Collarspace.com

I am very new to this but would very much like to explore. I had been dating a dominant woman for several months, but as we progressed I became nervous and ran away from the relationship. I have tried to contact her again but she is no longer interested. I can stop thinking about what I missed and how I really did want her to take control and to teach me to serve, obey and to worship her.
I live and work in the nyc area. I am divorced for the past 10 years and just so curious to explore who I really am.
At this point I am would prefer not to add a photo, but will send to anyone who is interested in me.
Jon
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