Slightly masochistic male sub/slave

Slightly masochistic? Not big on being hurt, but likes cruel women.

I'm not a masochist, in fact far from it. However I do like people who are a bit on the spiteful and cruel side.

I've been submissive for as long as I can remember, however, let's call it my 'obsession', with serving a black Mistress/Dominant began when I saw "Flo Jo", or "Florence Griffith Joyner", to give her her proper name win three gold medals at the 1988 Seoul Olympics.

After that I became obsessed with the idea of black supremacy, and serving / being a slave to a black Mistress.

I'm looking for more than just role play. If that was all i wanted I'd visit a Pro Domme, but I'm looking for more.

I want to serve someone who enjoys having a slave.

Someone who isn't just acting out a scenario she's acted out hundreds of times before.

I don't want to be the one who's ultimately in charge, setting the scene so to speak.

There are lots of things that I like the idea of. I enjoy being humiliated. I enjoy being verbally and physically abused. I like being spat at/on. I like the idea of being urinated on, but none of these things mean anything thing if the Domme is doing them because I enjoy them, they have to be done because she wants to do them, enjoys doing them, and because she is doing them to show her contempt for me.

Lastly I am sixty years old and honestly haven't worn well. I'm slim, bald, and a bit craggy. However I do go to the gym regularly, shave my head, upper body and private parts. Put a bag over my head (Please)

And I'd probably not look to bad.

So if you are a black lady looking for a sub / slave to torment, torture a bit, and basically be not very nice to, and all while he cleans your home and waits on you hand and foot.

Please do get in touch.

Thank you..