I am not new to being submissive, it is what I am. But I am also no doormat. I am strong , assertive, powerful, funny, silly but most of all empty. I have been married vanilla and as it comes to an end I know the truth in what I must do. I must not attempt repression of my true feelings.
I have experience from before but it has been some time since I have had any formal training. I do learn fast, for the right person of course. I need a strong hand, one who knows BS and calls me on it. I test boundaries at first only because I have been burned by posers too many times to count. So please bear with me there, it is NOT meant to insult the real Doms/Masters out there seeking the same as I am.
I have started my new life and ultimately seek one to share it with me. One who can balance the D/s with vanilla. One who can give me the look that makes me melt and know what will come when we are alone again. But also a best friend. I want to share all of me, and that is never an easy thing to do. So I don't plan on giving myself to an as$hole who claims to be a Master/Dom..............I will take my time to discover the real you because the real me is very much worth it.
I do not share, nor do I do poly households. It just isn't my thing.
Note: i am not looking for couples or women so please don't ask.
10/11/2011 6:52:53 PM
I am currently working with an amazing Dom, life is good. Thank you all for the requests and mail. But right now, I am off the market. :)
8/24/2011 3:48:13 PM
Coming in to my own as a rope slut lately. It's very nice and I wait for the opportunity to have a Master all my own to use me, play with me, tie me, beat me, and cherish the gift that I have to give. He is out there, I just need to have faith :)
10/7/2010 8:19:22 AM
Is there anyone real on CM? I am looking for r/l D/s so I will occasionally check in here for now but do not send me a message if you do not live close to me..............ie: if you are 1500 miles away, don't waste the time ok? :) thanks
8/4/2010 8:22:15 AM
So i guess i wasn't all that clear on my profile. It always takes me time to learn anyways, lol. i am only seeking someone generally close to me (within a couple hours) and no couples or women please.