Hi, I am looking for something. I am not entirely sure what that "something" is that I am looking for, just I am certain that its lack of presence is leaving a very large void in my life. I am kind of odd in that I like to be spoiled, but also greatly enjoy serving. I am looking for something where I can invest myself emotionally and not wind up just being used and tossed to the curb when no longer desired (because that is really getting old and tiresome). I am currently working full time and going to school full time, it is rough but someone has to pay the bills. I am currently on a pretty intense diet and exercise regime, I hurt my hip pretty badly about a year and a half ago and the down time has made me chunky (which is not conducive to hiking, long runs and bike rides like I enjoy to do).
I have a very big weakness for muscles.
Thank you :)
4/15/2013 2:39:27 PM
Today I found out just how unlikely I am to ever find a Dom. If anyone ever manages to get me to cam again, which I highly doubt will ever happen, I am not a guy. I keep my hair pulled back so it is out of my face it goes to the middle of my back and has German curl in it. It devastated me when I got accused of being a guy today and got called a faggot. I already struggle with my self esteem as it is, and that just trashed me. I think I might take a break from here for a while.
I'm just so fed up with this shit for now. I am going to go hug my teddy now and cry.
Have a good day to anyone that reads this.
