I don't date Christians, they get all weirded out by my religion
  2. I am Socialist/Communist, I am as Liberal as it gets and I dislike Conservative politics with a passion!!!
  3. I am introverted but I still go to protests and take part in activism. I do a lot of things to make the world a better place and there is no excuse for anyone to not try when they live on this planet.
  4. Unless you live in a country other than the US LGBTQ+ is VERY much legal and I am part of LGBTQ+
  5. Reading is great, must read at least 12 books (for pleasure) a year
  6. I don't do exercising, sports, etc the things I enjoy are various forms of gaming. I am a geek and a nerd and only date people who are as well
  7. I have 4 cats, I think of them as my children (and they are the only kind of kids I am planning on having), anyone who doesn't love cats isn't welcome in my life
  8. Edited to add - With the repel of Roe I am requiring men to have a vasectomy or be okay with having sex with condoms for the foreseeable future

1/27/2022 8:24:04 AM

I don't engage in casual play! I may play with someone if I know them well and trust them, but of course my Master (Yes I am collared and you can see me wearing my collar in my main profile pic)has the right to final say in such things. I have no interest in play with submissive men for any reason.


1/5/2022 10:14:52 PM

I am non-binary and gender fluid, I was assigned female at birth but don't subscribe to gender roles. I wish this site had more options that cis or MtF/FtM


12/22/2021 6:57:17 PM

Why is it that everyone who messages me only thinks about the sexual aspects of BDSM? I am a slave, not a bottom or bedroom only submissive, sex isn't what my submission is about


11/7/2021 9:27:01 PM

My profile lists me as being demisexual, that means I don't experience sexual attraction in the normal way. Please understand I am not going to drop my panties or get aroused for a stranger, it's just not how I am wired.


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