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Apparently I cannot resist blocking people with dad jokes in their bio |
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Some days I miss my ex and how his rules and control kept me naked, vulnerable and on the ground amd not allowed on furniture without permission
Using my shame as a tool to train me, and , teaching me I did not deserve dignity and privacy. Teaching me that I was inferior and not girlfriend material.
Its so hard being in a normal relationship on days like this
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merry xmas all
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I know its likely im being played but to the person that blocked me,
if you are cutting yourself & have impulsively done dangerous things,
try & call 1 of the numbers i gave you ... & just do anything you can to
let someone help you! |
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His amusement & excitement is far more important than my pain or humiliation.
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happy steak & bj day eve!
tho i suppose with most dominant men that is more than just one day a year |
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update on a previous entry about fear and control of a sub by a Master.
1 Master pointed out that he doesnt really enjoy anal but anal is just required to subjugate a partner. especially if its something she isnt comfortable with, it just helps her get into the whole mindset of serving and being for his pleasure.
previous jouranl entry Blo
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okay before you attack me for my last journal entry, ask yourself (if you are a Dom/Domme) if you want your slave to be a little in fear of you. If you do not, its something that doesnt interest you and is more of a limit than a rule.
and its okay, agree to disagree, comments are running mostly in line with what i wrote 75/25 but its a significant minority that disagrees. |
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I don't know what I want & I just want to apologize to those who ive clearly annoyed & those I suppose I will annoy in the future.
Im not looking for a Master right now. Im definitely not looking for a long distance one.
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Seriously, dont be shocked or sad when I curse at you for wanting to have a dialogue about the whole #icantbreathe thing because its complicated.
update - the ploy of saying "I agree ... except .... except ... except " Save it, we do NOT agree.
update2 - stop with the msgs about how 2 cops died.
here is my answer
all the protesters I know condemn the deaths of those cops & the young woman. That includes me.
all the cops Ive heard on TV & personally know, won't condemn eric garner's death.
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update - had to block lots of people in their 50s who think cops did their job re Erik Garner.
dont feel the need to lecture me or passive aggressively ask me if ive considered some bit of evidence you learned from Rudy G or Fox News. Im just going to block you & write idiot on the notes section of your profile, and move on, probably without replying.
tho i might throw some insults at you too, fair warning.
#icantbreathe
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btw, - agreeing with me doesnt make you the ideal Dom for me, it makes you a human being. |
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If you think the whole Eric Garner & #ICantBreathe thing is overblown nonsense,
we probably cant be friends & I probably cant be civil to you.
So just pass me by.
#HandsUpDontShoot
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what is the attraction to pussy lip stretching and nipple stretching? is it about the discomfort of the sub or her temporary distortion/mutilation? can one be permanently distorted from it? |
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is it wrong that i want to see these leaked photos?
and wrong that im frustrated that all i can find is articles about the leaked photos?
oh, internet, you are failing me.
Update - listened to penn sunday school and just decided i dont want to see the pics, they just make me feel bad. |
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fwiw, im Irish in terms of ancestry and have an Irish passport but born and raised in America and am an American citizen with a hint of a boston accent. |
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Thinking back to how before i was a sub, i disliked oral sex and found the texture of cum disgusting. Over time though with my first Master i found that i started to enjoy it and look forward to having him erupt in my mouth. Though i also think he enjoyed it more when i struggled with the taste and texture of it, missed those looks of obedience and disgust. |
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if i look at your profile and dont say hi, please just get over it.
and by get over it i mean be thankful i saved us both lots of time.
im sure that makes me a huge bitch but omg, if i say "hi" then i have to say "not interested" and then i have to explain why and then i have to bargain about how i misread or how you can change etc.
#drops mic
exits stage left
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okay before you attack me for my last journal entry, ask yourself (if you are a Dom/Domme) if you want your slave to be a little in fear of you. If you do not, its something that doesnt interest you and is more of a limit than a rule.
and its okay, agree to disagree, comments are running mostly in line with what i wrote 75/25 but its a significant minority that disagrees. |
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someone today said that a slave has to be a little in fear of her Master and
a sub doesnt. that rings true to me. |
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