I decided to go to the massage Parlor on a dare. My nails were pink, panties shiny pink satin (to match my nails), sports bra, VS white sweats with words "PInk" on the butt, and a tight shirt. I went in, was so embarrassed at first. A lady greeted me and welcomed me in. I was going to just go for a $20 foot massage just to show off my nails, but soon the lady talked me into a half foot, half body and before I knew it I was rushed to a room. 

A knock at the door occurred and a beautiful young Asian woman walked in, wearing a short skirt. I was so nervous, sweating actually. She sat me down, and put my feet in a bucket of water and started to give a massage. It was so good, I almost fell asleep and then was woken to a bit of giggles. I looked down and she said "Pretty Nails". I blushed. I almost started to cry. The massage went a bit longer, then she told me to get undressed to get on the table for the body portion.

I did, but I had no underwear other than panties, so said screw it, and went with it. A knock and she entered, she removed the towel from my back and saw my panties. I gently felt fingers up and down the side and then received an incredible massage.  It was so hot, she then told me to flip over and proceeded to rub up and down my legs. It was so hot, she then took my left hand and placed it over my panties and rubbed my hand. I was so nervous and soon wet. She giggled.

After words she asked me where I purchased my panties as they were sexy. I blushed and gave her a tip. I put my sweats back on and there was a big wet spot in front from my wet panties. Was so embarrassed.

A good female friend of mine took me to get a pedicure. I was a bit nervous, but decided to go, ended up with a French manicure on my toes, then on the way home, we decided to stop to get a massage. We went to a foot massage place where we did a couples foot massage and back massage combination. I was so nervous that I almost peed my pants.

We were sat in a room with two big chairs. The two ladies came in with buckets of warm water for our feet. They helped take our shoes off and the one that was working on me, noticed my nails and said something in Chinese to her partner. They both giggled, I looked to my friend with embarrassment, she said wait for the massage when they see your pink visible panty lines. I almost cried.

The massage proceeded, was really good. After about 45 mins, we were told to flip over and the chair was lowered down to be like a massage table. As I turned the lady said please take your shirt off, I was so nervous, my friend smiled. I said do I need to, she said yes. So I did and the massage therapists started to laugh. I had my small pink sports bra on.

She then proceeded to massage, and focused on my butt for some reason. Then I realized, she was going up an down my panty lines. It felt so good that I couldn't control my self and would move my butt with each touch. A few mins later she pulled my sweats down a bit to reveal my satin pink panties and then massage them a bit. I almost creamed myself.

Butt Plugs

Today I received my first set of training butt plugs. I quickly opened the box and inserted the smallest one. Didnt really do anything, so quickly moved to the middle sized one. This one was a bit harder to put in. But felt so good and full once there. I walked around and realized it was hard to keep it in. I then put panties on and some tight short shorts. I went out for a walk in it, not sure if people could notice. It was extremely hard to concentrate to hold the plug in with every movement.

Pete's Coffee

Yesterday afternoon was craving some coffee. I really like Pete's as their coffee is really strong. So I debated on which to go to. Decided to go to the one on the alameda. Figured there is more friendly people there. I decided to go my VS sweats with no undwear, a sports bra and a tight shirt. I got to the parking lot, then debated whether to go in our not. I decided to just do it. I needed coffee and I shouldnt be embarassed that I am a sissy.

As I walked in, a lady in a work out outfit walked in behind me. I could feel her eyes stairing me down. I tried not to get excited as I wasnt wearing any underwear and didnt want to show. So I ordered my coffee, in which they were out so I had to wait ten mins for them to make more. I went to stand to the side and wait. The girl ordered hers and then stood behind me stairing me down. She then came up and said nice ass as she giggled, i couldnt help it, and she obviously noticed that I was a bit excited from that comment.The lady at the counter then said my coffee was ready and I had to go up there with my sweats extremely tight and a bulge in the front.

I then walked out and this lady followed giggling and said looks like I had an accident and sure enough, there was a wet spot in the front of my sweats. I almost cried.

Just got some sexy new bathing suits from American Apparel. Now trying to figure out where I can wear them to. One looks like what a waitress would wear out at the pool in vegas. So sexy.

Met a new friend today. She challenged me to meet her at this dive bar off of winchester. I decided to take her up on it. I wore my VS sweats, shiny pink panties, a sports bra and work out shirt. It wasnt overt but obvious if you looked that I was a sissy.

I entered the bar and there was hardly anyone there. Saw my friend sitting there with a safe way bag. I guess she went to the one next store. Sat down and we talked, was so curious about the bag. So I finally asked and she said why dont you go into the bathroom and check whats in the bag out. Curious and compelled to try anything once, i decided to do it.

I grabbed the bag and walked into the bathroom. Was a small bathroom with one stall and a urinal. I opened the bag up and it was a new package of womens depends, extra exorbant. I have never tried or even thought of these before. I sat for what must have been 20 mins trying to figure out what to do. I finally decided, heck with it, just try it out and see what happens. I took off my sweats and panties and opened up the depends package. Was a bit a confused on how to put these on, was there a right way or not. Finally I figured it out and put it on. I then put my panties on over them and finally sweats. At this point my sweats barely fit over them, and it was a bit tough to walk in them without making some noise.

I gathered myself and checked my self out in the mirror. Could any one tell... Wasnt sure, it definitely stuck out a bit and made sound but I didnt think it was obvious. One thing it did do was make the pink words on my vs sweats stick out a bit.

I then walked out and carefully walked to meet my friend. At this point she was at the pool table in the back drinking a beer. She said " how do they feel". I was embarrassed and said humiliating. She said " good". The waitress, an older lady, stopped by and said what could she get me, a beer like my friend? My friend said oh no, can you order a pitcher of water for this sissy. The waitress had a second look as if she didnt recognize what my friend said. Then said ok, not a problem.

I then had to finish the whole pitcher of water as my friend played pool. Soon two of her friends showed up. She introduced me, we hung out a bit.  After a bout a half hour had passed those waters totally took a toll on me. I really had to go to the bathroom. I asked my friend for permission to go. She said "no". I cringed and almost started to cry. She then came over and grabbed my ass tight and said"go right now sissy, its ok".

So I did, and it seemed to go forever, it slowly was difficult but once it started it was as if I couldnt stop. Soon I felt so warm, then so full and finally so heavy... It even smelled a bit, but I think that might of been in my head...

She then said lets play pool. That was the hardest thing I have ever done. I could barely move, was uncomfortable and felt like I was really weighted down. Her friends asked what was wrong, and my friend said "oh looks like a full diaper" and they all giggled.

I have never been so embarrasedin my life. It was a very humble experience.

RedBox -

Ok was bored and decided to watch a dvd. So I needed to rent one. Decided to hit redbox over by a 7-11 on foxworthy and meridian ave. Tried several different outfits. Decided I should let people know that I am a sissy, but get so nervous, dont want to be way out there.

So decided on my Victoria secrets sweat set (White tight sweats with words pink on the butt, matching black and white sweatshirt and pink shirt underneath, with neon pink panties).

Got in the car and went to the 7-11. Was so nervous. There were several people there, so I waited. Finally most of the people left, so got out and went up to rent the movie. A car pulled up and honked its horn and the guy getting out laughed with his wife, said sexy. The wife said nice ass. I was so embarrassed. I got back in the car and went home. Thought I would share this outing with the world.

My new bikini -

Went to American Apparel and purchased two shiny metalic bikinis.

1.) bright gold

2.) leather

I wore the gold one around the house all day in my thigh high boots. I felt like a waitress in a vegas casino ready to dance a pole if shown a $1 bill.

The leather one feels so sexy. wore this all day under a tank top and shorts. Felt so sexy.

Now just need a pool to tan in or provide waitress service too. Perhaps even a trip to a private beach...

Forced WorkOut

I met a dom today who is more of a voyeur. Was interesting. Met him at his house dressed how I was told (short pink running shorts, white shiny panties, sports bra, collar). He lives in willow glen. Had me come in and led me to a work out room. This was a small bedroom converted to a home gym. He instructed me to get on the treadmill, then the bike and work out.

He sat watching, then later attached a leash to my collor and to the stationary bicycle. He then sat behind me and watched me ride it for a while. Was getting really sweaty and having a great workout. He really helped motivate me with a few spankings as a well. I am not bi, but thought this would be an interesting experience to try. It was, definitely different.

The sports bra.

I read an article on the comfort of a sports bra. Actually was a submissive sissy like myself that was working out in a gym wearing a sports bra. So I decided to try this out. Most bras are too big on me and I get really embarrassed as they stick out. So I went shopping at Walmart. I found the perfect sports bra. It was neon pink to match my panties and running shorts. I purchased it as well as some new bright white shiny panties and matching bra.

So I got home and tried it on. It was very tight. Unusual as I bought the biggest size that I could. But it felt really good. So I put on a black tank top over it, then put on some bright pink shiny panties and my Victoria Secret white sweat pants.

I got dressed and stepped in front of the mirror. You could see the pink sports bra a bit under my arms and of course could see easily my bright pink panties under my sweats.

I adjusted a bit and decided to go out. It was about 8:30 pm, just a bit dark and felt very comfortable that no one would see me unless they tried to. I went to get gas off of foxworthy and pulled up. There was a car next to mine getting gas, but no one was around, guess that they were inside.  I was nervous but decided to go for it.

I got out , put the credit card in, and started to pour the gas. I then looked around nervously, but felt comfortable as there was another car blocking the full view of me.

As I finished pouring gas, I put it away, then someone asked for help. It was the car next to me. The owner was a nice older lady that needed help trying to figure out how to reset the odometer on her rental car. I was so nervous, pulled my shirt down a bit to cover the silver letters that spelled "pink" on my butt, then stepped over to help her. When I finished, she thanked me and mentioned I may want to pull my tank top up a bit as it was really showing off my sports bra on the back. Which i didnt check.

I was so embarrassed, she smiled and said turn around and let me check u out.

So I did. She said she wished she had an ass like mine and said have a good night.

I went shopping yesterday and saw the most beautiful panties and bra set. I so wanted to try it on. But was so embarrassed to ask. I wish there was something that just said "hi I am a sissy" so people know that i am looking to wear these myself. I actually picked them up along with a cute pair of shorts. Walked around a bit. A lady came up to ask if i needed help. I was so embarrassed that I almost peed myself. I did have some tight panties on, and if you looked, you probably could see them through my pants. But again, I am too nervous to act on this. Bummer.... Maybe will just go try to get a shirt made that says that I am a pantyboy slave. hmm ...

Invited to a Party -

Got invited to a party this past week. Was first time i have worn my harness in a while. My friend picked me up, i was told to wear my full harness and some loose shorts. We got to the party and it was just a pool party of such, didnt know or see anyone wearing fetish gear, so was a bit nervous. My friend is lesbian, so these were her friends. We walked around had drinks and i tried to not squirm. It is a good thing that i have a small penis cause when wearing a full harness with a butt plug it tends to make you erect all the time. In fact i had to keep my hands over the front of my shorts as it was noticable as was the plug on the back side. I feel much more comfortable in panties.

My friend would play with my butt plug every once in a while through my shorts, this made me squirm even more, even had some precum which stained my shorts a bit. As the party went on, and more people drank, people started to play around a bit. One thing led to another and i was cleaning the house, serving drinks with just my harness and apron on. I even had to be walked on a leash, pee in the back yard and drink from  a bowl. Was so embarrassing. I also had to sniff everyone's crotch like a dog.

When asked if i would be invited back, my friend said yes, but next time in my full maid outfit.

Walked to CVC Pharmacy on the Alameda -
Met Mistress for a quick walk to pick up some alcohol for her friends. I was wearing my VS pink sweats with bright pink panties on underneath. We walked down the block past several outdoor dining spots. No one really stared. Was amazing. Got back and mistress spanked me with the largest paddle i had ever seen. Still feeling it today. thank you..

 Free Car Wash -

So last night, met a dom at a car wash on winchester. Let me preface this by first i had to go to Walmart and puchase the shortest of shorts. I purchased bright neon pink board shorts, quick dry. I put them on over a tight pair of panties. They barely covered my ass. I put on a black top. Wasnt sure what to wear for a top. Then drove over to meet a dom at the coin op car wash on winchester in campbell. As i pulled up, i noticed two other cars there. My instructions as I had not met this dom before were to go there, and find her and ask her if she needed help washing the car.

So i drove in an out of the parkinglot, trying to figure out what to do. I mean there were two women there washing two seperate cars. Who do i go up to. So i decided to just go for it. I parked, then walked over there. It was the evening so fairly dark outside, so felt ok to be wearing what i was wearing and walk around. I went up to one of the ladies and asked her if she needed help washing her car. She looked me up and down and laughed and said yes sissy. I was glad, it was her.

So I proceeded to wash her car, then we pulled it out to vaccum. The other lady was there vaccuming her car as well. The Dom asked her if she needed help. She said sure. The Dom then said go sissy help her out. So i did, she was giggling. I quickly whiped her windows down and wanted to get back to finishing up the Dom's car so I could avoid anymore people seeing me dressed this way. As I did, the Dom said, wait... She then looked at the windows and said i missed a spot, so i went to clean it up, then she made me assume the position over her car. She then pulled my shorts down to reveal my bright pink panties and she spanked me ten times making me count and thank her after each. She then pulled my shorts back up and made me finish her car.

Thank you for such a great experience.

Forced to Kiss Butt (Literally)

My good friend came by. She had been someone that helped explore my submissive side before. She asked me to go outfit shopping with her at PierreSibler. I decided to go. It was 12pm and they had just open. I met her there in my VS sweats, tight bright pink panties and nike work out shirt. As i parked, i got out of the car and adjusted my outfit. I had to make sure my panties were tight so my ass would shake when i walked. In addition, it was important for the words Pink to be perfectly visible just below my shirt. I glanced at my butt through the wind of the store before i walked in. It looked perfect. So i went in.

There were two people working there. A very nice lady an older gentlemen. My friend was in the back looking at outfits on the computer. She said hello sissy come over here. I did.

She pulled out a few outfits and they were nice enough to let me try them on. I actually ended up buying some boots. not sure where i will ever wear them too. She bought a couple of skirts.

As we walked outside, i walked my friend to her car. She then snapped her fingers and bent over. I had to kiss her ass to thank her for inviting me to shop with her. I didnt realize that people by the parkinglot could see from the bodyshop behind the store. Was so embarrassed. She then laughed and gave me a quick spanking. Just five slaps cause she couldnt resist.

Last night went out to a bar with friends. I decided to wear panties and normal guy clothes. I did have garters and nylons on underneath as well. Drank a few beers with friends, then lost track of time and totally forgot what i had on underneath my jeans. A hour or so later, i needed to go to the restroom. So i got up, walked in and went in. There were no stalls open, so had to go to the urinals. There were three with no panels or covers, basically they were right next to each other. I pulled down my pants, had to let hold them and try to untuck and pull my panties asside to pee. I did this and tried desperately to keep my pants up as two other guys were next to me. I accidently let my pants go and they dropped. The two guys looked and didnt say anything. I got so nervous, i quickly dropped my hands to pick up my pants and my panties snapped and i peed a bit on myself. Pulled my pants up and then went to wash my hands.

I walked out, realizing my panties were soaked with piss. Was so embarrassing. Then sat with my friends wondering what to do. Both guys were sitting at the bar with dates. Figured nothing of it after a while. Then about twenty mins into it my friends went to the restroom and one of the guys' female friend or date came over and grabbed my ass, whispered buy us drinks sissy. I did and then she said good sissy. I almost cried in embarrassment.

Laughed at UnaMas

Was hungry, and needed to go out to grab dinner. I felt the need to let people know who i am, so decided to where my white VS secret sweats with silver secret written on the butt, along with some bright pink panties. Then put a sweatshirt over so it just covered the writing on the butt. Decide it would be ok, not too over the top, know will notice.

Pulled up to unamas, there were people in there, a lot. Got so nervous. So drove around a bit. Then decided to go in. Went in, waited in line for a bit. Ordered, then went to get salsa. Decided to sit down as everyone was watching the sharks game. So i sat at the bar stool while I waited for my food. My food was ready, so went up to get it. I did, then went to get some salsa. There was an older lady there getting some as well. She said hi, i said hello. She then put her hand on my rear of my sweatshirt and pulled it up to read the words on the butt "pink" in silver. She then pulled my sweatshirt back down and said nice.

I almost pissed my self of embarrassment and excitement.

Today, went shopping. Wow the rain and wind was really crazy. I wore a long sweatshirt, white victoria secret sweats, bright pink panties garters and nylons. I wore the sweatshirt in hopes to be able to cover up my sweats so that the shiny silver "Pink" written on the back couldnt easily be seen. The sweats were so tight especially with the nylons on. They left for very little movement, however they did keep me warm. First stop was starbucks. I orderd my coffee and waited and was so nervous, but no one seemed to notice. I walked out and went to Ross to look at outfits. I went to the Ross in the almaden area where Costco is. There is a shopping mall so I did get to walk around a bit. In ross, i didnt find much, so decided to walk around a bit. I walked for a while, past a yogurt shop, then down between the stores via a walkway. I looked at the store windows and noticed that even with my sweatshirt, you could read the "Pink" letters on my butt. I was very embarrassed, but no one said anything, so figured it was ok. Almost went to Hooters to get some wings, but, i get so jealous of those short shorts. So the next stop was to Target, where i found the cutest little pink running shorts. Picked those up then went to get gas. At the gas station on foxworthy and leigh, i poured the gas and a lady in the car next to mine came over to talk about my car. She kept looking me up and down, not sure what she was thinking. If i wasnt wearing such a sissy outfit, i probably would have tried to pick up on her, she was cute. However, being a sissy, what was I to do. Should have i had asked her if she needed me to pour her gas or clean the car? I was so nervous, If i were a real man, i would have had a hard on, perhaps that moist amount in my panties was some precum, but i reached down to touch it, and then a taste, it was pee as I almost peed myself being so nervous. So i just, got back in the car, knowing that i am such a sissy and drove home. Successful outing, however so wish someone would have said something.

Today, got a second hand white victoria secrets pink brand jump suit. Omg so tight, and with the glitter on the side and the pink on the butt. Where to wear this too..

I went shopping to a store in santa clara, pierresibler. What a great place. The people are so helpful there. I tried on a few skirts, and found some hot pants. Very nice. But no maids uniforms. I wish my old one still fit.

my new favorite videos:

http://www.extremetube.com/video/sissy-boy-tied-and-jerked

http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=hhX4j-S341-&sms_ss=email&at_xt=4d6475e4da70104b%2C0

 

http://www.extremetube.com/video/wife-strap-on-fucks-husband-with-used-condom

Got to help Mistress out today. Then at the store, Mistress asked me to turnaround and bend over a bit. Mistress then asked the clerk if he could see my pretty pink panties. He commented yes and laughed. I had only hoped for her to make me drop to my knees and kiss her butt. But today, it was simple humiliation. Thank you Mistress.