10/16/2012- I masterbate useing my fingures to rub my clit to make it wet with cum. I msterbate durning the morning, afternoon, and night time while in bed thinking of all the different ways im gonna be used as a slave/slut that i should be & become. My Mentor has helped me understand more & more of the BDSM lifestyle is about. And we discuss what should be done for each fetish. or I masterbate while Im talking to my Mentor on yahoo.
10/24/2012-tonight I sit in my chair and slowly make my way down inside oh my pants and start to make my way down to my clit and starts to rub it over and over until I become wet. And thinking of whats gonna become a slave/slut that I wanna become. And to learn more about the lifestyle.
10/27/2012-My Mentor and I want to meet soon to see where things go from there. And how I have learned more about the lifestyle of BDSM. I have grown so much through him and his teachings. I also learned about the APEX lifestyle, and branding a slave. |