i prayed for You

Everyday i prayed i would meet Someone like You.
Today is that day,
i know You would rope the stars, if You knew that would make me happy.
You touch my even as we are apart,
W/we stand tall above them all.
The whispering of Your voice in my ear, makes my eyes want to tear.
The smell of Your skin, warms me from deep within.
Where have You been all my life?
i pray to God everday,
to hopefully one day be Your wife.
i prayed everyday to meet Someone, it goes to show how lucky i am, to have Your hand.
To one day wear Your wedding band.
Today is the day Brad, this is O/our hour.
This is O/our moment.
i love You so much always remember that.
No matter what happens, my love will always be that, of a new borns smile.
A thousand roses in a vase.
A sonnet in a wonderful place.
i run to only You, no haste.
Because i prayed to one day meet Someone like You.
i thank my lucky stars that this moment is here, and so are You.

Where is He?

i sit here and await,
wondering what is my fate.
Needing Him to take my hand,
to walk me through this life.
To one day make more than His wife.
To stregthen my soul
to have me to hold.
i want this ache to leave,
i want to be relieved.
i want my One,
to love me for me, to make me feel free.
To take my breath,
fill my heart with undying contentment.
Is He out there?
Does He know i exsist?
i await with baited breath.

To my Surprise
it is what i expected,
it took me by surprise.
He was strong, He was stern,
He was everything i needed to keep where i wanted to be.
i felt so free, it is so hard to believe.
i felt good in my own skin, because He saw me from deep within.
He held me , and i melted within His grip.
To my surprise, i loved having Him by my side.
my heart pounds faster, my soul flies higher.
To my surprise i need no disguise.
He is so strong in so many ways.
This all has come to a surprise.

When i met You

i never thought i could fall in love with Someone, more and more everyday in everyway.
But then i met You.
i never thought i could miss Someone so much when W/we were apart.
But then i met You.
i never thought with every kiss it could take my breath away.
But then i met You.
i never thought a simple touch could make me feel so amazing.
But then i met You.
i never thought a look with a soft smile, could make me feel ten feet tall.
But then i met You.
i never thought i would feel complete in everyway.
But then i met You.
You are my shinning star, my One and only.
Thank God above i met You.
You are my knight, my King, and my Hero.....

i will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience.

i realise that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and i from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm.

i will not try to manipulate my Master; i will not push to make a scene go the way i feel it should.

In other words, i will not top from the bottom.

i will keep an open mind about trying things that i am not accustomed to or comfortable with, and expanding my limits.

i will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being.

i will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires.

i will not allow myself to be harmed or abused; i know that submissive does not equal "doormat".

i will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives; i will share my knowledge and experience with others in the hope that they will learn and benefit from where i have been.

i will take the time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct path.

i will be responsive to my Master; i will not try to hide what my mind and body are feeling so that i may assist Him in His responsibilities as my Authority.

i know that Dominants are not telepaths, and will not expect my Master to know thoughts or feelings which i do not share with Him.

i will accept in the responsibility of a scene or relationship gone bad; i will not place total blame on my Master when it is not warranted simply because He is the Dominant.

i realise that things may not work out as they should at times, and will do my best to put it behind me and move on.

i will give my gift of submission only to those who can responsibly accept and desire to receive it.

i will not place anyone in the position of Dominating me non-consensually, nor will i give my respect to someone who has not earnt it.

i know that D/s is not a contest, and will never think myself a "better" submissive because i choose to submit on a different level than another.

i will not be boastful of the experiences i have had as a sub.

i will be obedient to my Master even if i disagree with what He is requesting.

i realise He has my best interests at heart and often knows better than i what i need in a particular situation.

i know that my actions reflect upon my Master, and will do my best to help others see Him in a positive way.

i will not intentionally embarrass or displease my Master.

Above all, i will wear my title of submissive with honour; i will never cause others to think that being submissive means to be weak or sub-human.

i will take pride in who and what i am, and will never show myself in a negative way.

~poet unknown~

 to feel You

To feel your body next to mine

To taste your kisses just like wine

I felt your warmth come through to me

Your passion felt like ecstasy

Though miles apart I feel your touch

Your warm embraces mean so much

Thank you  for all you do

Making me feel so close to you.

BOUND BY LOVE

walking in the showdows not wanting
others to see
That the things that i want
Make me different
When my body is stroked
i swim in anticipation
Not for the softness of your touch
But receiving the control
Feeling the delicious pain
That you give for your own pleasure
Yet in you taking me in your own way
You satisfy my yearnings
Sending me into ecstasy
Knowing that i please you
That i submit to what you desire
Gives me pleasure beyond the norm
Bonds cutting into my skin
As i strain again my ties
My body moving not from fear
Not to find freedom
But in euphoria
Drinking in your control
Tasting your gratification
Your pleasure taken from me
Given freely
Submitting to your will
For i am your submissive
All i do, i do for you
And thank you for accepting
The gift i give to you
The gift of love
The gift of my life
Now devoted to you
In accepting me as your own
In taking me to control
To guide to love
To mould to nurture
To make me the best i can
Master and submissive
Bound in love