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| Hi! I've had submissive desires and fantasies for half my life at this point. I present the image of a normal, moderately successful guy that lives and works in the delightful town of Champaign, IL. I can not post a photo of myself because it might endanger my employment, but would be happy to provide one upon request!
I've always, in some ways, felt that females were innately superior to males. Men, it seems to me, are simply force. Women posses the ability to control, and direct that force, should they choose to use it. I have lived a very vanilla life, so far. I've always been afraid to mention my secret fetishes and desires to girlfriends. I continue to have a deep seated fear of being exposed as a submissive male in public, so discretion is an absolute must, at least at the start of anything. I have fantasies two sorts, and I'd like to explore them. The majority are at least mildly realistic, e.g. dating a girl and acting vanilla in public, but being her slave in private; seeing a professional domme and exploring things that way, or being dominated in a somewhat recreational, non romantic sense by someone doing their own self explorations, or perhaps someone with experience that would be willing to help guide me on this journey.
I also have far darker and less realistic fantasies of giving myself up completely to someone else's control. I've even gone so far as to explore submission through erotic hypnosis online, though I've never had the courage and/or dedication to actually pay for any kind of live session, I have at various times, experimented with listing to hypno mp3s and watching videos on a relatively regular basis, on and off over the past 8 years or so, with high frequency when I've been single, and very low when I've been attached.
If anyone might be interested in taking on a male sub or slave, or even just willing to talk as friends to confirm that I'm not personally that far out there, please say hello! Feel free to ask for a pic, I'll happily provide!
Thank you for reading this.
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