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late 30s seeking to be whored out and mentally brainwashed until just a piece of shit body to be abused and used. seeking a Top Master who is into pushing and Dominating me to become a total whore bareback or protected and to be humiliated with photos and video posted online of meets and events and to get known as a passed around whored slave British-born male with full US working visa and living in Houston for 3 years now, giving up vanilla life and taking the lifetime slavery contract plunge in becoming a full whored-out rent boi please read below sorry it's so long but explains why offering up my body. life has taken turn for shit and last year felt near suicidal, lost everything and one day decided FUCK IT, give up, not in that way, but in the slavery way of giving up my body and at least feeling wanted or needed or used somehow I'm unfit but willing to work hard to get fit if needed, just had a year of harsh life and gained weight, already losing it, but need motivation I feel ugly and depressed but hear that some Dominants like to break their slaves down mentally into pieces of shit to get whored out and humiliated, well guess what I'm already at that state, if I don't become somebody's bitch or everybody's bitch I will still feel suicidal so might as well give my life to a Dominant to control me and become their object to hurt or use or get used I am NOT gay but in my depression posted adverts on craigslist end of last year and january and february to get used and have now been fucked by 7 random men in meets plus sucked and swallowed random cum from 11 cocks, so learning fast how to switch off my mind and just get used. I am forcing myself to do gay slavery style sex because it hurts and makes me feel used and dirty, normal sex is more like a bonus and good thing and my mood makes me feel like I should get hurt and used not rewarded. Again, this is serious, been feeling this way for a long time since life went wrong for me, just didn't realize it's how a no limits slave feels and started to embrace it. Somehow happiness in feeling used, hard to explain. Plus always seen gay sex porn as much rougher and raw and true than straight sex, somehow it really is using the bottom, not pretend or doing it for fun, but real Domination. Hurtful sex and humiliation and pushed past breaking point. Willing to work hard and do as I am told with no limits, and I mean NO LIMITS in sex, christ just want to feel something, even pain or misery or sexual whored use, just something to stop me feeling like my life is so bad Maybe you want to sissy train me or just whore me out for fun, accept other forms of slavery but need to be whored, my own craigslist adverts have made me feel so dirty and only just started doing things most wouldn't dare in offering up my body for whored out use I just want to get used, I am ok with signing a contract of slavery or some no limits use, will even hold up ID on webcam if required, anything, just get me out of my mental state and into a slave, make me switch off my mind and just be a body for use this is no joke, happy to relocate (at my own expense but please allow me time to save up) and do the most daring commands, ruin me or train me, my body is yours, bareback is fine, want to be one day proud of the many photos taken of me with so many nasty men Genuine and sick to the bone of timwasters, I can webcam and will even meet someone of your choosing if you cannot meet me, but please be real yes I am new at being a gay bottom but for those older men that seek the extreme, please give me a chance to chat on webcam and explain my situation I can handle changing my diet and exercise and sexuality for a Dominant as long as longterm and someone will train me fully, please no more pretenders I will be returning to the UK for 7 weeks soon but then back to Houston and will be staying put, but can travel to any state for use slave n

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MSTRSIslamabama
 
 Age: 31
 Australia, Australia