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| Well, it took a little time and lot of thought to see what you are reading here.......
As a kid ,I was not raised in the best of circumstances, my mom was a single mother (i was told) who was cheated and left me to the dogs when I barely remember anything, I was in a rescue shelter for a while when a distant aunt from nowhere claimed me and took me home.From there to a couple of years before now, it has been on helluva journey ,through pain and agony, through insult and insecurity, through bad and worse ,days of despair and nights of terror, a life full of trash with few and far moments of happiness.
Did going through all this hurt me? yes it did.....Did it break me? NO, NEVER....I am a fighter and I believe that a soldier who dies on the battlefield ,no matter he wins or loses is always a martyr. I wanted to be a martyr than be a coward. Through all the hell being unleashed around me , I chose books as my friends, friends who never disappear, never say a hurting word and are always there.I read about places,people and the circumstances that drive them to be what they are.
Coming to my rough side,I needed an outlet for my pent up frustration, my hatred towards my aunt, mom and who not for the suffering they inflicted upon me.payback time Though I might sound like a psychopath, I have never stole a dime, never begged and never lost my control upon myself.I managed to secure an scholarship and am in college and god willing, i will be out of this emotional and monetary poverty in due course.
What I am looking for is something more of online thing, as i do not have the time nor resources for a real life thing.No , i don;t need your sympathy or help, thank you though.I need pain sluts and humiliation whores ,mature preferably. My personal details will be discrete until I am done with college,so be forewarned.
Ps - the pictures in my profile were consensual, she was a pain slut and I had what she needed, the vendetta to use her like a slave.So do not steal them
Caio
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