To have someone give you control of their bodies and minds,
To be entrusted with the responsibility to take care of them,
To have someone willing to suffer for you,
To forsake pride and dignity to please you...
What other gift in this world can possibility equate to that?
And more importantly, what makes you worthy to receive it?
-- Anonymous

Where do I begin? My past experiences? My current desires? My thoughts about the future? It's hard to encompass all of that information in a few short paragraphs, hoping that a stranger stumbles upon it, takes the time out of his life to read it, processes it and finally decides to act upon it. So thank you in advance for doing so.

I guess I'm here looking for what many of us are looking for: My Teacher. My Partner. My Best Friend. My Lover. My Other Half...

Someone to grow with. Someone to learn from. Someone to live with. Someone to love. Someone to share with...

... And someone who happens to enjoy a pretty, restrained little girl who is anxious to obey and please.

I have been involved on and off in the lifestyle for the past 7 years, and have been interested in it for almost as long as I can remember. The desire to serve burns deeply inside of me and is truly a part of my inner core.

It's hard to say what I seek exactly, because I dont believe I will know until I find it. There is no way to predict where we might end up, because we don't know which paths we will choose on our journey. I truly believe that the dynamics of a relationship develop over time as the lives of the people involved grow and mold together.

It should be clear that I am not looking to jump into a 24/7 situation or a Total Power Exchange, however. When I play, I play hard, but at the end of the day when the toys are put away and the ropes are untied, I am looking for mutual understanding, respect, trust and open communication. While my kinky interests are very broad, I like to engage in many vanilla activities as well. That being said, I still have pretty traditional values when it comes to gender roles.

I'm not looking to jump into anything too quickly or expect a relationship like this to happen overnight, but in the end this is what I'm looking for. I hope someone out there is looking for the same thing or something similar.

Ideally, I hope to find a man who is around the same age as me so we can grow together. Experience is not important, but a desire to learn is necessary. I'm not looking to get into a long distance relationship so please be somewhat local.

I have a lot of interests in the bdsm spectrum. I love being restrained in tight bondage with rope, cuffs and other forms of restraints. I thoroughly enjoy humiliation, being degraded, orgasm control and rough sex. Although I am not into extreme pain, I like a good flogging now and then as well as over the knee spankings. I absolutely love breast bondage and nipple torture. I like all sorts of toys including clamps, blindfolds, gags, cages, collars, spreaders, etc. In the past I have enjoyed roleplaying including age play and puppy play.

This is definitely not an all encompassing list and not necessarily activities that must be a part of a future relationship, but I thought it would be a good idea to share some of the things that I am intersted in. I am very open to trying things that I havn't experienced before.

As far as my other hobbies and interests go, I love being outdoors and in the sunshine. I love spending an afternoon hiking or a weekend camping and try to get out into nature as often as possible. I also love to cook and bake and share my creations. Traveling to new places excites me and I love being in the passenger seat for long drives and random road trips. I can't get enough of live music and try to go to local shows and festivals as much as I can. There's nothing better to me than sitting on a blanket on a warm night, listening to my favorite music and then dancing like no one is watching. I would love someone to share some of these special things with me.

Thank you for taking the time to read my profile. If something about it sparked an interest, please don't hesitate to send me a message!