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I discovered the submissive side of my psyche accidentally, as one might a colony of bats or a large, angry spider whilst cleaning out one's attic. It was a revelation that forced itself on me unexpectedly and, quite honestly, wholly against my will; however, since it has been unearthed I find it impossible to ignore. Like the explorers of old I dared to venture into the darkened catacombs of my mind and awoke the things that had been sleeping therein. She, for this specter is most assuredly female, haunts me always. A being of raw and undiluted emotion, undirected and unsure she stands as a near-perfect foil to what I thought I was. Having tasted the fruits of awareness she is no longer content to occupy the dark and sanguine corners of my unconscious. It is not I that wish to serve but also it is, for she and I are one and the same. *** I consider myself to be a typical example of the Taken in Hand woman; with the unfortunate caveat of not being female. While true, it is not something I like to discuss for I have never identified strongly with my biological sex. I cannot remember a time in my life when I did not feel out of place as a male. While I cannot deny certain biological truths, I seek first and foremost to be recognized and accepted as the girl I feel myself capable of being. Though I see myself as a woman, this has never been troubling or shameful because I do firmly believe that females are superior. I am a flawed woman, perhaps irredeemably flawed but a woman still and, such being the case, my rightful place, my only place, is in submission to better Woman, one without flaw. I need such a Woman who can help me grow both as a submissive and as a woman. As a person I am fairly intelligent, soft-spoken, and eager to sacrifice to please others. I am shy and often have trouble making my own decisions. My emotions lie close to the surface, but I generally don't share them with people I don't trust. I respond well to strong, direct authority, but rebel against it when it is weak.

It has always been the mental, the theoretical, and the abstract that has interested me. I can understand the importance of physicality to this lifestyle, but it is the intangibles that attract me. The ideas of Punishment and Authority, Submission and Control, Obedience and Discipline have always resonated more strongly with me than their actual implementations.

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littlerainbow
 
 Age: 22
 LAKEVILLE, Connecticut