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*Read this and the first entry in my journal thoroughly before contacting me and possibly wasting Your time and mine. Thanks.
I knew from a very early age that I was submissive, even though I didn't understand it at the time. It was only when I saw or read scenes of women being forced, whipped, bound by a Man that I felt my first sexual sensations and all I knew then was that it was the most alive I'd ever felt.
Suppressing that through my twenties, I went through life as I saw it should be...mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter. All things vanilla and "expected" of me. My twenties were a blur of all of these things that others wanted from me.
Now, in my thirties, no longer a wife but still a mother to two teen sons, I am embracing what I am. Exploring who I am. My oldest son lives with his father. My sons are both very independant and being that they are older and I am somewhat free to live my life, I must tell You, if You have babies/small children, I am not interested. I am a slave. Not a nanny. I have no desire to be a "mommy" all over again. Sorry.
I found out just last year in my explorations when I met a true and very experienced Dominant, that I am more than just submissive. I went into it thinking that I would provoke Him to gain what I wanted, but found that I could not disobey Him no matter what "I" felt "I" wanted. I found that my only need (not want) was to please Him in any way possible. It was through Him that I realized I am a slave. Unfortunately, He could not be my Master. As much as He wanted to collar me, He was married and we lived too far apart for it to work out.
I have had a few experiences with Dominants since then, but none have fulfilled the slave inside me like He did and that is what I hope to find. A Master who makes me feel like the slave that I am. A Master who does not live with His parents or in other situations that would make it impossible for me to serve Him properly. I have run into this a lot, unfortunately. A true slave needs to serve her Master outside of the bedroom as well as inside. So, if You share a home with others who are not open to this lifestyle, please do not contact me. I tried this and it failed miserably.
I am looking for a true Master who wants/needs a true slave.
P.S. Photo's may come later.
My limits are scat, watersports, feet, kids (sexually or birthing) and drugs. These are things that I know of now, but do expect a true Master to respect the fact that new experiences may bring new limits.
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You claim to be a Master/Dominant, but You do not see the submission of a woman to You as a gift to be cherished? You are no Master or Dominant. You are in fact, a bully. A control freak. An abuser and nothing more.
Do NOT come at me right off the bat telling me that I WILL surrender to You. My submission is a gift and it is I who chooses who I give that gift too. Not You.
Do NOT call me Your slut, whore, wench, property, etc. I am none of those things to You. Only in my submission to one Master do I become those things and that is to Him alone.
Approach me in this manner and You will be ignored and blocked.
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| Age: 29 |
| Chicago,
Illinois |
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