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It's so hard to find someone that is real... that is open and trustworthy. If you try to give the best you are to someone and do whatever you can to please them, so many people think you have no self esteem and that you're desperate or needy. Why is it so hard for some people to believe that a woman can have confidence in herself, but still take pride in being what someone wants them to be? Why is it so hard to understand that seeing the pride of ownership in another persons eyes can bring you such sweet pleasure and all you have to do is what comes natural... please them. Why is it so complicated? :(


I was asked to include more personal information on my profile so I took that request to heart. I am a single woman. I was married for a very long time. I spent the majority of that marriage feeling unwanted and dissatisfied. You can express a desire to be Dominated, but you can not turn a person into a Dominant person. It is not about bossing someone around or telling them what to do. Dominance, to me, is your essence. It is your core. It is just... who you are. It is not something you pretend to be or play at being on occasion. This is the type of man I seek. When he walks into a room you can feel him. His aura surrounds you. Your life, seen in black and white, suddenly bursts into color. Nothing else exists but his happiness... his pleasure. And the one thing you desire above anything else is the pure ecstasy of being on your knees before him. To place your cheek upon his knee and feel the touch of his hand in your hair. The sense of safety.. security... is almost overwhelming.

I do have pictures of myself. They are not nude pictures or pornographic. They are simply pictures of me. Only that special someone will see all of me.

I don't play games and I don't like being played with. I am not interested in being in a harem. I am not interested in one night stands. I do not do bondage. (I'm the type of person that has a panic attack just imagining not being able to get out of a room, let alone being tied up. Trust does not have anything to do with it.) I do like intensity, however I am not a pain slut. I am more in to the emotional and mental aspects of D/s.

If you would like to know more, just ask. I will answer what I am comfortable answering. One lesson I've learned over the past year since my divorce is that I am too open and too eager to please and not everyone deserves that privilege so I am trying to be more... discerning with who I open myself up to. Please do not be offended if I am somewhat hesitant at first. It is not a matter of disrespect so much as a matter of preservation.

thank you

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4/7/2011 3:28:01 PM

Some things are better left a fantasy.


12/20/2010 8:01:08 PM
I'm disappointed and a little disillusioned. I look to a Dom to be the voice of reason. To make me understand or see things in a way that I may not. How can you develop that relationship if you do not trust His/Her judgement?  I do not understand how I can be rejected or found wanting for who I was 'before' I met you. How I can be rejected for things I did 'before' I knew you? I could understand if I was told from this point forward do not do this.. do not do that. And should I do it anyway, then I would have betrayed that trust and disrespected the One that owns me. But to never give me that chance? I lost before I even had a chance to enter the arena. I think you made a mistake. But what point is there for me to say what I think? From this point on I would question your judgement. I do not want to be the voice of reason. I do not want to be the one that opens your eyes. I do not want to be in a position to tell you that you were wrong, because in my eyes, you should NEVER be wrong.

I wish it could have turned out different. ..

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GoreanKajiraSLUT
 
 Age: 21
 Zamboanga city, Philippines