I have a lot of desires and I don't even know where to start. I'm a masochist at heart and the thought of trying to come without some, if not a lot, of pain is almost laughable. I love to be beaten and whipped to the point of crying, often crying stop just to become disappointed when it does. I'm not much for safe words. I want to be abused and used in every way, even if I might not like the idea at the time. I want to be able to give every bit of power over to someone else. To have every decision, no matter how small, to be made for me. It's been quite difficult to find someone strong enough to actually handle that.

I'd list some of my interests in BDSM, but that's what the list over there is for. Though there are quite a few interests I have that aren't BDSM related, per se. But are definitely fetishes.

Outside of the "lifestyle" (I'm not fond of calling it that) I love theology and politics. Both are something I'm just starting to really get into. I require a lot of intellectual stimulation outside the bedroom, and intelligence is a great turn on.

As for any other interests or details, well that's for a more personal conversation