I'm a submissive who has been out of the scene for a while for different reasons. In my time away from the lifestyle I learned one thing, a 'normal' life is not for me. Originally got into it when I realised. Something felt like it was missing in my life, namely having someone to serve and to guide me through life. I like to know when I have done something wrong and fully understand when I'm punished it helps me become a better person. I like it more, though, knowing I have pleased my Master and have taken care of things properly. I don’t just want anyone though, I've made the mistake of being in the position of having the wrong Master, or maybe I was the wrong sub. Either way neither of us were happy and that is not good for anyone. I believe for every sub there is the perfect Master, someone who knows them inside out, knows what they need to function. One day I hope to find my Master and spend the rest of my days serving him fully and to the best of my ability. Its possible he may have found me, if I'm lucky, fingers crossed!