If I have stolen her heart is only because of the loss of mine.
The temptress that has seduced me has laid claim to mine.
She monopolizes my thoughts, consumed my dreams and dazzled my soul.
How am I suppose to combat something that effects me to my core.
Run from it and pray that the weakness she has instilled in me passes with time?
Or challenge it, embrace it and make it a strength.
Let it fuel my soul, drive my being and propel myself into the future with a renewed sense of vigor.
Will I run, no, I choose to let my vulnerability be a strength, to love is not weak. To run from it is, to be so scared of being consumed by another is something I can't do.
I will find away to be consumed by her, embrace the desire/lust she instills in me and come out of it stronger.
I choose to be the phoenix, consumed by the flames of love to be reborn again.
Not as a single soul but as a half of a couple, allowing my soul to be fused with another.
Give me the half to make me whole and let me spend a lifetime strengthening the seem where we are fused together.
Give me a lifetime to repay the blessing I received.
Give me a lifetime to worship the half to my whole and make her see that life alone is the biggest fear I could have. |