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Am deciding to get off CollarMe at this time. Guess I am not ready for anything full time and don't want to hurt anyone bye giving false hope. Everyone enjoy and continue on. This one might come back eventually. |
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HOME IN SPOKANE, WASHINGTON! Spent a wonderful day at the river feeding ducks, listening to a squater sing and play his guitar!
I am so very happy here. Love the weather! Cool.. and by night I can still sleep all snuggled under a comforter.
Friends have a Boxer that has attached himself to me. We sleep together at night! His name is Nicholi, so glad to have 'em in bed at night. Nice body heat! :)
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* Collar OFF*
NO RABIES! Mean boss called and said that I did! LOL She scared me half to death! Wadda' funny girl! NOT! Hand is feeling great now.
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*Collar's off*
I made up my mind.. or in fact a couple did it for me! :) I am moving to Spokane, Washington until WE all move back to Iowa.
Gave my Two Week Notice in writing yesterday. Yesterday I ALSO got bit by a feral cat! Silly thing is now dead and going to be tested for Rabies! *Crosses fingers on that one* |
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*takes collar off*
As I sit here I get so confused. Confused on who I am, what I want, and what is good for me. I hate the situation I am in right now... living with a co-worker and not having a purpose! Don't want to do the "wifey" things like take care of the house 'cause don't want to make waves with the husband and wife. Eventually he will say to her "Why can't you be more like Anna?" I have seen and heard it all before and I am scared... :::sigh::: |
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*takes collar off*
I moved out of my Mistress yesterday night.
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*Feelin' very green* Did the first of COUNTLESS weeding. Mistress is out mowing with the 4 wheeler and I went around the fence line and weeded. I did go to work today as did S we were both still draggin' but got the whole morning clean and feed done an hour early! With no presure washer! <Both are broke> Babe is gone to her new home and the new lil' Shiba Inu was adopted out also today! GREAT NEWS! The goat, Faith, stood today all by herself. We cut out the vitimin replacer in her milk. I guess too much of a good thing can be bad for you! MADD sent me a bunch of pic's of his new baby Jardin. I was shocked and excited to learn my old F buddy had a child now! A cute one too! :) anna<882-620-010>
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:::Alone agian::: Mistress went to work and I opt to stay home again from work until I am 100% better. I went in yesterday for the really hard work but got sent home later that day. I was rather pissed off. If I was feeling good enough to do all that work then why send me home when things calm down? So, to spite my boss I called in and said that I was not feeling 100% better. Let them be short handed and not have any experienced worker there! I went to work yesterday morning and the dishes from the last feeding were still dirty! I couldn't believe it! In the seven months working there there had NEVER been dirty dishes left over from the next day! GrRRrRRrrr....
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Ugggh... came down with the tummy
flu! Took the day off and found out that S has the same thing!
Tomorrow would have been my day off but if we are both sick one of us
need to be there! Talked to D today... We disscussed the death of her
mother and the fact that her girlfriend pushed her in a fight. *Kisses
to my D*
anna<882-620-010>
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I am sooooo upset! My collar has started to break my neck out with a terrible rash! I hate being allergic to metals! Mistress is very distraght too! :*( Took it off until I heal. The plan is for me to wear it only when I work and go out of the ranch.
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GOOD NEWS!!!!!! 1st~ My sweet Babe, a 2 year old Blue Heeler got adopted today by a great couple today! Just two days prior I had begged and begged for them to spare her life for one more week! They said yes... and by sheer luck she was picked! I don't know how to explain my sheer happiness!2nd~ We won our Crulity Case with the Bull Mastiff's... Five out of the nine puppies died of parvo and the other three are getting treatment at a vet but the two parents and the surviving three are going to rescues for that breed! That of course is a No-Kill shelter! ::sigh:: *smile* It was a good day! 3rdly- We got a raise in the yearly grant money so now I can get paid for the over time I put in plus work more hours! We sure need it now! Tis the season for puppy making!
anna<882-620-010>
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Uuuggghhh... Work has been crazy and sadly insane. Got in nine Bullmastiff puppies that arrived in the back of a truck on a blood stained sheet. We were lied to from the get-go. Poor dogs were bone showing thin, tested possitive for Parvo and three <bless their souls> passed away that day. K, the boss, got a Warrent and took the breeding male and female away from the owner. The last few days have been of us keeping the shelter clean and safe for everyone else. Mistress and I have got more hours/pay but W/we have been very worn out and irratable. Outside of work things are good. Finally my collar has been shipped out and is in Dallas, Fort Worth so should be here Mon. or Tues. Big step for U/us! I mean... there is a mental collar around my neck, heart and soul but now have something that I can wear to work and play. I am an excited slave! *wink*
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Well another year older and my life sure has took a different twist then on the eve of my 27th year. Tried going out with co-workers from the shelter again and yet again dissapointed. I think this time I have learned. Plans had been maded a few months ago buy by the time all was said and done changed a few hundred times. Bar hopping with two "Christian" girls was distastful to say it politly. They spent the whole evening making fun of people. At the end of the evening I took myself out of the bar and sat in the truck trying to fall asleep. Music was good though. I was SO excited to be able to go out and get a drink! One glass of Crown Royal <two shots> was enough to keep me buzzed all evening and into the morning. I went to with Mistress to work just to vollenteer. J showed up late as usual and I gave me a sob story. GrRRRRrrRrrr...
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:*( Poor lil' one didn't make it. What makes it so hard is that knowing the people that found the squirrel didn't have the insight to look online the GREAT WORLD WEB to get the right info. on feeding! PEOPLE! DON'T FEED REGULAR OF KITTY/PUPPY REPLACER MILK TO ANIMALS! Exspecially lil' squirrels. :( Goat milk! Enough of that. Birthday is coming up! Getting my Eternity Collar! anna<882-620-010>
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Evenin'. We added to Our family today. Got a roster from K.M named "Mr. Pete" and drove back into town because someone left two baby squirrels there. One had passed away and the other female is here in the incubator waiting to get up its body temp for a feeding. Tummy is distended and W/we fear it won't make it. Let's keep our fingers crossed.
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Having a hard time ova' here. Mistress and I are having one of those "Down" times... She just got in the mail the MP3 player that I bought HEr for Her birthday and the last two nights I haven't seen much of Her 'cause She has been online downloading music onto it. Another problem is that for the last four evenings She has made dinner too late and I have already gone to bed. She works at home and forgets that I am so tired from the shelter and waking up at two AM every morning to feed Her baby wallaby. :( :::Sigh:: Guess its just one of those times..
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IT'S A GIRL!!!! We took our new lil' addtion out of mommies pouch yesterday morning. hahahhaha.. She is around my neck this very moment in a pouchy searching for a nipple! I just fed her and she is still hungry. Her name is Kora and she has a home already. So, after getting her use to the human touch <three months> her owner J. will drive here and spend a day here watching and learning how to tend best to the new baby girl Dama Wallaby. But right now she is O/ours and have to feed her every two hours, even at night, and touch and talk to her as much as possible. I have been wating over seven months for a healthy baby to come out of the mobs of breeders! YEAH!
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---HAPPY V-DAY---
Spent most of the evening warming up the snakes. Found out that the heating pads were not on so poor lil' things got to spend some time under my shirt infront of the fireplace.
Miss Steph. is talking to a slave and I have got the chance to send her a few Emails and really hope this one turns out to be honest and actually willing to relocate soon.
Going to talk to a few friends on Yahoo for awhile.
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<blink,blink> So relaxed from taking a hot bath... Neck and back stiff and sore but nothing compared to two mornings ago. I called in yesterday and had today off so had some time to loosen up my muscles. Waiting online to see if Miss. Steph.'s new slave-in-question. Like always I am concerned. Concerned first that Steph. won't get hurt by a fake or someone just getting kicks by living the BDSM via internet and no intentions on R\L. Second, on how she will be when she does get a slave. ::Sigh:: I think dinners done, gotta' run.
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IN CASE ONE CAN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO READ MY PROFILE HERE IT IS:
Working on things. Trying the "communicating" thing as best as we can. My Mistress is on here She is "DarkeGothickBunny".
Not
looking for another so please refrain from trying to feel me out as a
potential slave. I am only on here for flat entertainment and joining
friends in the chatrooms.
*grins* thanks, anna
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-Day OFF- A. and J. did the Sunday feed-n-clean at the shelter so Mistress and I got to enjoy the whole day off. "Off" from work means "Do big projects" that can't be done by just one. So, out W/we went to the Shoppe to seperate the males from the female wallabies. Hopefully that fixes the problem W/we have been happening out there. Also cleaned out a bird cage for our new Quakers. Now there is a WALL Of Birds in the livingroom. I got one of the new Quakers wistle a Cat Call. Its so cute. anna <882-620-010>
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*sneeze* Fun! I love to sneeze! Jus' got done with a lovly dinner of roasted chicken in the Dutch Oven. Played Gin-rummy with da' Mistress. I won and She said that She is done for the night of getting Her ass kicked! LOL I just have the Luck when it comes to card games. AT the shelter today we got four Huskie/Lab mix puppies. Cute lil' ones. Had a one-on-one talk with S. We discussed sex, relationships and so on. Poor girl was married at 18 and never had another sex partner. To each their own.. I do think she thinks about being with others. I know I would! I got tomorrow OFF! YEAH! :( To The Unicorn: I know I can't help but deeply do I wish I could fill that spot that Your Seattle friend does not want. :( You have given me so much I wish I could do the same...
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:::MmmmmMMmmm::: Mistress and I had a wonderful early morning session. <wink,wink> Then hot chocolate by the fireplace... wadda' way to start the morning! anna <882_620_010>
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<Evenin' A/all>
Work was work. HARD. A cat was adopted out and a lil' black lab mix came in. Wadda' sob story that came with that pup. Without going into it lets just say two goats are involved too and it looks like the boss lady will have two extra mouths to feed tonight! :( Found out that Santana was put down. I hate having to just "forget" the dogs that I have gotten to know over the weeks. Wish there was something I could do... :(
Mistress bought Foamy nuts today, her favorite kind. Pecans!
Got in my taxes <Thanks Mistress> and I will be getting a good amount back. Will be getting Mistress Her b-day present with it. My birthday is coming up before Her's and it looks like I finally will be getting my Eternity Collar. Finally something I can wear to work!
Been soooooooooooo busy around the ranch! anna <882-620-010>
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*SILENT SCREAM* Work sucked. During a "Staff meeting" I was told by my boss that all of my co-workers think I hate them and that I walk around work with a chip on my shoulder! I couldn't believe it. I am a polite, happy, and a hard worker! I have told them before that I am not there to make friends or to kiss anyones A$$. I am there for the shelter aniamls. I only said that because another "Staff meeting" when they came down on me because one of the board members saw how much I worked and how much I did compared to the others. I can walk into that place with a smile on my face and get my job done and done well and not get all emotional and walk out on their A$$es! :::SIGH::: I am SO done wasting time, breath, and energy on this..... Good side of work was that two cats that came in from Animal Control yesterday got picked up by their owner today. At the ranch Mistress and I cut up some more fire-wood and She used Her new toy! A new chain saw!!!!!!!! On CollarMe a nice female switch wrote me a nice note. Good to see that there are a few nice chicks on here. Nice to meetcha' B. :) Dinner is in the fire-place. BBQ ribs and baked potato. :::Hummmm::: Anything else? Squirrel is good.. had a cherry from my Lime-Aid from Sonic.... Got three new tanks for the reptiles. Will be doing some moving around with the snakes and geckos. anna <882-620-010>
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<Sore>
Yesterday was sooooo busy that I never got to sit behind a computer to write in my journal. Day off so didn't have to deal with the stupidness. Did cute wood today, got paycheck, had lunch and then was dropped off at N.'s house so we could make rush prep. work and head to Wally World to get the rest of the party supplies. At the 40 acers we put purple and two shades of pink streamers flowing from the trees, pink and purple bolloons, a banner that says "Happy Birthday" , a tiara for the birthday girl, a bon-fire, and the wonderful night set out beautiful starts to end the evening with. We had cake, roasted winiers, and talked and talked and talked. Now I am sore! :) Gotta' head to work soon.... GrRrRrRRrRRrrr...
anna<882-620-010>
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*rubs eyes*
Wadda' long A$$ day! Cleaned the puppy cages that took an hour and a half! Got jipped out of my lunch break and had to clean up after the lil' kids at work after they cleaned! GrRrRrRrrRr.. Dang Graham Crackers. One dog left the shelter today, it was an owner adoption. Poor guy has been looking for his dog for ova' a month. We spayed the dog and it cost the owner 75 bucks to get his "Haus" back. :) It is always SO cute to see a guy just go all lovey-dovey for an animal. :) A dog was surrendered also today. Stray. We will hold it for three days and then it can be adopted.
Cute wood, hauled wood, unloaded wood, shook wood out of my boots, washed wood out of my hair... but at least there is plenty of wood to keep U/us warm! :)
Trying to get ahold of N. 'cause W/we are trying to plan a suprise birthday party for Miss Steph. Guess N. had called while I was at work and set up a plan for her to pick me up and we would go to her 40 acers to walk and enjoy the nice weather... Mistress and I can think of a million and one things that need to be talked over but looks like this party will be thrown together. I am sure W/we will have fun anyway.
anna<882-620-010>
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Ummm... full tummy. Wadda' dinner! Hawian style ham done in the dutch oven! So full now. Today at work Mistress and I went into the shelter for a quick clean and feed. Got a call saying that the Old English Sheep dog we had was something she has been looking for and will be in on Monday to adopt it! I love that. Bad news though, two sibling puppies look like they have parvo. They are not showing much signes but loosing weight and lathargic. I think K. is going to put them down today. Back to better news.. Duke found a home and will be leaving this Tuesday. We have had that sweet-heart for ova' five months now giving him a lotta' care 'cause he fell out of a truck and was drug and left on the highway. He has been the shelters poster dog. Sat with me on the parade float, on the shelters Christmas card and in all the local newspapers. FINALLY! Is all I can say! ::Kisses to my Dukester:: <882-620-010> NOT MY PHONE NUMBA' wish everyone would get that straight! That's a typical slave number, duh! :)
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*smile*
I am getting to spend some good time with my new friend learning and finding out about myself.
Today at work it was jus' "Chew-toy", Ashie, and I at the shelter. We had a lady bring in four young cats that had six to seven digits and a bob tails. Don't know if it is some kind of breed quality or if it has anything to do with imbreeding.
Afer work Mistress, Miss Steph. and I went out for a walk to chech over the tank and socialized with the girls. The girls are the six mares and donkey we have that roam the 67 acers. We groomed them and cuddled a bit. I really enjoyed it and think W/we should do it more often.
:::Still looking for another to share this with:::
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GOOD NEWS! While out feeding the outside mod of Dama Wallabies I saw a lil' head peekin' out of the momma roo! So,in a few months we will have a baby to bottle feed and sell! I am SO excited!
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::Cheesey smile::
Looked and found a great soul here in CM. Not what I thought I wanted but it sure fills a great hole/need that I had. Wonderful Dom. female who is so visually and mentally bold. Can't wait to see this friendship span over our future.
::Menal hug:: To the Unicorn
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::Up early::
Sweet parots Yellow and Racket flew ova' my head and started their endless "one-upsing" eacher getting louder and crazier so I decided this was as good as a time to get up! Both Mistress and owner of the ranch are still in bed snoring away but they did go to bed later then I.
Everyday I wish for another sub to move in here for very greedy reasons. I want someone to play with, laugh with, tease and love. Sitting in the back seat is a bore! Plus, not so greedy reasons as the owner of the ranch needs someone to spoil, to teach, to use, and love. Is there anyone out there that is not a fake? Is everyone out there just looking to lie and pretend? Come on girls... fess up, be real, and have a burning desire to be honest!
We are waiting here, in this huge ranch, with exotic animals, ranch animals, and wild animals to play with. We have BIG goals for the future, who wants to share in them?
anna the pet <882-620-010>
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<Frooze> Didn't realize Texas could get so cold! Shelter cancelled due to the weather so now I am home waiting for the ice to melt from the sun we are seeing for the first time in three days!
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::sigh::
Sitting here in the computer lab wishing I had another girl to chat with. I wonder why it is so wickedly hard to find another to just chat with. For the first time in my life I am actually trying to reach out and contact others here on this site to no avail! All I am looking for is some mutual friendship, laughs, and sharing... but I am finding too many fakes or liers here. Is there anyone out there lookin' for a nice gal to chat with?
anna <882-620-010>
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