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Sad.
Due to unforeseen circumstances Master and i are no longer able to meet for the foreseeable future...so i continue to drift as a chastised gurl eager to please and be good. cj. |
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After Master had left i just wallowed in that lovely tingly erotic world awhile...prancing around the room looking in the mirror at my slightly dishevelled hair, my baby doll and waspie, hold ups and 5 1/2" sandals.. i felt the part, savouring his taste on my mouth and wanting more...
i had not come of course... and thats what chastity is all about ..24/7 means no cum for weeks at an end, i had no released for at least 2 months and was so erotically charged..i so wanted to gain that elusive (for me) target of an anal orgasm...and reached for my largest and longest dildo... stuck it to the table and rode it as hard as i could... finally collapsing in a hot mess some 5 minutes later, exhausted, sexy, wanton and without my goal...although i had leaked cum from my clit as a result of the prostatic pounding,,,but not as an orgasm. i lay there wanting to be taken again and started thinking of what lay ahead at our next meeting.. Master had organised a meet with a TV domme who was going to "share" me! He had told e that i was to serve her whilst he watched and then he would join in. The excitement was palpable as i lay there imagining the scene .. he had said just when he was ready he would get me to suck him off while the domme took me from behind...spit roasted...and she was not a small gurl...he was convinced that after her attentions i would achieve my anal orgasm... i am so lucky Master thinks of me too..
i departed the next day after a highly charge night that resulted in more than one revisit to the "toy store" in my suitcase and settled back into "normal world"....but constantly imagining how it would be and would i make my Master proud when serving his chosen domme. Arrangements were made, outfits selected and transport sorted for the event and with 6 days to go...disaster... my car had a major problem and my partners car was going to be used elsewhere... it would not be ready all week and very kindly, another member of the family staying offered to take me to where i had said i was "having a meeting"... to cut a long story short... it couldnt happen...i was devastated..as was Master..and the domme i suspect, although they were both understanding under the circumstances. i guess this is the problem with domme / sub relationships where distances are a major factor. We have chatted about the next opportunitiy but it is looking quite a way into hte future unless we can all meet somewhere centrally i so hope we find a way as this little cumslut is desperate please...and desperate to be used... |
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Update part 2.... being the good gurl..
Kneeling before Master is always a special moment..it makes me feel so sub..and with his cock in my mouth....so femme..
i was given 2 minutes to savour his manhood.. then i was led around by my leash ...
There then followed a few hours of truly submitting to Master.... from kneeling at his feet as he sat in the chair...and pleasuring him...to feeling the mark of a crop on my bare ass as i leaned over a chair...
i was pleased to give him the opportunity to tie me up...in his favourite position...legs tied tight...hands bound and lifted skywards as i leaned forward at 90 degrees...my heel and stockings on show...my ass...accessible...hehe
i was then tied to the coffee table ...and made very vulnerable...i just loved that...my legs tied apart with my panties down...and my buttocks and ass totally vulnerable...it was divine being taken by his hard cock...whilst unable to move...
After another period of worshipping Master 's cock..i was led to the bedroom.. hogtied and left to think about it after my ass had been cropped, my hole had been taken roughly by my biggest dildo, and my balls had been squeezed .... i loved it...unable to move...and entering a trance state as i listened to Master next door...
i was eventually released and went for a change... slipping into my babydoll...touching up my makeup aswell, and preparing for more worshipping of Masters cock...
..and so it was...he loved seeing me emerge dressed for bed.. and after what seemed half and hour or so of licking and sucking...he mounted me...or should i say...i was told to mount him...and ride him...which i did...like the cumslut i am...
i was desperate to experience my first sissygasm...but other than a slow ooze from my clit cage..i never quite made it... but that didnt matter..as i was only there to give Master pleasure...which i did....
After he took me from behind once more.. he rested... and got me to kneel between his legs......i didnt need to be told what to do... is cock stood there...ready for me..and i took it gently in my mouth...and sucked, licked and teased him..moaning in time with his moans...getting pleasure from his pleasure...until i realised that he was close...so close...
i looked up and saw his face contorted in pleasure and sucked hard....and was rewarded with a warm jet of his cum which filled my mouth in hard spurts.....and i loved it...
i let it fill my mouth...and made a point of not swallowing...but lifted off his cock when he relaxed...and opened my mouth to show him...and ask if i could swallow...
he nodded...
...so i did....x
He needed to leave not long after and i was sad to see him go...and stood at the window of the top floor flat hoping he would look up and see me...half naked for him...and blowing him a kiss....
His parting words had been about a future meet...with him...and a TV Domme he had contacted... and how i was going to serve them both...but particularly how he was going to get enjoyment watching me obey the Domme...especially as she had a big cock....
He left me tingling with excitement about the next meet...and savouring the tate of his cum in my mouth...
i smiled inwardly as i realised that i had kept the crown of cumslut jane...x
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Update..part 1 ...meeting...
Well!....i finally got to meet Master again the other day...and how lovely it was too... Rather than getting a seedy hotel room i booked an apartment and had most of the day getting ready for him...it was so nice feeling femme...walking about half naked in stockings and negligee... having a bath and making sure i was smooth and sweet smelling... cleaning myself...and tingling with excitement!
i had been told what to wear...his favourite red dress with stockings, girdle, suspenders and corset beneath. As i looked at the clock and put the final touches to my makeup and sprayed on my favourite perfume, i looked in the mirror and took a deep breath as i slipped on the wig which completed the look... i loved it...
The phone rang....it was Master... i just needed to tidy up and make sure everything was ready...so i told him to drive round a bit....my heart was pounding..
As short while later all was ready and he rang the door bell below and i let him in...and stood waiting by the door tingling and tight in my little clit cage (i had on the smallest and cutest). i was pleased to see him smile when presented with his cumslut who let him in the door...and then..as instructed, fell to her knees and held up in both hands, a crop in a gesture of submission. He took the crop, collared me and then led me round the room by the leash....i was in heaven....
"Kneel slut".... those word went straight to me...and i did as instructed, kneeling before his, now bulging trousers....
"Get it out then!"
You could hear my sharp intake of breath as i reached and stroked it through the material then fumbled with the zip (my nails...bright red, were false and long and i was getting used to dealing with them with everyday use). i loved this moment...and looked up at him as i released his manhood... and gently kissed its hot head...then as he rested his hand on my head, gently probed the tip and took it into my warm mouth causing him to take a sharp breath....i loved this and ran my tongue up and down the shaft then, once again sucked gently on his cock, leaving steaks of red lipstick along its length...he moaned...and i felt a surge of femme pride... |
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Time marches on and CSJ is getting more and more excited at her new role as Master's slut.
Our meet will go ahead later this month...and already new things are developing that get this sissy's little clit twitching in its small chastity cage which remains locked 24/7 despite current travels away. The horniness that chastity produces drives me wild with submissive femme thoughts and i cannot wait to serve my Master again...i just wish he lived nearer.
Since collaring me he has been proud to announce my ownership on here and already has had interest from other Doms or tv Dommes who would be keen to assist in my training...i feel helpless in this process....and a bit scared....but ... i have to be honest... very excited and erotically charged... what was once a fantasy...appears to be unfolding before me, and i am becoming the sex puppet of a caring but firm Master who want the best for me...as long as it turn me into a good sub....
Hopefully i will be a good gurl and will be able to write more on here about it soon....
...curtsy
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Excited as things are shaping up for new meetings with Master this month.
I am now looking forward to his instructions as to what I should wear and bring along with me..and how I will need to be waiting for him…
It will be hard to beat the excitement of our first meet when I was told to be waiting, dressed in my slut outfit, kneeling in a sub pose with my eyes on the floor for when he walked through the (unlocked) door of the hotel room….
I was terrified….and excited…nervous with a little clit cage that was continuously stirring…and tight…
The knock at the door before he entered nearly gave me a heart attack….
…but I loved it…
I am sure I will love the next time….
Curtsy
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Master tells me that he has many plans for me ..and my training to make me a better sissycumslut. We hope that we now have another date to meet...and he gives me a clue that others are interested in me... this fill me with a mixture of fear and erotic excitement. Will i cope?...will i perform for him..and make him proud?... will i remain obedient?...will i withstand pain?/bondage?/submission?/or whatever is expected of me...? What is in store for me...?....where is this going... so many questions to think about as i lay in bed with my little clit cage feeling tight..... |
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Master is being so good to me...and despite my failings is putting a lot of effort into arranging more training and opportunities for us. When i read what he had put on his profile my heart skipped a beat...in fear...but also in excitement and i must admit to feeling a tightness in my little clit cage. i have no idea where this is going, but know that Master knows best....and what he wants...i need...
curtsy |
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i am now the property of Master...and here to serve Him.
Sadly many miles separate us but we are hoping to meet in the near future to continue with my training. My little clit cage gets tight every time he writes to update me on what is expected and i just hope that i can please him and deliver his wishes and desires...
i want to be a good sub.. this journey has already taught me a lot about myself and i am embracing my femme side and discovering the slut and sub within.
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i learned a big lesson today. i was hot and horny all day in the summer heat and dressed as i thought Master would like me to...underneath my boy clothes...caged (as always), panties and stockings...and a little jewelled plug as i went about my life...thinking at all times about how i would be when we next meet....
i had ordered some new chastity devices about a month ago..on the suggestion of an online female friend and curiosity got the best of me and i retrieved my key and released my current cage and tried on the new one..with no playing or cumming during the few minutes it took to change. i then sent some pics to Master.
He was not pleased...and i understand why now. i should have asked him first...or waited for him to tell me to change it or not. i have no say in these affairs now... he does....
curtsy
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Now that i have tasted chocolate....i want more... I cannot get the events of last week out of my head...my little clit cage gets tight every time I think of how I was used... Question is...when can i see Master again...? i am desperate to please him more...and he is desperate to tie me up and use me...so I am desperate that he does.... Curtsy |
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Sissy slut jane...is a very satisfied...and hopes she has satisfied her Master..
..no longer a virgin..she has honoured her Master and dressed specially for him..in two outfits...the latter being a maid.
To watch Master showering between sessions, whilst told to ride a dildo..is extremely erotic...and slut jane just had to beg him to fuck her...
:-).
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Well...tomorrow jane will be well and truly christened a cumslut....
Here i am all excited and getting my clothes, makeup, shoes, corsets..toys..and bondage gear ready for my meet with Master...i can't wait.
i tingle all over every time i think about it..but worry that i will not be able to satisfy his needs....but will try my hardest.....at keeping him hardest...giggle...
My little clit cage is well and truly locked and has kept me controlled for weeks...it strains with excitement ..the denial keeping me on edge and desperate to please and feeling so femme and sub...it is doing what is required to serve Master...
i keep checking online that all is well and he is definitely coming (hehe) and also looking for inspiration in other people's blogs and posts etc...but at this late hour...i think i know what to do....exactly as Master tells me to do... and we'll both be happy...
jane
curtsy .
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Less than a week now and the tension is mounting...
i have packed my things...bought Masters favourite makeup..sorted out my toys...made sure my body will be smooth and soft...and been practicing on my favourite dildo....
i have been lucky too in getting advice from a real lady who has been like a mentor to me, who just by luck, i started chatting with again online a week or two ago...not only has she given me advice on makeup and clothing, but also on how i should please my Master and bring total total satisfaction... i am so lucky...i hope that i can deliver for Master...everyone has high expectations for me.....
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As the time approaches to meeting Master for the first time...the excitement mounts..
i have been given instructions on what to wear and what to do on our first exchange... but i am getting so horny and excited...
Today was bad and i needed to cover my little chastity cage in delicate soft black panties and wear sheer hold ups underneath my boring male clothes at work...whilst toying all the time with special reminders of Master that i had been told to carry..
Later this evening when i was not able to talk to Him i could not help myself and after a nice warm bath where i ensured that my body was smooth...i slipped in the largest of my plugs...and have savoured the last few hours.....
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Each day ..and the excitement mounts ...as my first meet with Master approaches. Already i have been told what i will be expected to wear...i think He expects total compliance with these instructions and i will be working hard to make sure each of the three different costumes are correct.
i will be getting some new nail varnish and lipstick so that they all match, as per His instructions and have also been given a list of things to bring, including gag, dildos and spreader bar to name a few...
i can't get the event out of my mind...my mind which is feeling more gurly each day as the time approaches. My 24/7 little chastity cage is keeping my clit under control during this period and i know that it will remain locked during our meet, ensuring my constant horniness and desire to please.
i now await His final instructions for what i will be expected to do on his arrival...already my mind is on overdrive...
cj |
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Nearly three weeks to meeting Master and the excitement is rising...the cage tightening and the urge to obey overwhelming... I now await his instructions with excitement and fear...what will I be required to do...to wear... will he expect more than I can deliver, will he feed me his cum whilst denying my own orgasms keeping me horny and femme the whole time...? Will he expect complete obedience and punish me for misdemeanours ? Will he be satisfied?.... I so want to please... |
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The descent of jane into sub world has begun...
Meeting Master in one month... for the first time ..OMG how much i want to suck his cock...
i can't control this femme side any more...after months in 24/7 chastity at a time i have come to ignore the male cravings i used to have. The more those urges are suppressed...the more i think of the alternatives.. and this has nowadays been...thinking as a sissy slut...or a milf...or a elegant woman craving rough...or a cute blonde accepting her orders...
It is bizarre...the power of chastity...i have come to love it....and now that a master has agreed to take me under his wing, i am resigned to serve. i hope that i will not disappoint..
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