Thank you for your interest, please take the time to read through my profile.
I've been involved with various aspects of the BDSM lifestyle for over a decade, but have always been left wanting more. I won't lie, I've been burned quite a few times over the years and I've also walked away from what could've been amazing lives because I wasn't ready to make the commitment I yearned for or found out that the offer was only a silver lining. Because of my experiences I have a little bit of a chip on my shoulder as a defense mechanism.
I am searching for the real subculture of BDSM, the high class culture that exists in the shadows of the public kinky sex aspect. I am not searching for any kind of abuse for the sake of abuse. Discipline has a very real purpose if applied properly. I am not trying to find a way to have sex with some pain attached to it. I am looking for a true and respectable submissive life. This sounds at odds with what being a submissive is all about, but there are a few out there that understand and it is you, Master or Mistress, that I am searching for.
My submissiveness and devotion was sewn into me at a very young age and then cultivated for over a decade. I have been raised since childhood to live submissively and please my superiors. This foundation was cast so strongly in me that not even military could crack it. Yes, I have spent time in the military and thrived in the strictest and most mentally and physically challenging of environments. I will bend over backwards and go to the ends of the earth to do so. I will love you with all my being, trust in you explicitly, and devote myself completely. The relationship I am seeking is based on love, encouragement, and respect, not beatings and fear. It is part of my very essence now as a slow burning fire that once stoked properly burns as bright as stars.

I am aware that I sound snobbish, but believe me, I am rarely qualified for submissive life. I am not a doormat or push over, but I do not see this as insolence, but rather the will and ability to defend my master to the best of my ability. I am usually very passive about my core values and beliefs, but I wanted to reach a select audience with this profile. I will talk openly, honestly, and cordially about 99% of my life. I will only maintain enough privacy to protect my anonymity until finding my life with a wonderful master or mistress.

I am looking for a 24/7 live in situation. Single or poly household is fine. I would also consider living as a hupet/puppy. Thank you for reading the entirety of my profile, please email me if you wish to know more about me or want to discuss the culture of BDSM. Please note: "Willing to relocate" means within my current area so that I don't have to quit my day job. I am open to the idea of moving in to provide for closer to 24/7 time.