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I brace myself as I type this. The scornful will scorn. The dismissive will dismiss, the cynical will indulge in I-told-you-so. Nonetheless I have determined to stay public with all that should be in the public domain, in regard to my search.
No matter how painful the public (CM) square might be. If there are folks here looking to pillory me (for reasons other than pleasure/pain) then think back to how short a time ago all those who would patronize a site such as CM would be dealt to in the public square.
Gynodoc4u and I have come to a mutual conclusion that it is in neither of our best interests to consummate my collaring. There was much intimate back and forth. Sir’s honesty was astonishing and a shining example to me as to how I might conduct myself if I ever approach his level of accomplishment.
I have received a number of emails warning me that Sir is NOT a real doctor. He never once claimed that, on his profile or in communication with me. I have learned so much in such a short time from the good ‘Doctor’ that I have absolutely no regrets that I let him consider me and that I removed myself from the CM “shopping’ mall while doing so.
I learned an awful lot about some pseudo-doms who were (previously) on my to-do list. These ‘gentlemen’ took me to task, pouted petulantly and scorched me for choosing someone other. If nothing else came of this exercise at least I was able to wisely cross them off my list.
At the end of the day I AM AGAIN AVAILABLE and the wiser for my brush with the wise, wonderful and compassionate Gynodoc4u.
Oh, and thank you to those of you (you know who you are) who congratulated and encouraged rather than shamed and cast aspersion.
CM Community, THANK YOU for your outpuring of positive response. I will always be grateful. AND, please congratulate me. After hundreds of emails and exchanges I AM UNDER CONSIDERATION by Gynodoc4u
I was surprised by Gynodoc4u, but I think he is possibly the one.
Besides the fact that he has been infinitely patient with me and has more real time experience than any girl could hope for (and although he modestly describes himself as an amateur) he reminds me of my family's old time GP. That was the clincher for me.
We are presently working out the practical details and I'll have more news - if Doctor permits - I hope soon.
Photo pending approval.
THIS JUST IN FROM CM ADMIN:
The photo you recently submitted as your primary photo was not approved.
Reason:
Due to recent changes in U.S. law regarding adult content, photographs
containing explicit genital nudity cannot be approved at this time.
Seems thet didn't like me flashing my bush.
Newcomer to the scene. Looking to be tutored/mentored by an older (not too old please) experienced Dom.
I'm unattached, no children, and would consider relocating if living in was required of me.
I have almost no real life experience. My interest was raised when I stumbled upon a copy of The Story of O. I've been fantasising ever since.
Not interested in online training. Please be polite if you write and I'll be the same.
I will only respond to photo attached emails. I'm not, except in very particular cases, yet accepting friend invitations. Please do not be offended if I decline your invitation. I don't want my profile page to look like I'm collecting friends just for the skae of collecting.
My photo on collarme public doesn't show (and never will show until we develop some mutual trust) my face as my family are prominent in the region and know nothing of my interest in BDSM.
I have done my online homework (lurking here and reading avidly all of the net information) on BDSM and its standard practices so I think I'm capable now of knowing what I want and how to sort the phonies from the real.
At this point my only hard limits would be children, bodily waste and anything to do with breathing control (just freaks me out to imagine).
I haven't listed my imagined BDSM likes and dislikes because I wish to avoid having someone shape their approach to suit my imagined likes and dislikes.
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I AM AGAIN AVAILABLE
I brace myself as I type this. The scornful will scorn. The dismissive will dismiss, the cynical will indulge in I-told-you-so. Nonetheless I have determined to stay public with all that should be in the public domain, in regard to my search.
No matter how painful the public (CM) square might be. If there are folks here looking to pillory me (for reasons other than pleasure/pain) then think back to how short a time ago all those who would patronize a site such as CM would be dealt to in the public square.
Gynodoc4u and I have come to a mutual conclusion that it is in neither of our best interests to consummate my collaring. There was much intimate back and forth. Sir’s honesty was astonishing and a shining example to me as to how I might conduct myself if I ever approach his level of accomplishment.
I have received emails warning me that Sir is NOT a real doctor. He never once claimed that, on his profile or in communication with me. I have learned so much in such a short time from the good ‘Doctor’ that I have absolutely no regrets that I let him consider me and that I removed myself from the CM “shopping’ mall while doing so.
I learned an awful lot about some pseudo-doms who were (previously) on my to-do list. These ‘gentlemen’ took me to task, pouted petulantly and scorched me for choosing someone other. If nothing else came of this exercise at least I was able to wisely cross them off my list.
At the end of the day I AM AGAIN AVAILABLE and the wiser for my brush with the wise, wonderful and compassionate Gynodoc4u.
Oh, and thank you to those of you (you know who you are) who congratulated and encouraged rather than shamed and cast aspersion.
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CM Community, THANK YOU for your outpuring of positive response. I will
always be grateful. AND, please congratulate me. After hundreds of
emails and exchanges I AM UNDER CONSIDERATION by Gynodoc4u
I was surprised by Gynodoc4u, but I think he is possibly the one.
Besides the fact that he has been
infinitely patient with me and has more real time experience than any
girl could hope for (and although he modestly describes himself as an
amateur) he reminds me of my family's old time GP. That was the
clincher for me.
We are presently working out the practical details and I'll have more news - if Doctor permits - I hope soon.
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Journal update.
After photos appeared I have been buried in mail. Still getting chat requests although I've said I'm not ready for chat yet. Still getting emails without photos. Still getting pointles abuse. Still getting some interesting Doms in the mix which keeps my spirits up. Going to have to be less polite by neccesity which is Sooooo against my nature.
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Please. No photo no response. I'm a visual person. I'm not looking for the ideal, sterotypical male body but I would like to get a sense of your personal style, the look in your eyes and other nuances that photos manage to convey.
I'm not stupid - I know photos often lie, but with nothing visual to go on I'm literally in the dark here.
That being said I've been told time and time again here that I should respond, if even shortly, to every email I recieve. That is a physical impossibility I'm sorry to say. It goes against every instinct in my body to NOT reply politely but I just can't, so please stop scolding me about it.
I will also repeat that, as a rule, I won't be accepting friends except in a few unusual and specific cases. More on that later.
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My goodness. I just put up my profile and my mailbox is spilling over.
I have quickly decided that I can only respond to the few that interest me.
If you don't hear from me it means I'm not interested. My lack of interest will have everything to do with me and nothing to do with you, so please don't take my lack of response personally.
Repeat emails won't help. If i'm interested by your initial text and image I'll look at your profile. If I look at your profile and don't get in touch it will probably be that I'm not interested or just haven't caught up with my research.
Thank you all for taking the time and effort to put yourselves forward.
I'm not even sure my picture's up yet?
I'm not ready to chat just yet. I would have to have soem back and forth via collarme before that next logical step.
Some have already started to insult but I'm not taking it personal. I'm a stick with it kind of person. Once I've set my mind to a task I let nothing deter me.
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| Age: 29 |
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Alabama |
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