I can be a submissive pathetic slave just as easily as I can dominant a partner sexually. I like to experience both roles from time to time. I submit if you are worthy enough to submit to but I am not an idiot who will wire you stranger large sums of money. I like to have fun, even get a little freaky, but I am a human being and do have lines I will not cross.
I try to live for the day, sometimes too often. I am not counting on life after death. A soul is a human mind, not a collection of remembered events, When you wake up everyday, you wake as a different person. The rigid order of our memories makes it seem as if we are in fact individuals, but it is only an illusion. Human empathy can only scratch the surface of what lies beyond our linear sequence of memories, and so we feel fractured and fearful when we realize that the vessel which holds these beliefs is only a temporary haven from the abyss that precedes and succeeds our brief existence in time. |