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Where are you.
"Lying all alone and restless, unable to lose this image, sleepless, unable to focus on anything but your surrender... sweet revelation, sweet surrendering... thinking of you"
This is what I need in you.
You will answer to me. You will defer to me. Always.
This is your code: Submissive, Slave, Lover, Significant Other, Friend.
In the Marines, soldiers live by a code. I believe it refers to moral structuring and ethical priorities when it applies to our dynamic. In the listing of these titles, none is more important than the next at any time; they all have equal and important value. But, your reaction, the structuring of your behavior has to follow this form. In following the above hierarchy, I am looking first and foremost for you to be my submissive. You will wear your clothes and hair how I tell you. If you spend two hours getting ready in a pretty outfit and I tell you to put on a hooded sweat shirt, then that is what you will do, without question. You will go with me wherever I go. Whenever I say. You will find comfort in being there for me. Being by my side. You will speak to who I tell you to and ignore all others. If we go out and I tell you to wear sunglasses and speak to no one unless I allow it, then that is exactly how you will behave, without question.
Your submission is of such value to me.
I am first. Me. This is not about you. It is about how you serve me. I have no interest in what any book, site, or person has to say about D/S. I do not care about any interpretation of how it should be. I do not care about your interpretation. You will think like I tell you to. Period. You will be with other girls for me, with me, when I say. This will be something we will only do together, not something I do on my own, because we are exclusive. We will always leave the puppet behind.
"...less concerned about fitting into the world, your world, that is because it doesn't really matter... There is no you, there is only me..."
I will never belittle you or punish you in front of your loved ones. That is for me and you. That is private. There will, however, be public displays of your devotion, my control and my ownership of you.
Upon arrival to me, you will always serve me in a kneeling position, eyes downward, and holding your position until released. You will be collared. You will various collars and several other pieces symbolic of collars. You are to wear at least one of these items at all times. You will always hold your position. Always. For as long as it takes.
In my presence, you will ask permission to have alcohol. You will ask permission to urinate. You will ask permission to smoke a cigarette. In my absence you will always ask me before you go out or have alcohol. If you are overwhelmed and need a moment, you will ask permission to be excused. I will give you your moment.
Your perfect behavior and what is expected of you. You will watch your vocal tones at all times. You will never raise your voice to me in anger or frustration. Your manner and tone will be that of a slave at all times and will reflect deference to me at all times.
You will never, ever raise your hand to me. When your perfect behavior is tainted, this will have severe repercussions. When your perfect behavior is tainted, it will not be even close to pleasant, and some of your punishment will be harsh and devastating... not might be, will be. I don't want this to happen, but when your perfect behavior becomes flawed, it will happen. Again, disobedience in any form will result in painful, mental and physical punishment. To clarify, When you misbehave, you will be punished. Sometimes physically, sometimes emotionally. Sometimes both.
"Excellence is not an exception, it is a prevailing attitude". Live it.
You will address me as I tell you to. I do not need to be called "Master". That makes me cringe, and always has. I will tell you how to address me. When you don't address me properly I will ask you the same questions several times until you address me correctly. I should not have to do this, but I will. You will always be in your place. Always. You will refer to me as I see fit. You are to tell people you are with me, and I am with you. That is all that matters. But that will be self explanatory when people see us.
This relationship is not limited to discipline and sex by far. You are not viewed as a piece of meat. You are not a bottom. You are so much more. You will be my significant other. We will do normal couple things. If plans change last minute, you will follow me. Because you want to be there for me. Because I want you to be by my side. You will always follow me without question. We will be friends. We will talk and confide in each other. We will laugh, we will cry.
You will be this for me. "I belong to him". This is your mantra. This is your life. This is your way. This is what you will be for me. And I will hold you in the highest regard. Hopefully, I will love you. I will protect you and your interests. I will live for you. I will own your body. I will feed your mind. I will own your heart.
Age, race, and religion are unimportant, but be physically fit please.
Hopefully I will find you.
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