i wanna be a real slave
i'm serious. i really want this. i wish i was there with You in person right now, on my knees kissing and massaging your feet, rather than communicating with You online. Someday if i'm ever lucky enough to have the honor of being granted an interview by You for a slave position, You'd ask me questions. i will attempt to answer some of those questions now.
Why no photo? Are you a fake?
I am quite well known in certain business circles, so posting a pic would be a problem as i'd easily be recognized. Needless to say, when i am owned and collared by You, it will be Your decision whether or not i get publicly "outed" as Your slave, but until then i prefer to remain discreet.
FYI: i am 6'2, thinnish, vegan, non-smoker, non-drinker, drug-free, college educated, Bruce Willis shaved head look, told i'm not bad looking.
Why do you want to be a slave?
It's not a matter of wanting to be one, i've simply come to the realization that i am one. It's my natural mindset and sense of purpose.
i'm not looking to be a husband, boyfriend or buddy. i want to be acknowledged and treated as Your slave and be expected to be obedient and follow Your orders without hesitation and without regard to my personal discomfort or embarrassment.
i realize this is extreme, but living to serve every need and desire of my Mistress is the life i want. People who know me describe me as "stoic" (a person who can endure pain or hardship without showing their feelings or complaining). Perhaps i have the natural-born slave gene.
What is your experience?
I've been drawn to this lifestyle ever since I first discovered it as a teenager decades ago. I have served two legendary Dommes, one by postal years ago and the other in real time. My first Mistress is sadly deceased, the second is retired and moved. i cherished every minute of it.
What are your qualifications?
Number one is an overwhelming desire to serve. I am highly enthusiastic and motivated to be molded into Your perfect slave. Ensuring that my Mistress never lifts a finger or performs a chore is a perpetual source of joy for me.
i'm logical, original, creative and fun to be around. i'm an excellent writer and communicator. i'm a good organizer. i enjoy doing domestic duties under Your supervision or while You relax. i also like accompanying You shopping, being Your butler and chauffeur, making good coffee and giving massages.
i'm quite knowledgeable about nutrition. Want to lose weight? i can be Your personal coach to help You take off the pounds and make sure they stay off so You enjoy a longer, healthier life.
i'm a skilled photographer. Forget about lame selfies. Now you can have a never-ending stream of professional quality images to share with Your family and friends that always show You in Your most flattering light.
i'm a tech geek and know my way around computers and technology. It'll be like having Your own personal technician for installing, maintaining and helping You get the most out of Your electronic devices.
Need a website? i can create a very slick, professional and complete online presence for You that You'll be proud of. Website, Facebook page, Twitter feed, Instagram page, YouTube channel. You name it, i can do it.
Finally, don't be misled by the username "wimpster." That name was chosen purely for humiliation purposes. Far from being a wimp, i'll be Your six foot two, eyes of blue champion and protector, as well as Your slave.
What are your expectations?
i'm a realist. i know that life as a slave is hard and i'm not expecting a never ending kink session. i fully acknowledge that i am surrendering my right to do what i want to do, as well as my right to not do what i don't want to do. i will have no control, no choices, no privacy, no secrets, no safety net and no way out.
Your commands will be my only priority. Your rules will be my only compass. Your decisions will be absolute and final. You will be under no obligation to justify Your orders, training or punishment, while i will be under every obligation to immediately do whatever You tell me to do.
i understand that. And i want it. We're talking real servitude to a powerful, supremely strong-willed Mistress with 1) no expectation of a sexual or romantic relationship and 2) complete clarity that i'm nothing more than a slave to Her and by definition Her property to use, work, humiliate or punish as She sees fit.
Do you know what you're getting yourself into? Do you have any clue what long term 24/7 slavery really is?
i do. i get that strict 24/7 obedience isn't fun and games. i get that 24/7 means 24/7, i can't take a day off and the pressure to selflessly serve never stops. i get that it can be difficult to follow orders when i'm tired or embarrassed or just not in the mood. This comes with the territory when you surrender 100% control to someone else.
Actually though, some of my most rewarding moments have been when i've had to repress my ego and cheerfully display my training and submission. This is when i really feel like what i am: a slave who must follow my Mistress's commands and has no say about it whatsoever. It's an awesome rush. To me, the benefits and joys of total servitude to my Mistress far outweigh any limitations or hardships.
What are you looking for in a Mistress?
my ideal Owner will be a female supremacist, possibly lesbian. Mature, over 45. Naturally authoritative, dominant, strict, controlling and with a sadistic streak. She would be a Lifestyle Mistress with protocols, rules and rituals. At the same time, She would be highly intelligent, creatively devious, witty and enjoy a good laugh.
However, this really isn't about what i want. It's about what You want. Obeying Your commands immediately and unquestioningly is my main focus. But, as a natural creative problem-solver, i'll also be looking for ways to make Your life easier and more enjoyable. i want to internalize Your likes and dislikes, anticipate Your needs, and tune into to Your nonverbal cues, signals and gestures. Anytime i can bring a smile to Your face, i consider it a "big win" for me.
What are your negatives?
Although i'm quite comfortable and presentable in the vanilla world, i'm a kinkster and masochist at heart. i love being controlled, teased and humiliated. i love having no rights or privileges other than those granted to me by You. i love the challenge of meeting Your highest expectations, accompanied by the ever-looming fear of harsh punishment if my performance doesn't measure up to Your standards.
i love having a list of chores and clear cut rules. i love having my orgasms controlled. i would love to proudly wear your collar, ownership tattoo and whip marks. i love erotic forms of bondage and discipline, role play and pain play. i love being micro-managed and being told how to look, how to dress, where to sleep, what to eat and even whether or not i have permission to speak, make eye contact or go to the bathroom.
i realize these aren't necessarily negative traits for a slave, but it's a seriously hardcore Total Power Exchange dynamic that's not for everybody.
Limits?
Of course. There is no such thing as a no-limits slave, at least among the modern consensual variety. i'm willing to do, try and/or endure a lot to please You, probably more than most, but even i draw the line at some things. Anything illegal or anything that jeopardizes my health or is dangerously unsafe, for starters. i'm sure there's much more. This is something that needs to be discussed in detail.
Can you start tomorrow?
Sure. i'll be right over.
Just kidding. Obviously this isn't an overnight decision. Are we compatible? Do our personalities mesh? Am i really what You want and vice-versa? Determining whether this is a good fit or not will take time. i can also say that i lead a pretty complicated life. Before a major transformational change like this can occur, there are a ton of loose ends to, pardon the pun, "tie up" and preparations to make. Yes, i wanna be a real slave, but i also wanna do it right.
Final comments?
First of all, thank you so much for reading my profile.
If You are an experienced Lifestyle Mistress who is looking for a loyal, responsible slave who will always treat You with the highest level of respect, eagerly obey Your orders quickly and completely, gladly accept Your training and punishment, and worship You as the Queen and Goddess You are, i humbly beg for Your consideration.
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Note: i decided i was very ashamed and humiliated by the quality of my previous profile and deleted it. i'm sorry if i wasted anyone's time. Hopefully this new profile better communicates who i am. Again, i deeply apologize for my previous profile.
