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| am new to community, slightly nervous, and ready to learn. Though I've only been looking into the scene for the past few months, it's been an unknown part of me my entire life. The idea of being restrained, treated rough, yet at the same time being treated with affection, being special to that person... That's always been with me. I just didn't know how to put it into words until recently.
I claim to be a sub, though I don't know for sure. I'm a masochist and sadist, and I do take control when I can, but I much prefer for that control to be taken away from me. Someone who compels me to submit... Someone who has that look in their eye and authority in their voice. I'm looking for someone who can take me out of my own head, release me, tear me apart and put be back together. I find mental and emotional domination to be much more appealing than mere physical restraint. Then again, I am a big fan of pain. I want to be slapped, hard. I want scratch marks, I want bruises. I want to find my limits. I want to, in a safe environment with a safe word, be used as a punching bag for all of my person's frustrations. Everyone gets so mad sometimes that they want to hit someone. Please, let me be that outlet for you.
In life, I'm a student at the University of Texas studying psychology. I intend to get my master's in counseling, and ultimately end up a grief counselor. I spend my free time not doing much, mostly existing, relaxing, and thinking. That all makes me sound bleak and boring, but in reality I'm pretty silly and a sassmaster. You just have to catch me in the right environment.
Feel free to message me, though I can't promise I'll respond. I'm pretty inconsistent in what really compels me to get to know a person.
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