I have a heart that needs to serve. I am not a leader and have never had a job that was responsible for being a leader. It just isn't my place and the few times I have been placed in a superior role I felt uncomfortable.

It is my duty to give him his pleasure. I have a function...even though I may be shown consideration, the word "slave" means that I am his property. If I truly want to live up to that name then I must make sure that he can use his property when he wants and how he wants with few limits.

Without an invitation nothing ever happens, even though you're willing to try very hard to please him.