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Pan Female Submissive, 30,  Portland, Oregon
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I am a service masochist who is exploring the world around her. I have not yet set down a set standard of definition to who I am. I am still working on that. Much is still there for me to discover with the right person. I am looking for friends first and perhaps more later on if we connect. I would perfect those local to me or at least in the same country as me but that is not a requirement it all depends on the person. I have been in the lifestyle for over 4 years, much has been learned and there is still much more to learn. Most of my experience comes from real time and not a whole lot of online time. I also like to make floggers and do produce them and sell them.
We each have our own path, some choose to take that which is less traveled. I travel the path less taken. One can never truly say never to something because we change over time and perhaps changing what we once may have said never to. I see myself as a butterfly, coming out of my cocoon slowly over time. I have a dynamic personality that can grow on some people but is not for everyone. I am a bit of a brat/SAM at times, but above all I am a caring and loyal person. I have found a passion in making floggers. I also like to try and make new toys and see what becomes of them. I am at a happy point in the lifestyle for me. Growing and learning more about myself with each passing moment. I do not go by any set label for I believe there is so much for me to explore yet that a label does not fit me at this time. My great pleasure comes from helping and serving those I care for and have developed a relationship with. I am always looking to meet new people and try new things.












 Submissive Female



 5' 6"






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Transgender

Dominant Female

Domme/Dom Couples

A Poly Household

 Lives For:

 Amusement Parks

 Movies (Expert)

 Volunteerism (Expert)

 Local BDSM Community



 Suspension Bondage

 Intellectual Discourse

 Paranormal Phenomena



 Psychology (Expert)



 Going to the Opera (Beginner)


 Blindfolds (Beginner)

 Bondage (Beginner)

 Cages (Beginner)

 Canes and Crops (Beginner)


 Fire Play


 Clothing Selection



 Board Games

 Card Games


 Horror Movies

 Puzzle Games

 Science Fiction

 Lifestyle BDSM

 Opera Music

 Pop Music

 Rock Music



 Flea Markets

 Garage Sales (Expert)

 Musical Theater





 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 Being Massaged

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Public Play


 Arcade Games

 Online Chatrooms

 Web Surfing





 Classical Music

 Country Music

 Eighties Music

 EMO Music

 Heavy Metal Music

 Punk Rock Music


 Darts (Beginner)

 Swimming (Beginner)



 Breast Play

 Foot Worship



 Curious About:



 Renaissance Faires


 Begging (Beginner)

 Corner Time


 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 Mental Bondage

 Role Playing

 Sensory Play


 1950s Lifestyle




 Hair Pulling

 Wax Play




 Hard Limits:

 Anal Play


 G-spot Stimulation

 Genital Punishment

 Erotic touch


 Gas Masks



 Modern Primitivism


 Sensation Play

 Oral Service


 Cuck Options




 Working Out

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Journal Entries:
8/8/2010 3:13:23 AM

She stands at the start of two different paths.
She looks down both of them.
Which path does she take, they are both so different?
She stands there watching others make there choice and travel on,however she is still standing there looking.
She cannot make the choice.
She is too scared and uncertain.
She looks around for another path.
She spots one its full of thorns but she knows that is her path.
She walks into the thorns, not notice as they rip through her skin.
She bleeds with each thorn but it does not matter.
She reaches a clearing and look around her.
Nothing but thorns and she looks at the path she just came through.
She knows that is what she must continue, through the thorns.
She must endure the pain because this is the right path for her.
She smiles as she sees her blood dripping down her into the ground.
This path will always remember her for she has left her mark upon it.
She has given her bloody freely to travel where she is.
She looks aheads and starts through the path of thorns.

This material is original violetFaerie work and is copyrighted.

7/24/2010 3:39:05 PM
Hates the inability to be able to get around.  So many lovely things happening around where I live but in some ways I am stuck due to how late public transportation runs.  I like to have fun and see the world around.  Must find car and get my drivers license lol.  Okay I am done ranting for now

7/10/2010 10:27:23 AM
Flogger frenzy making...... lots are coming out fast and beautiful so check my last journal to find out where to find them.  Got some lovely ones that ladies might be very interesting in perving

7/5/2010 9:54:47 PM
IF you would like to see more of my floggers then please check out my page at f*e*t*l*i*f*e where I am also violetFaerie there as well.

6/22/2010 5:50:01 PM
New floggers are posted and they are for sale so contact me for pricing

6/17/2010 4:32:14 PM
So I am a toy maker, well I make floggers and have some beautiful ones made that I will be putting up for people to say and they can contact me for prices on them.  Right now I am not able to do a whole lot of custom floggers due to change in where I am working but am slowly working my way back up on that.  So picture soon to come.

6/17/2010 3:03:56 PM
You said that
  you would never hurt me
You wouldn't be
  that person

The hurt was the
   worst you brought
A broken promise

A broken heart
   that can't be fixed
Never say never

Never is only
   a lie we use
It brings no

So don't make
You would only

Never say never
  you can't keep it anyway
Broken promise
  only bring pain

So never tell
   me you won't again

You can't keep
   it, so just don't
   say it

6/17/2010 2:51:24 PM
I am also a poet.  I have decided to share some of my poetry.  Its a mix of light and darkness which represents who I am so well.

Give Me Your Pain
Give me your pain
   let me help to free you
I would gladly take it
   save you from suffering
Lift it from your shoulder
   no longer a burden for you
You only need to
   give it freely
Allow me to help you
   to give you peace
Even if it only
   last for a moment
   let me help you
I understand where
   your pain comes from
I can help to
   ease the pain
I have been there
   and done that
Please reach out
   take my open hand
   its waiting there
I will take your
   pain and set you free

6/15/2010 5:10:34 PM
Its never easy having to say goodbye.  Thought we must always do it throughout our lives.  Its a part of life and a part of growing to say goodbye. 

The darkness threaten to engulf me
Waiting to take me into its embrace
Willing it to take the pain away
Folding into its tight grip

Letting the darkness win
Allowing it to wash over me
Giving my pain to it

Nothing but darkness now
No pain or hurt
Just nothing

6/14/2010 10:17:14 PM
What is your greatest fear?  Would you admit it to total strangers?  Are you stronger because you can admit your fear to strangers?  I am going to step out of my boundaries and admit mine.

My greatest fear is that I will be the secret.  I had enter that way into a relationship once as the secret.  It has haunted me that day since, and it made me to feel cheap and dirty later on. I do not want to be a secret ever again.  If I enter into a relationship that has more than one person I want to be known right from the start. I want a open and honest relationship possibility right from the start.  I do not want to feel this way ever again and it leave a bit of fear in me if I enter into other relationships already established.  I put my fear out so others that are looking at me know this.  I am not game to be played with.  I am a girl who has feelings and wants to belong.  I open myself to you and allow you in.  So there should be no fear, only pleasure and happiness in serving you.

6/14/2010 9:46:26 PM
Everyone has weakness, its those who admit their weakness that are the stronger person.

My Weaknesses:
*I can never seem to get myself to go to bed at a decent hour that is healthy for me.
*Addicted to Mt Dew
*Being a SAM (smart ass Masochist)
*Being a brat
*Being over hyper and going over board
*Talking back when I know better
*Helping people who are using me and not wanting to see it or seeing it

My Strengths:

I know each person is unique and different that is what is so great about being an individual.  I know my weaknesses will also change over time some going away and perhaps different ones coming up with new things arise.  But I know that I am willing and ready to meet each one and take them on as they come. 

I choose to walk the path less known to explore what is unexplored.  To allow myself to grow and change into something better.  I look for the loving and caring hand to guide me.  I know it will be there out reached and waiting for me.  I will just have to give it time and take the right hand.

6/13/2010 10:39:14 PM
I believe I should perhaps write somethings about myself so people know me. I am a free creative spirit. I love to write poetry and been working on putting a book together. I also dabble in writing erotica and have a story started and embarking on chapter 3 in it. Might post it here one day but I am not ready for the whole public to see my work. I love the color purple you could also say it was a kink/fetish for me. I love butterflies as well and I have a beautiful butterfly cell popping on my right breast as well. I love to make floggers and have some very beautiful ones too. My Favorite Play: *Suspensions-loves the feeling of flying through the air *Rope-to have it tied on and be bound *Electreat-really love this toy after a flogging *Floggers-heavy thuddy ones are my favorite *Canes-long and sensual canings *Fire Play-loves flash cotton Would Like to Explore: *Leashes *Kitten/Puppy play *Role Play Scenes *Bondage *Rope/Shibari Hard Limits: *Candle Wax (this limit will never change, I physically and mentally cannot do it) *Knife Play *Play involving animals *Breath Play *Needles *Blood Play
*Watersports (urine)
*Roman Showers (scat)
*Play involving children/minors (but do not mind being a child like myself) *Violet Wand *Anal Play Thought I am still pretty new and am learning and exploring. There are reasons behind some of my hard limits and if you get to know me then I will let you know the reasons behind them. I have read a lot and also experienced a good bit for someone so new to the lifestyle and would like to continue learning and growing.

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