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**I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A MASTER OR A MISTRESS.**
I just wanted to get that cleared up.
I'm just searching for friends with the similiar interests and who just want to talk and chat a bit.
***I FOUND A MAN THAT I AM SO HAPPY WITH RIGHT NOW!!! SOOOO I'm definately not looking for anyone.***
My name is Angela, and I am a Sub. Right now my vanilla life is taking a lot of attention right now.
Such as : work, friends, trying to go back to school, family.
A lot about the BDSM scene interests or intrigues me. It amazes me how someone can either take full control of someone elses life or how someone can give someone the full control.
My submissiveness is something that I will only give away to someone who I think is worthy of having it. It is something that Cannot and Will Not be taken from me.
I am a very outgoing person who is open minded and laid back in the sense that I am very accepting of different cultures, ethnicities, and walks of life. Because I, myself grew up in a mixed household. I am part Black, Korean, and Japenese. And I love it! :)
In this BDSM scene, I am not very experienced, and I am not going to lie and say that I am. Only a fool would do that, and get into trouble later down the road and I do not intend to get caught up in any trouble or mis-understandings. I have done a few things, and if you read my dislikes and likes along the side, you'll see what I've done or am interested in.
About the part where I tolerate collars, it is just that I've worn one during an intimate session. It was ok, wasnt used to it or anything like that.
I could keep going about myself, but that would take away the mystery and finding out more about me. So feel free to contact me and ask questions.
I prefer to respond to people that have pictures in their profiles and who are actually interested in having a conversation. I am not here to look for a booty call. So if you message me wanting a session, then keep searching, because you won't find it here.
Good luck to you all in your searches, and have a Great Day!
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It is very interesting to realize that the love of my life has Dom tendencies!
It excites me very much to realize this because I do need a little bit of order and guidance in my life.
When I told him this, he didn't want to believe me, but then he agreed somewhat, and he is willing to try new things with me.
However, he isn't fond of telling me what to do all of the time because it isn't in his nature, and that is fine by me because I don't think I would like to be ordered around 24/7. But he is willing to try new things in the bedroom and it turns out that he does enjoy it. :)
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First and formost, I would like to apologize for not keeping up with the journals and telling you all about my experiences. It is just that my vanilla life takes a lot of my time right now.
Especially now that I have a wonderful boyfriend in my life. He is everything to me and more. I seriously think I found my soul mate.
And it is amazing how he knows about my interests in the BDSM scene and even though he isn't into it, he does administer some things into our sex life because he knows it turns me on.
He is willing to try new things for me as I am for him.
Well now that I have updated my journal a bit, I am safe to say that I am not looking for anyone anymore. I have found the man for me!
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Well it is March 19th around 12:21 am and I can't sleep. I think this has to do with the fact that I have insomnia. Or I just make myself stay up because I don't find sleeping at all fun. Haha!
This is my first journal entry and I don't even know what it is that I am trying to accomplish. Maybe to get a better understanding of myself and my thoughts. Why on this site? Well because I find BDSM very interesting. Even though I know I am really not looking at profiles or even really searching or asking questions, I am still highly interested.
I finished reading a book called Beauty and Submission by Maria Isabel Pita. She talks about her lessons and learnings as a slave to her Master and how much she has grown and overcome many obstacles to find the ultimate Trust and Love that she and her Master have for each other.
I found her book amazing! I can't wait till I can get my hands on her other novels and Memoirs. :)
Do I want to become a slave? I have no Idea. All I know is that right now, I wouldn't mind observing the lifestyle at a close range, but not necessarily taking part in it. Not yet at least for I don't think that I am ready for that.
Well I'm out for now till the next entry. :)
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| Age: 41 |
| San Antonio,
Texas |
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