Life is being various characters - Unknown or Me I don't know who said this. But that's what I've been feeling. Now, when it comes to be a part of this lifestyle, trust me when I say, it takes guts, courage and confidence. You should know what your desires are before even coming or following any conclusive text or head.

It has come to my notice that my mind has been sending passive signals constantly and has become an addict of instructions and written rules. No matter, how busy I am in my life, it is always at the back of my mind because I've a pictographic memory which takes me back to it almost everytime.

Even if I kneel down beside my own bed and close my eyes, keep my hands on my thighs and lower my eyes, the only picture is, I am passive and I have to stay like this. This is my divine power in itself. I can get up anytime I want but I am not, only reason because I don't want to. It's the feeling of ecstacy, people with similar thoughts would understand it well.

Cheers

Aliz

Talking about free bird, this is my first entry as a free bird. I've been into my passive lifestyle for years now, of course, didn't know much about it. A lot I've read thru google and forums have helped me understand of what I feel, how I feel and why I feel. It has totally changed my perspective of myself while looking into the mirror on myself. I've learned and been inspired to write so. I am not into hardcore bdsm lifestyle but generally love the involvement of someone who can tell me what do do and how to do it.

I have followed a healthy education and career all my life and enjoy this side too. I have cravings of being controlled, feeling submissive at times and to cater those, I keep myself low and willing to do as told. I am not looking for a real relationship with anybody but jus wish to enjoy my the way I look at it and the way I want it to be.

Look forward for good times to come where in I can feel the ecstasy of life.

Cheers