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Oh heaven forbid she selected everything possible , what is she looking for ? ? I am not .? ? I needed somewhere I could write freely without worry, distraction about this lifestyle and everything else. and to make friends.? ? ? So best of luck in all your searches I am not the one for you.? ? ? ?

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11/20/2015 8:46:26 PM
I giggle. I smile. I wiggle. I want to fall asleep with a cock in my mouth. Some days I want to be little , taken care of and spoiled with kisses and loves. Others I want to be a sex object and nothing more. I want to be hurt, forced, no choice, and beat down. In the end I just want to make him happy and be what he wants me to be.

11/8/2015 3:46:35 PM
Master reached out and helped line up two possible jobs for me. 
Super excited yet nervous as its been so long. 




11/5/2015 8:52:47 PM
I need conversation. Anyone?

11/5/2015 8:45:27 PM
When all i need is someone to vent to I grab a pencil, paper, a water and hide in my room. Sometimes I wish for friends.

10/27/2015 8:09:33 PM
I feel so small in his arms His hands completely hold mine down on the bed As he kisses me

10/24/2015 5:18:46 AM
He made me breakfast in bed Have to get ready were headed to see many lighthouses today :)

10/22/2015 3:08:11 PM
Although I am owned I have never felt more alone Years of isolation Years of not working The only interaction is my family or his As I pretend I am okay I am not Today while driving I found myself saying under my breath "I hate my life" I feel sometimes I chose him because he was all I could get. Because low standards and low self esteem together make such great choices . Not. I love him but I thought for sure years ago I would be married, with more children but instead the reality is I am not and yes I am depressed. But I hide it with my goofiness and smiles. I want to run but he has no clue, so I stay because of his love and my love for him. End ramblings maybe tomorrow will be positive.

10/22/2015 3:08:11 PM
Although I am owned I have never felt more alone Years of isolation Years of not working The only interaction is my family or his As I pretend I am okay I am not Today while driving I found myself saying under my breath "I hate my life" I feel sometimes I chose him because he was all I could get. Because low standards and low self esteem together make such great choices . Not. I love him but I thought for sure years ago I would be married, with more children but instead the reality is I am not and yes I am depressed. But I hide it with my goofiness and smiles. I want to run but he has no clue, so I stay because of his love and my love for him. End ramblings maybe tomorrow will be positive.

10/22/2015 3:08:11 PM
Although I am owned I have never felt more alone Years of isolation Years of not working The only interaction is my family or his As I pretend I am okay I am not Today while driving I found myself saying under my breath "I hate my life" I feel sometimes I chose him because he was all I could get. Because low standards and low self esteem together make such great choices . Not. I love him but I thought for sure years ago I would be married, with more children but instead the reality is I am not and yes I am depressed. But I hide it with my goofiness and smiles. I want to run but he has no clue, so I stay because of his love and my love for him. End ramblings maybe tomorrow will be positive.

10/22/2015 3:08:10 PM
Although I am owned I have never felt more alone Years of isolation Years of not working The only interaction is my family or his As I pretend I am okay I am not Today while driving I found myself saying under my breath "I hate my life" I feel sometimes I chose him because he was all I could get. Because low standards and low self esteem together make such great choices . Not. I love him but I thought for sure years ago I would be married, with more children but instead the reality is I am not and yes I am depressed. But I hide it with my goofiness and smiles. I want to run but he has no clue, so I stay because of his love and my love for him. End ramblings maybe tomorrow will be positive.

10/12/2015 4:30:51 PM
I feel like we are all here writing, looking and saying so much about the lifestyle(s). And we all have this idea of what it should be, or how it should be compared to the reality of things. Lets face it , just because you are submissive, or a slave or a dominant doesnt mean you are. I have found many people exaggerate who they are and how they fit with in the parameters (they're parameters) of BDSM. I can tell you when I started this journey I had a tendancy to say I wanted/needed something being all immature about it . Alot of the beginning was trial and error finding what I wanted , needed and couldnt get enough. I know now education is the best when first starting. To be continued.... My age I am in my 20s, My location well it is not in South Carolina. I am a female, I am owned . I am a ball of energy some days and others not so much. I want to travel the world some day. And I want to help others. This is a start.

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SexyAy2010
 
 Age: 18
 Valencia, Spain