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Dear Journal
i went through a lot this week more so towards the end of the weekend this is what happened. my daddy wanted to try something new and i made a bet saying that he wouldnt do it and he did it and i was crying and so embarssed and lets just say i will never doubt my daddy again |
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Dear Journal i had a blast today with Master Saiai. He surprised me by taking me to white flint mall. And i had my first trip to dave and busters. I had a blast Master won me a teddy bear and a two gold heart braclets. i had a blast thank you to Master Saiai for allowing me to enjoy your company and also thank you for the new journal.
your slave Sakura |
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| this evening went almost well master has taken my jewlery again and i have to earn it back i thought i was doing a terrible job by not taken more hits but come to find out master said i was doing fine and that i could have gotten the c (sigh) oh well i guess i have to wait another day. |
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Hey this is Master Saiai, and as of March 6, 2006 me and my slave will share this page, let me correct myself, I now controll our page. |
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Breaking a Slave
Master Saiai and I had our first session of the week. Master Saiai and I have been having problems in our s&m relationship. Master aia said that we have untill friday to work things out. In today's Session I was punished for a post that I did on my journal. Master started off by beating me with his hand. Then moving on to puppy play. Then master fucked me like a puppy should be fucked. I had to hump his leg I felt so degraded. Then master started kicking me slapping me he said I was weak and i was trash. At this point I was in tears not concerned about hiding emotions. What made you Cry? master asked what got to you?! master stood over me demaning a answer when i opend my mouth to speak more tears came streaming out and i couldnt stop them i lay on the floor in front of my master's feet in pain and in tears. Finally master picked me up with his hand and took me in his arms. I love you my slave he whispered holding me close lets go its over for the day. |
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Craving for a beating
ok i have been think about something. i love to get beat is that weird for a slave? do you think beating a slave to much is a problem. are there any master's or mistress's out there that just love to beat on there slaves? if so hit me up
Sakura
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Good evening mistress's master's i am writing another famous journal entry. tonight master saiai lost it i refuse to let him satify his hunger for his horny appitie so my master rapped me. he pinned me down on the couch proceeded to satify his manhood. and when he was i done there i lay covered in his cum. but he wasnt done there he then beat me as hard as he could i untill i couldnt cry any more. he stepped on me and kicked me as he if he was fusterated with my behavior he then said be for we left he said baby your no where near done its time for your breaking point.
TO BE CONTINUED |
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ok here's another question what do i have to do to be used as a slave. you have woman in high school that says i want to be your slave you own her for 8 years and you as a master are afraid to let lose on her whats up with that |
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answer me this collarme what kind of owner doesnt do his slave when he gets the chance? why do slaves have to long to be fucked? feel free to advice me on this issue |
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Good afternoon collarme. i have had it! i am going on strike! i need a MASTER not a wimp for an owner! im not sure how long this strike will last and i know that my guardens and co owners will be upset about this and i understand but this is something i have to do |
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Good evening all i have been asked by my master to write this. on friday my master was kind enough to treat me to a moive with his brother and a mutal friend of ours. it was a high honor although my behavior proved differently. and now i have to pay the price. i am aplogetic to my god brother for my behavior and to master's brother also. my mouth will be my down fall. |
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Good evening all i have been asked by my master to write this. on friday my master was kind enough to treat me to a moive with his brother and a mutal friend of ours. it was a high honor although my behavior proved differently. and now i have to pay the price. i am aplogetic to my god brother for my behavior and to master's brother also. my mouth will be my down fall. |
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ok im two seconds away from just asking Females Mistress to apply cuz males are starting to piss me off.
(sighs) ill give it one more try |
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Good evening all tonight was master's and i moive night. little did i know that i was getting more than just a movie. before starting the movie i cleaned the downstairs area and got it ready for master. he then came and joined me downstairs. he started the movie after giving me rules and regulations to follow. i broke them within the first five minutes of the movie. and Master broke me he took me in his arms flipped me like a pancake and raised his hand high up in the air. it came down with power he continued he beat me through out the movie for the shit that i had done through out the week and when he had finished he said sakura this will be a every friday thing. i shivered but i know that master has his spark back |
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omg i had a session tonight that was awsome it was amazing thank you to Master Saiai and Papi for making this happen. Papi im hooked on you now lol i do look forward to serving you in the future |
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colllarme i have been caught and am making this a slave sight i aplogzie to those i have confused i know i am in serious trouble and will be accepting punishments from my master master saiai. do i feel bad about what i did? a little bit but i wont do this ever again. my name isnt miss rose its sakura i have told some about my plan but not many. (sigh) thats all i can say for now |
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Collarme i have something on my chest to get off. i was having a late session with my master on saturday nite he had started puppy training me. he called my other owner and asked me to bark on over the phone i froze and couldnt do it i got beaten and was disapointed i begged for another chance and master called him back i barked like there was no tomorrow.
Pappi i aplogize for my behavior and it will not happen again i realize what an honor it is to serve you and Master Saiai i will never keep you waiting again and i will do much better in the furture. |
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if you are interested in owning co owning or training let me know by emailing me my requirements are simple must live on your own must be reachable by phone your beatings can not be love taps but they have to be real beatings. if this is you email me on yahoo lovestosing06 or lovestosing06 NOTE: this is not just about sex i need to be trained. |
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Happy new year Collarme those slaves that i was supose to interview this week it will be held on thursday of this week i promise i wont postpone this any more if i do all switces that im supose to meet will be able to beat me.
Sincerly yours
Miss Rose
questions send me a email |
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