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| Submission,sexually submissive to be blunt, its a challenge to accept when your my age and have locked it away since, well forever. I am sure their are some my age who felt the darker needs at that tender young age and understood or explored, some that will never face or accept themselves and then those like me who have felt it clawing its way out the whole time you built your beautiful and I might add happy vanilla life! Then it surfaces and you have to face it and yourself. That journey is why we end up here. Once we are here or other sites we try as hard as we can to be nice, learn, explore, befriend and yes one day trust that sexual friend. As many of my sub friends know that is where it gets so murky. So many are not real but they have the lines perfected, they have been doing this for so much longer than you. They have stories that make sense, they love your story, accept your boundaries, your lack of experience. Giving that person your truth about your inner self is huge, let alone giving them access to your body. It is amazing to feel that balance when you submit even if it is to a false and weak man who claims to be a Dom, may be a Dom but lacked the bravery to be honest. Your submission was true and real. Then you find a real DOMINANT man and for a reason you can not fully gr it wont happen in real life! You are sexually compatible, intellectually attracted, similar in many many ways, but life wont let you have HIM. Then you find yourself here again if only to be friends with someone who can talk about the inner feelings of those who face the darker more primal needs that claw at us.
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