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Pan Female Slave, 37,  JerseyCity, New Jersey
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About me
I dont accept friend requests with people who arent friends. If you wanna chat and get to know each other drop me a line, maybe in time we can become friends. Liking my pics or finding me attractive doesnt make us friends or constitute a reason to send a friend request without ever having spoken to me.
My life kinda went sideways recently and I am still trying to make sense of what is what, so I updated and removed a bunch of stuff that is no longer applicable and will try to update as things continue to change in my life.
Putting myself into a box is a rather daunting task, but lets see if I am up for the challenge. I am a bit of a contradiction, always on opposites of everything, rather at odds with myself and the level head I am supposed to have as a Libra. Some examples of these contradictions are that I am an artist, I love photo manipulation and mixed media art yet I am also a scientist, in school to get a degree in a medical field. I talk too much in public and not enough when its a serious situation. I often come off as being ditzy but have moments where I see things others miss. A few other key things about me are my love for books, I am always reading and usually multiple books at a time (I am currently trying to broaden my horizons past the sci-fifantasy genres I love so well, especially into non-fiction books in the philosophy and history realms, so recommendations are appreciated). I am a huge geek and gamer, I have played in many a DD campaign and love OWoD I also do a lot of online text based gaming and play the occasional MMORPG. On a very personal note I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood trauma and thusly have trust issues, this can make me come across as confrontational at times, and for that I am sorry and please know I am working on it.
What I am

-Easily intimidated
-Smarter than your average bear
-A geek
- Agamer
-A kitten
-A little
-A masochist
-A slave

Ideally I would like to spend my life
- 80 as a slave (Currently working out rules and training that works with my health issues)
- 10 as a little (Continuing to explore)
-10 as a kitten (Stalled out)

What I want to learn
-How to be a more obedient slave
-How to do high protocol
-How to take the level of pain I fantasize about

What I am looking for or open to finding
-Local gamers

More info (Updating as time permits)

I have always known I was a masochist. Even as a child I took a particular glee in activities such as tying up my fingers until they turned purple and undoing the binding all at once just to feel the blood rush back in, I sat on my hands until they fell asleep enjoying the pins and needles feeling, poking at bruises or cuts was done much to the annoyance of my mother, and I even took a perverse enjoyment out of the spankings I was given. At the time none of this was sexual and for the most part it still isnt.

Its not that I have a high pain tolerance, probably anything but. Yet, I get a distinct rush, a high, from pain. Its not always my body translating the pain to pleasure (though with a good warm up that does happen). Its more about the ability to tolerate the pain, to come through it on the other end and feel my nerves singing. To know for certain I am alive.
As a side note, please do me the courtesy of referring me to as Dora (Heinlein reference, not the explorer), Caoilainn (my IRL name) or acushla (my preference) pet names will from this point on get you laughed at and then promptly blocked. Also, let me know you read this by telling me your favorite season or type of weather.

Please dont compliment me, tell me how much you like a picture, etc. I have many more interesting things that can be discussed on my profile. If you really want to comment about my appearance you can love on a pic or something.
I first got into BDSM at the age of 19, only a month after my birthday in fact. I dont remember ever being unaware of the lifestyle, in fact I had (and still have) the belief that everyone is dominant or submissive in a relationship. Although this belief was initially aimed towards vanilla relationships and was more along the lines of this person is the decision maker than about true power transference.

My initiation into the lifestyle came at the hands of a friend of a friend whom I took an interest in one night after long discussion. Up until that point I had always been the decision maker and the aggressor in sex, so when the guy asked to take me home and tie me up I was a bit thrown. After some internal debate I agreed figuring the worst that could happen was bad sex (I already knew this person so figured it was safe to play). The sex turned out to be anything but bad and my first experience with bondage flipped a switch inside me.

My relationship with my first play partner was more educational than play oriented. Our libidos were ill matched so the sex was infrequent at best. However I learned more about me than I knew was possible. For the first time in my life I knew what it was to feel safe, bound and helpless equaled comfort for me to the point that I took to binding myself with bondage tape before sleeping.

That relationship ended but my search for self in BDSM did not. Since that time I have been a collared sub, a 247 slave, a play partner, an online Mistress, and most recently an IRL Mistress, but none of those titles fit me as well as slave and since I am now in a 24/7 collar I wear that title with more pride than ever.












 Female Slave


 New Jersey

 5' 3"

 200 lbs






Actively Seeking:


 Lives For:

 Amusement Parks (Expert)

 Coffee Shops (Expert)

 Renaissance Faires (Beginner)


 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Domestic Service

 Mental Bondage

 Obedience Training (Beginner)


 Orgasm Control (Beginner)

 Shibari (Beginner)


 Historical Shows

 Horror Movies

 Online Chatrooms

 Online RPGs

 Role Playing Games

 Science Fiction

 Intellectual Discourse

 Liberal Politics


 Lifestyle BDSM


 Country Music

 Modern Paganism



 Flea Markets

 Going to the Opera (Beginner)


 Musical Theater (Beginner)

 SCA (Beginner)





 Body Worship

 Corsetry (Beginner)

 Rear End Play (Beginner)

 Gas Masks (Beginner)

 Hair Pulling (Expert)



 Massage (Giving) (Expert)

 Munches (Beginner)

 Clothing Selection

 Oral Service

 Sensory Play (Beginner)

 Speech Restrictions (Beginner)

 Wax Play

 Arcade Games

 Board Games




 Puzzle Games

 Romance Novels

 Simulation Games

 True Crime

 Web Surfing

 Alternative Medicine










 Paranormal Phenomena


 Political Activism

 1950s Lifestyle

 Time Management (Beginner)

 Veganism (Beginner)

 Heavy Metal Music


 Rock Music





 Art Galleries

 Garage Sales

 Movies (Expert)

 Volunteerism (Beginner)





 Yoga (Beginner)

 Behind Worship

 Blindfolds (Beginner)


 Breast Play

 Canes and Crops (Beginner)


 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 Local BDSM Community (Beginner)

 Being Massaged

 Gags (Beginner)

 Housework Service

 Masks on Partner (Beginner)

 Shaving my pubic hair


 Card Games


 Art Collecting
















 Steampunk (Beginner)

 Working Out (Beginner)

 Alternative Music

 Classical Music

 Folk Music


 Industrial Music

 Nineties Music

 Opera Music


 Pop Music


 Seventies Music



 Bird Watching (Beginner)

 Gambling (Beginner)






 Corner Time (Beginner)

 Public Play (Beginner)


 Watersports (Beginner)

 Comedy Shows




 Keto (Beginner)

 Blue Grass

 Eighties Music

 EMO Music

 Hip Hop Music

 Punk Rock Music











 Street Hockey




 Curious About:

 Antique Shows (Beginner)

 Fine Dining (Beginner)

 Raves (Beginner)

 Travel (Beginner)



 Horseback Riding

 Martial Arts


 Scuba Diving


 Wind Surfing

 Cages (Beginner)

 Chastity (Beginner)


 G-spot Stimulation (Beginner)

 Erotic Hypnosis (Beginner)

 Erotic touch (Beginner)

 Fire Play (Beginner)

 Hoods (Beginner)

 Masks (Wearing) (Beginner)

 Medical fetish play (Beginner)

 Modern Primitivism (Beginner)

 Rituals (Beginner)

 Sensation Play (Beginner)

 Maid / Butler Service (Beginner)

 Outdoor Bondage (Beginner)

 Plastic Wrap Bondage (Beginner)

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay

 Role Playing

 Strap-Ons (Beginner)

 Suspension Bondage (Beginner)

 Theatrical Scenes (Beginner)

 Vacuum Stimulation (Beginner)

 Whips (Beginner)

 Body Art

 Candle Making

 Cross Stitch





 Soap Making





 1960s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 1970s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 1980s Lifestyle (Beginner)

 Cuckolding (Beginner)

 Gor (Beginner)

 Old Guard (Beginner)

 Pampering (Beginner)

 Vampirism (Beginner)

 Victorian Lifestyle (Beginner)



 Electronica / EDM


 New Age Music

 New Wave



 Collaring Ceremonies

 Feng Shui






 Horse Racing

 Kick Boxing



 Sky Diving



 Bar Hopping (Beginner)


 Skate Boarding

 Surf Boarding

 Chastity Piercing

 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Rubber Fetish

 TV News



 Online Auctions

 Female Led Relationships (Beginner)

 Swinging (Beginner)

 Show Tunes

 Latter-day Saints




 Body Building


 Ice Hockey



 Fishing (Beginner)

 Ultimate Frisbee

 Vibrators (Beginner)

 TV Sports

 Libertarian Politics

 Goddess Sanctuary (Beginner)


 Auto Racing

 Hard Limits:




 Genital Punishment

 Foot Worship (Beginner)


 The Silent Treatment

 Conservative Politics


 Female Sovereignty (Beginner)


 Accounting Professional

 Administrative Professional

 Housekeeping Expert

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Journal Entries:
12/28/2022 1:21:50 PM

Just in case there is some how an error, I live in New Jersey and I currently am in a dynamic with Simic42

12/14/2022 11:50:59 AM

I was born with a genetic disability called Hypermobile Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, which means all of the collagen in my body is faulty In 2018 I also developed another illness that we believe to be Myalgic encephalomyelitis but I havent as of yet been diagnosed with that I didnt get my HEDS diagnosis until a year ago and I had that my whole life I also have comorbidities of Gastroparesis, a paralyzed stomach Mast Cell Activation Disorder, which is my body having random allergic reactions and Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia which is where my blood pools in my feet when I stand up causing low blood pressure and super-fast heartbeat, this leads to dizzy spells and fainting

11/26/2022 7:34:45 PM
  1. I don't date Christians, they get all weirded out by my religion
  2. I am Socialist/Communist, I am as Liberal as it gets and I dislike Conservative politics with a passion!!!
  3. I am introverted but I still go to protests and take part in activism. I do a lot of things to make the world a better place and there is no excuse for anyone to not try when they live on this planet.
  4. Unless you live in a country other than the US LGBTQ+ is VERY much legal and I am part of LGBTQ+
  5. Reading is great, must read at least 12 books (for pleasure) a year
  6. I don't do exercising, sports, etc the things I enjoy are various forms of gaming. I am a geek and a nerd and only date people who are as well
  7. I have 4 cats, I think of them as my children (and they are the only kind of kids I am planning on having), anyone who doesn't love cats isn't welcome in my life
  8. Edited to add - With the repel of Roe I am requiring men to have a vasectomy or be okay with having sex with condoms for the foreseeable future

1/27/2022 8:24:04 AM

I don't engage in casual play! I may play with someone if I know them well and trust them, but of course my Master (Yes I am collared and you can see me wearing my collar in my main profile pic)has the right to final say in such things. I have no interest in play with submissive men for any reason.

1/5/2022 10:14:52 PM

I am non-binary and gender fluid, I was assigned female at birth but don't subscribe to gender roles. I wish this site had more options that cis or MtF/FtM

12/22/2021 6:57:17 PM

Why is it that everyone who messages me only thinks about the sexual aspects of BDSM? I am a slave, not a bottom or bedroom only submissive, sex isn't what my submission is about

11/7/2021 9:27:01 PM

My profile lists me as being demisexual, that means I don't experience sexual attraction in the normal way. Please understand I am not going to drop my panties or get aroused for a stranger, it's just not how I am wired.

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