Dominant Couple seeking single submissive female. Pics available upon request.



This is a work in progress, as I am a work in progress, so bear with Me here.....



TRUTHS?.....I lack patience. I'm way too used to getting My own way. If given the opportunity I will button push. I keep My emotions ridgidly in check. I'm a self saboteur . Most of the time I do not feel I have the right to be happy. I overthink everything. I love people. I am extremely physically affectionate. I love to be the center of attention. I am a freak and I'm proud of it. I am a difficult person to deal with. I procrastinate. I have a hard time motivating Myself to better Myself. I work better when I have clear rules, and goals



FEELINGS?.....Most of the time I ignore Mine. When I do let them out I have a hard time controling them, and expressing them correctly. I have a hard time dealing with other people. Sometimes I feel like people are asking Me to give them My all, but they only want to meet Me half way. Sometimes I just feel out of touch with everyone around Me. Sometimes I love Myself, sometimes I hate Myself, sometimes I'm afraid of Myself. Most of the time I feel very alone.



DREAMS?.....I dream of a day when I fullfill someones life and they fullfill Mine. Of loving, and being loved in return. Of being imperfect, vunerable, but safe and loved for My imperfections and vunerabilities.



WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE: Taking care of My aging parents. Taking care of My children. Working as a pay to play cam girl. Just having fun in general. I try not to take life too seriously.



I'M REALLY GOOD AT: Masturbation, I make 2 dollars a min lol. And making things, I'm very artistic. And typing, I love typing, keyboarding was one of My favorite classes in school. I'm a good cook but that doesn't mean I like it (thank god My husband loves to cook lol). Even though I don't like to cook I love to bake.......strange isn't it? I'm very good with children and animals. I'm a certified childrens author, but have yet to publish something, though I have 10 peices that are of marketable quality. My writing is more a hobby than a career, it would feel wrong to get paid for it. My friends think I can sing, I would beg to differ. I'm an incredible lover and a wonderful wife/girlfriend (or so I like to think). I'm great with things like fashion and interior design. I can make anything or anyone look beautiful.



THE FIRST THINGS PEOPLE NOTICE ABOUT ME: Physically: My eyes, My pale skin, or My hair. Unless they're a pervert, then probably My breasts *laughs* ..... Personality: My passion for the things I believe in. My openness. My childlike nature and playfulness.



FAVORITE BOOKS,MOVIES,MUSIC AND FOODS:

BOOKS: Anything anne rice, stephen king, patti davis, tom robbins, dean koontz or the like, anything at all really, I love to read.

MOVIES: house of 1000 corpses/devils rejects, the evil dead movies, rocky horror picture show, saw/2/3 and 4, hitch hikers guide to the galexy, any kind of porn (especially if its Jenna Jameson), basicly horror movies and porn are my thing. Although I can enjoy just about everything if I'm in the right mood for it. Oh and I love a good documentary.

MUSIC: type o negative, cradle of filth, nine inch nails, evanescence, godsmack, i.c.p. , greenday, korn, linkin park, marilyn manson, nickelback,breaking benjamin, rammstein, staind, three days grace, coal chamber, my ruin,kittie, all kinds of things like that, classical, some oldies, I like it all mostly except for really ghetto rap

FOOD: Yeah I like to eat.


SIX THINGS I COULD NEVER DO WITHOUT: God/Jesus, peter, My petey lion stuffed animal, chap stick, eyeliner, and...oh wait thats 6



I SPEND A LOT OF TIME THINKING ABOUT: sex--haha kind of have to in My line of work. And when I'm not playing the business woman, lol, I think about things that are way out of My control..


ON A TYPICAL FRIDAY NIGHT I AM: home , cam whoring for cash........I'm not the party type usually unless I'm drinking at home...........that reminds Me...........where did I leave that vodka?


THE MOST PRIVATE THING I'M WILLING TO ADMIT HERE: I love ageplay, come and be My baby girl *winks*


YOU SHOULD MESSAGE ME IF: You want info about buying a webcam show from Me OR if you think you'd make a good pet for My Man and I, We're taking applications now lol




MY INTERESTS INCLUDE BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO--BDSM (I happen to be Switch),Music, poetry, astral projection, meditation, roleplay, clairvoyance, morgues,hemophilia, veins as a subject, blood as an object, vampirism, philosophy, quantum physics, mentality disturbance, night-time, the night city lights, deviation, dead people, parallel universe/ alternate reality, old cemetaries, castles, funerals, autopsy, astronomy, schizophrenia, psychotic depression, manic-depressive disorder, red wine, night clubs, corsets, masks, mannequins, cigaretts, marijuana, perfumes, incense, velvet, boots, spikes, chains, dark fashions, candles, suicide, fetishes, witchcraft, alchemy, nautrally bald men, spiritualism, religions, aliens, space, movies, drawing, art in all forms, elf ears, halloween, death, searching for wisdom, tarot, photodesign, suicidegirls/coffingirls, long black hair, green eyes,pale skin, hipbones, ribcages, collar bones, skulls, the colors black/green/red/violet/silver, glitter dust, leather, black cats, snakes, rain and thunder storms, moon, stars, fog, red/black roses, snow, Paris, London, theory of decomposion, acient mythology, guitars, synths, violins &; cellos, life after death..



AND SOME OF MY NON-INTERESTS ARE: bad music, incorrect grammar, hypocrits, liars, stupidity, disrespect, p30pl3 th4t typ3 l1k3 th15 oR LiKe THiS, the sun, playboy, breast implants, facial and/or body hair on women, barbies, the colors orange, yellow, pink, gold, most people in general, seafood, insects, life, christmas, injectable drugs legal or otherwise, christians and their cult, whores, greed, mornings, tan lines, water, fireworks, matching socks, the icecream man, happy clowns, ....


FAVORITE QUOTES: "They must find it difficult...those who have taken authority as the truth, rather than truth as the authority" -Gerald Massey

"does a dyslexic atheist not believe in dog?"

"why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free? heres a little update, most women arent interested in marraige. why? because why spend all your life with a pig just to get a little sausage?"

"Damn me Father, for I must sin"

"The horror of beauty, the beauty of horror"