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| I'm an absolute beginner! But I'm absolutely sane.
I haven't delved deeply into bdsm at all -- the most of my non-vanilla sexual experience came in a relationship I recently got out of. That ex usually took charge in sex, tying me up and toying with my ass. It was very much what I was into but we just didn't work out.
Now I really miss that sex, and the feelings that came with it. I'm in a state of uncertainty about who I am and what I'm into. I don't feel male, and can't fool myself into feeling female; I am attracted to all anatomies but have not ever met a man to whom I was attracted as a whole package.
I hope to be pursued by someone who is sensitive to the questions I'm struggling with about gender and sexuality, who will accompany and encourage me to explore those questions more deeply, and who wants to restrain me as their plaything.
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