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vodkagirl19

I've decided to have another shot at this site after taking a break.... I'm looking for a relationship ultimately, so please don't contact me if you are only interested in one thing (or several in my case.) Do contact me if you are open to the idea of something a little more meaningful. Unfortunately I can't let just anyone do to me all the crazy stuff i love, trust has to be built up, there has to be feelings for me or it just isn't fun. So i'm pretty crazy in the bedroom. More of a masochist than a submissive, but I can become somewhat submissive to the right man. I absolutely do not have a safeword/signal. I will not be able to stop you no matter what. If i had one, i would use it constantly and anyway, in it's place you will get me begging, pleading and crying for you to stop. Please don't. I like it very rough. Some girls like it rough? Well meet me if you want to take it a little further. My main 'things' are kidnapping, being scared, bondage, torture and rape play. I am also heavily into strangulation - if you don't think you could squeeze my neck with your hands until I lose consciousness, don't contact me. I also like to be hit - yes, with fists as well as slapping. - A note about that though, i am not into domestic violence. There is a big difference! I'm looking for a normal guy, who has a wicked sadistic streak (and hopefully tattoos). I'm not looking for a dom or a master - nor will i be calling you sir. Outside of the bedroom I'm fairly normal really! I want to go out places, have a laugh and not take anything too seriously. I want to be loved and hugged and kissed as much as the next girl does, until it comes to the sex. I have been playing very hard for nearly 10 years now, so this isn't just some fantasy. I've done some crazy things.... I get asked a lot, whats the worst thing you've ever done? Well i'll tell you some of my experiences straight off :) The worst one i think was being tied down to a table with barbed wire and whipped with it (something I would definitely do again but don't expect this really hard stuff right off the bat.) The wire was wrapped around my body so tight that breathing was agonising alone. The barbs were embedded into me so I could not move, and when I was hit with a length of it..... well lets just say it's a good job I was gagged! Fortunately he realised that I wasn't handling it that well so I only took a few hits. I might sound like this tough girl who can take all this but it's absolutely not the case at all. I just get very turned on when a guy does whatever he wants to do to me, takes whatever he wants. Other bad stuff, i've been stunned with a 950,000v stungun to the point where I was covered in electrical burns. That was good fun. I've also been branded several times - tied down in my bedroom with no idea where he would put them.... That was fun, and scary. I wanted it, purely because of the pain and fear factor involved. I'm not interested in branding as a sign of ownership. I also have a rather unhealthy relationship with my staplegun. Stuff all my holes painfully full with whatever you like then staple them up. Even my mouth. :)
nbn9999
 
 Age: 44
 London, United Kingdom