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it has been asked to expand its journal entries and is waiting for clarification as to what that means. it has a busy week at work. Four days of solid meetings. Something it hasn't done for many years. a new platform is being kicked off. its been involved in two other new platforms and thought it wouldn't have to be involved in another before its retirement . it dreamed of moving into retirement peacefully into a slave position. it will be very stressed. Maybe it should just retire, others have done it. its Manager did it at he end of this January, they just didn't want the stress either. |
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it researched hand signals for Her today. She is at Her Mothers for a while and doesn't have internet access. it misses Her daily calls so much. |
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it received four messages today from Her. Lots more homework. She did say She was pleased but it needs to work harder. She said that communications must pick up after She returns home. |
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It is getting accustomed to the daily homework She chooses to assign to it. |
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it sees the latest communications as positive for the future |
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Not a good day. it was scolded for yesterdays journal entry. it completed another battery of questions today. it is exhausted but thinks it did good. |
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it will try this again because it made journal entry earlier that CS lost. Error 504 is what it got. its been answering long lists of questions since it was told not to respond to any other Dominants on the 15th. it takes a lot of time and it is mentally exhausting to the core. What is most taxing is that many questions have been asked and answered previously. Like on the 15th, asking "What is your definition of structure". Then for this Sunday (She sent questions in advance for Sat, Sun, She must be going away) She asked the same question. it doesn't know why questions are repeated, is it a test of some sort? That's what it is asking. The same thing happened when questioning what kind of place it lives in. Repeated again. Very unusual. |
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its starting to feel the very beginning stages of isolation from its world of its past, an emptiness that can only be occupied by this Dominant Females mind. |
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Yesterday She told it, it was not to have any communications with other Dommes. it was also instructed to make daily journal entries. it sees this as a milestone. A step towards commitment and ownership of it by Her. |
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it met someone. Have been on Skype every two days or so having an honest and open exchange for almost 10 days. She is a wonderful breath of fresh air. Someone who is open with her family and the life she wishes to live. it couldn't hope for more in another who could claim it. |
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