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*Update - I am no longer in any relationship, and that is a good thing. I feel I have learned a lot from my first venture into the lifestyle.

I know that I am not looking to own anyone. I am too busy for that. I am looking for people to befriend and play with from time to time, and while something serious developing is ok, it's not a priority.

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The idea of being dominated behind closed doors is extremely exciting to me. However, if the relations become relationship, I will serve you like a KING at agreed upon times, but you must be man enough to protect me and possess me as your equal queen when other people are involved. Anyone new brought into the situation is second to me. The same of course applies if the shoe is on the other foot. Honesty is not optional.

On a practical note. I am a curvaceous, wicked beautiful, woman. I LIKE THICK people.

A WOMAN is meant to have curves. I LIKE thighs that quiver, hips you can grab onto for dear life, breasts that quake when they are free of clothing.

I like MEN. MEN have broad shoulders and a chest you want to bite into just to feel a MAN groan with deep resonance. MEN have bodies like titans and well kept men have that delicious paunch to their stomach, that thick soft area that is muscular underneath, but has a good layer of insulation to make it soft. MEN are creatures of power, able to be wielded but POWERFUL.

A beautiful woman who is 5'5" - 5'8" is AT LEAST 200lbs.

A beast of a man who is 6'0" is AT LEAST 250-275LBS

My last partner was 6'6" and at least 295lbs.

THIS IS NOT TO SAY I am opposed to people of other sizes, I am not. Beauty is entirely subjective. I'm simply saying that I like a lover who I feel I can truly sink my teeth into.

*** Gentlemen! Please understand. I JUST turned 26. I would like to play w/ people who are NOT old enough to have created me. I will talk w/ you if you are older than - oh 35 - 36. However, please do not expect that I will be interested in IRL interaction. My mother could have blown you - that's not something I want sloppy seconds on.

Yes, I am addressing JUST the gentlemen because no lady old enough to be my mother has approached me.

Now, let me make one IMPORTANT clarification. IF you happen to be Johnny Depp - Yes, the one in "The Libertine" and other films - then I will do anything you want, anytime, any place, till the day I (not you) die.

If not, then it is an UNLIKELY - though not impossible- match.

*See Journal entry of same name.

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1/7/2009 6:30:58 PM
I FINALLY HAVE MY NIPPLES PIERCED!

I LOVE IT!!

12/30/2008 12:12:32 AM
I am very happy in my life right now.  To let those of you know who have asked, Yes, I am still owned and happily so.  Also, I have taken on a pet of my own, and am very pleased.  Master is helping me raise him well.  He is very devoted, and I adore far too many things about him for my own good.  It is funny how people who do not understand this lifestyle see it as restricting, detrimental, limiting.  I am so content, I have never felt so free.  On one hand, I have my master, who owns me, guides me, pushes me, and I love the fact that my role is simple.  Serve master. I love when he takes me by the collar and moves me exactly as he wishes.  being possessed by another whom you long to please in anyway you can.... it is like a drug. 

In turn, my role as my pet's Mistress is very ego building, consuming, empowering.  And my pet is beautiful.  When I see him smile, pleased with himself that he has made me happy... well, I am a sucker and I just want to lavish affection and attention upon him.  You have to see him smile...

The kicker is the freedom I have gained in my every day life.  I feel wanted, loved, beautiful, strong, and my mind is being worked constantly.  I feel amazing. 

The one thing I know I must work on is my jealousy.  I do not mean to feel it, but I am an attention whore when it comes to my master, and patience is NOT my better virtue.  However... I trust my Master.  His affections towards me are true, and as I have affection for both he and my pet - which I would not give up - he too is allowed to share his affection w/ others. 

So, I fight my jealousy, force myself to be patient, and learn. 

Yes.  I am happy.

12/18/2008 11:34:29 PM
I AM A COLLARED WHORE -

my "Dear John" letter -

I am sorry.  At the time I created this profile 6 DAYS AGO i was not anyone's anything and the psychic network was down so I didn't realize that I would very quickly become someone's something.  I know my Master.  We are friends, but this mutual interest quickly changed things.  I have never even physically laid a hand on my Master, nor He on me, so I am humored by your choice to call me a "Collared Whore."  However, within the context of this community, you are completely correct.  I am HAPPILY my master's whore.  I am also glad I did NOT choose to learn anything from you.  I do believe in Polyamory.  I also believe that I SPECIFIED that "FRIENDS" and "POLY" relations are "INTERESTS" of mine. Therefore, BOI, I was at NO point dishonest.

Do you feel better now that you attacked a total stranger over the internet? Did it make you feel like more of a MAN? 

I'm glad.  Whatever you need to feel better about yourself. 

There was a reason I did not justify your first outburst (via text message) with any response, BOI: I DON'T WANT TO BE THE DOMME RIGHT NOW. 

But to email me as well, nearly 2 hours later - well, you've clearly left me no choice.

Oh, look - the psychic network just connected! Miss Cleo foresees you, in the very immediate future, on your knees, sucking on my proverbial left testicle. Oh DAMN! It just went down again. 

oxxxo

P.S. Per your suggestion, I will beg my Master to whip my ass as punishment for ever choosing to speak with you. Thanks :-)

12/15/2008 9:00:46 PM
Wrote this a while back - well two things really.  Enjoy.

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"come here..." she moaned softly when he entered the room. His eyes slowly adjusted to the dim light and he couldn't stop the shutter the slid down his body when he saw her. She laid on the bed, propped up on pillows. Her head was back, her eyes half open, tilting in his direction. idly, she rolled her right nipple between her fingers while lightly toying with her moistened clit.

"come here, please, now... i want you so bad..."

He grinned, licking his lips, and sauntered towards her, taking his time with the buttons on his shirt. She reached for him, pulling him to his knees beside her on the bed by the belt of his pants. he laughed softly, firmly gripping one supple breast in his hand rubbing his thumb rhythmicly over the hardened nipple. she arced up to him, but he pushed her back, pressing his exposed chest down against hers.

"so you missed me i see," he breathed the words, loving how she felt writhing already beneath him. He took her left hand from her pussy and sucked the slippery fingers into his mouth one at a time. He had missed everything about her, about having her, and the taste of her alone made him harden fast.

"You have no idea," she replied. She traced a finger from his lips, across his jaw, then slid her hand around the back of his neck, her nails dragging along his skin. Before he could counter, she pulled his head aside and clamped down on his exposed neck. He gasped as his breath caught in his throat then simply melted to her will, moaning while she bit and sucked her way from his neck to his ear. "I want you," she whispered quickly,"i want you on me, i want you in me, i want to feel your sweat and hear your growls and gasps, i want to scream, and beg for you when you tease me, i want my hair pulled, i want your cock against the back of my throat while you eat me out, then i want to kiss you and taste us both together again, and dig my nails into your shoulders when you ram into me as hard and deep as you can, so if you don't get those pants off your ass in the next 30 seconds i swear i will find a way to fuck you through them. does that clear things up for you?"

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Pierce the place inside of me
I didn't know I had
Tease it till my lungs are raw
screams like angels as they fall
oblivion so sweet
the awe
and razors claw your back

Bite until we taste each other
skin to scour 
mouths to cover 
every crevice 
-canvas-
-lover-
needs your pins to paint

the innocence
you thought you saw
only skin
and
most of all
only on the parts of me
that everyone can see

taking slightly closer looks
fondle at the scars and hooks
delight in sins I give you then
take this all
and fold by ten
and time will ever after be
of pain and lust and love and we.

12/13/2008 10:28:35 PM
My IDEAL match in my mind is a man who is intelligent and confident enough to challenge me, strong enough to protect and encourage me, and gentle but firm enough to love me.  He is a free-thinking, open spirit, with goals, dreams, and the grit to accomplish them.  He has a wild, undaunted sense of humor.  He is Wicked Beautiful like me.  Physically, I dream of a man who is tall and thick of build. He has broad shoulders.  He has long, well kept, thick, dark hair. His eyes are vivid, regardless of color.  He has a mischievous grin. He is content w/ being alone together.  He has his own life, I have mine, and we have ours together.  He has a good, though somewhat dark nature.  

I NEVER EXPECT TO FIND THIS...

but an ideal is still nice to create.

Ideals can be changed though, given the correct persuasion...

12/13/2008 10:26:19 PM
Have you ever... Thought intently about how amazing a sexual act will be w/ the right person that you find yourself wet or hard w/o any other stimulation?... then, you force yourself to go about your regular tasks as though all your senses weren't on overdrive? & you love it...
Mood: Wanting to play...

12/13/2008 10:24:28 PM
I want a master fit for a goddess.  He cherishes me- a man doesn't buy a bugatti veyron to abuse/neglect it, he commands it w/ smooth confidence yet respects & guards it obsessively- His personal sexual slave & his most honored beloved equal. Treat me as your queen & i'll treat you a my king.

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sweetiepamela
 
 Age: 20
 London, United Kingdom