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I have considered changing my profile name but I belive It bounces off shallow people so it stays..
For more information about me you can read my journals. I am 27 and I am in to domination,submission and sensual submission. I would prefer local mistresses but I am villing to travel.
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Prosessional domination in Turkey is more fun to watch then to get involved in.
There are a number of "professional" mistresses who charge money for their service; ok thats acceptable.. But thier preference is all the SAME !! Feet worship, trampling and ofcourse insulting,slaping..
Domination turned out to be a retirement policy of middle aged "professional" women living in Turkey Dont get me wrong I love feet, and trampling is ok . But is it too much to ask for a sincere dominant mistress?
I am submissive I am not stupid(unless my mistress says so :))
What bothers me is this.
It is as if a middle aged straight trucker put on a cheap wig and says " I am a transexual mistress and I only enjoy hand jobs", because It is all he can stomach for the sake of cash.
In reality domination is not, should not be about plain feet fetish, It is about urges and exchange of energy between two people.As a professional mistress You dont have to like your slave, a guy you just met.. But you should like what you are doing to him AND what he is doing to you. All this is ofcourse same for the submissive.
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I questioned my honesty on bdsm. Should you have less respect or confidence in order to be submissive or a slave? Am I only a fetishist?
I was afraid to reveal how much I loved oral sex , how much I wanted to lick and taste to see her high with pelasure. How I wanted to lick her feet rimm her for hours..
Because Then people would say that these fantasies are against the spirit of slavery and slave mistress relationship.
I have just had an enlightment before I sat down and wrote all these.
I am indeed a submissive and be a slave one day, to a right person ofcourse.
When I am kneeling before a (true) mistress and licking her sweaty feet THAT is fetish.
If she likes having her xxx licked and I am participating THAT is pleasure.
If she starts to hitme with a cane or feed me something and If I'm sitting there and taking it no mather how much I hate it I am against it THATS submission.
If finnaly All these acts of domination and fetish seems same /equal to me , If I comply without a thought THAT is being a SLAVE.
Thank you for reading, If you have any comments please message me. |
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Why I adore/love/desire mature women?
First of all it is in our nature as men to obey an older woman figure as a child. We are raised , nurtured, trained, punished by an older woman. My approach directly changes towards submissiveness as soon as I am in vicinity of a mature women , directly delivering controll to a superior with whom I believe have more knowledge and experience.
I want to serve her in any way she likes, worshiping her body, or cherishing her twisted fetishes.
I seek salvation from my irresistible urge, from her devilish laughter or her screaming orgasm.
As for sexual submission, my desire can be considered twisted. As I metioned above, the older women figure for men represents a holy savior , a cradle for life and a protector. More over she sacrifices in order for us to be who we are. Who can resist ABUSE from this figure? Abusing young men for her pleasure, riding his face untill "SHE" thinks it is enough. make him taste her in every place and her every thing imagineable to satisfy her curiosity.
Sexual intercourse may not seem professional to professional mistresses but I couldnt resist sharing my thoughts on the subject and a bit of fantasy.
Speaking of fantasies, I was always afraid of bisexual mistresses. I was afraid my services alone would never be enough to satisfy her and she would always seek service of a women. I of course have nonerve or right to reject her desires but I put my soul into service and could be jelious of this women I adore so much.
I dont know when I had this idea but I have come up with a fantasy of a mistress, her female slave(s) and me.
She would use her female slave(s) for various services and when she is staisfied of a slave's service she orders me to service "her" slaves!
Just to think of the degeneration, you are not worthy of serving the mistress. You are only so un significent you deserve to lick the slaves feet who serves her mistress. Or consume her waste after she consumes hers! Is it too twisted and sick?
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Ok is it the site that sucks or is it just me? Is it so hard to find dominant women?
If those of you "dominant women" are afraid of something or unsure of the practice...Let me explain how I see it and professionals; please be so kind to send me a message and correct me If I'm wrong.
I am 26 years old Computer engineer. I am doing fine my self.. I am fit , I have money, and have good relations with my girlfriends. Have a normal sex life only difference is I am a bit more oral. That is because I want to feel I give pleasure to my partner and I like a women's scent and taste.
As a child I watched cartoons and always had a facination with evil women. Because they looked so independent , dungerous and strong. She could take what ever she wanted and didnt gave a damn! She could kill torture, seduce,abuse ... You must submit, please her..or you'd pay!
As I grew, my facination turned sexual and turned into submission. My first face sit was when I was 12. My first sexual experience was when I was 20.Get the picture?
For some part of my life I have developed a feet fetish and as I progressed my fetish grew. Now it is a whole list with a blank space underneath for her to fill.
Do I like pain? no! But I love to watch her get a huge kick out of caning me. Believe me I tried , I just dont get anything from licking a girl's feet when she realy doesnt enjoy it.
But call it sick, I would love getting a golden shower from a dominant women who knows what she likes. Not because I like it or not , becasue I know she liked it.
Bottom line is, I am not a sicko living in your sewer with my mouth open trying to catch your turd . Or I am not a guy looking to score anyway he can even If it means fooling people.
I am a decent guy who wants to pamper you, spoil you.I am here to give you pleasure because I get pleasure from your Abuse and attention. It is not a selfish wish it is my fetish.
My fetish is your pleasure.
I am planning to travel (visit) a fetish studio If I loose more hope. I cant convince my self about how real It will be..
If you read this far and have thoughts please do contact me. |
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I am planning to add a photo as soon as i get a good one but i dont think it will do much good on finding a mistress in Cyprus or Turkey. I would realy know the reason for this "very little" interest.
PS: I know English, Spanish and Turkish. I have a Car, money and can travel. |
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