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| Hi, my name is John and I'm an alcoholic. I think that's how it usually starts.
On average I consume around 20-25 units of alcohol 6 times a week. No-one around me really knows or notices. I hold down a good job and come across as very presentable and reasonable. In my external life I really do have a lot going for me. I'm well educated, intelligent and no-one I know has any cause for concern.
I would however really like to quit. I've tried before and not been successful. The most I've managed is 5 days before going again. I've been drinking on average 6 days a week for about 3-4 years now.
I've always had a passing interest in bdsm and a lot of aspects of bdsm (pain, crossdressing and bondage - probably in that order). This is probably not the right place to seek counselling, but I'm looking for someone who can help me quit drinking by force.
I don't know if this involves moving in with someone or meeting someone regularly, or even having someone who just does sobriety tests on me with genuinely nasty consequences if i fail. Whatever happens, I have been unable to quit drinking by myself and I don't have anyone currently in my life who I trust enough to help me.
In return I am really willing to do anything. Alcohol is causing me big social and health problems and I would be amazingly grateful to someone who can help me quit or cut down. If you manage it, you can pretty much name your price.
The picture is me crossdressed 3 years ago. Since then Ive put on weight from drinking, but I'm still what most people would call "skinny". I'm happy to be naked/crossdressed/dressed in whatever for whoever can help me.
I'd need to talk to you a bit first to get to know you. I haven't told anyone around me yet simply because it's hard to trust someone enough. I think trusting a stranger would be easier, but we'd need to talk first.
I'm open to anyone, literally. Male or female, young or old - if you can do it, then I'll repay you however you want. In a bdsm/sexual way or literally any way you want.
Thank you
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