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Hello i am a sweet shy insecure girl been in the lifestyle about six years, im not single or poly or looking for sex. Im looking for friends, maybe mentorship, and no that does not include me serving someone or sending lewd pics etc. anyway if you want to know more feel free to message. More on me, i am a stay at home mom to a kindergartener, im a smoker 420 friendly. I consider myself to be a submissive little who prefers daddy Doms while not actually being extreme about it. Will add more as i think of things to say My yahoo messenger is lilFairytris if anyone wants to chat

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1/8/2017 8:16:56 PM
Feeling like I'm falling through empty space and everyone has an anchor but me

12/15/2016 11:49:06 PM
this sub frenzy is driving me crazy /).(\

12/1/2016 9:26:52 PM
If there are any Doms or Daddy Doms out therw that want to chat and get to know each other my skype is lilfairytris

11/29/2016 1:11:58 AM
I wish i had someone to show off all my toys to

11/4/2016 4:18:36 PM
It feels like all the people that I want to care about me don't :(

11/4/2016 2:41:52 PM
I cant stop thinking about my coworker. I need a distraction :/

11/2/2016 7:16:25 PM
Confession: I have guests over and all I want to do is masturbate while thinking about the new guy at work

8/31/2016 12:02:52 AM
I wish i could find a new chat. Everyone apparently hatez me because i said harley quinn was my fav and doesnt feel special anymore because now everyone likes her. Like im sure plenty of people feel tje same as me so why hate me for voicing it?!

8/5/2016 2:46:09 AM
So I was basically assaulted today. Was forced down and pinned (after having my dress and bra torn during the struggle), then had a plastic grocery bag shoved in my face. Dont know if was trying to suffocate me or what. So now i have a decent sized bruise on my arm, a sore neck and a small mark on my face that basically looks like acne. Yay life

7/21/2016 7:01:06 PM
I met a man on collarme years ago. His name is Paul. He read me stories and I fucked my ass for him. He was proud when i told him I didn't like it. I wish i could find him again

7/12/2016 11:54:15 PM
Any daddy doms interested in chatting on skype?

6/26/2016 8:43:07 PM
Sub frenzy has me dizzy @.@

6/26/2016 8:42:25 PM
Sub frenzy has me dizzy @.@

6/15/2016 1:51:03 AM
My skype id is lilfairytris if any daddys want to chat

6/13/2016 12:01:00 AM
I want Daddy :( but right now hes imaginary

6/8/2016 7:37:09 PM
All i want is a lil green but i cant find any *cries*

5/25/2016 3:05:37 AM
Anyone do hypnosis? Cause i have a question

5/24/2016 12:44:47 AM
Feeling kind of lonely. Message me on skype if you want to chat (chat not sext) my ID is lilfairytris

5/23/2016 1:57:21 AM
Any sane people want to chat?

1/25/2016 1:32:39 AM
I have skype now :)

1/14/2016 12:23:32 AM
Wonder how long i should keep my nipple clamps on for tonight

12/23/2015 11:47:09 PM
I have yahoo messenger if anyone want to chat (no sexting etc) my yahoo screen name is lilFairytris

12/11/2015 9:34:19 AM
I don't even really know what to say except that I wish someone could help me straighten out my life a little bit. Can anyone help?

4/27/2015 7:17:25 PM
The amount of Doms I have had won't tell you how good ofa submissive I am, just like the amount of subs a Dom /Domme has had won't tell you how good they are either.

4/21/2015 3:16:44 PM
package tracking says my package was delivered but it wasn't, stupid people gave my package to the wrong person AGAIN. I even saw the fed ex guy delivering a package to the mean last downstairs whose door I don't want to knock on, asked him if he gave the package to the righT person and he just waved me off. Just give me what's mine like your supposed to!!! That's all I fucking want

3/7/2015 9:29:33 PM
Aww no real response to my last journal *pouts*

3/6/2015 6:14:32 PM
Could a few Daddy Doms do me a favor. I'm going through some medical stuff and dealing with pain issues. I can't really talk about it with my bf because honestly it's the same thing over and over, "what's wrong?", "it hurts: (". And he's tired of the whining. Wondering if I could get a few messages babying me to make me feel better? Nothing sexual please

3/1/2015 1:15:46 AM
Slightly frustrated.I'm tired enough that I probably could fall asleep, but it's like I'm making myself stay you because I want to fall asleep in his arms.

2/28/2015 5:45:05 PM
Couldn't sleep because of pain but of course bf could so he continued sleeping while I watched my son and tried to get ahold of my dentist to get rid of the pain. He gets up and turns the tv off saying my son can't watch. I don't know why but I started going off on him. He blames me for my son pooping in his pants, saying I make him think it's OK. So o screamed at him Yeah and just shutting him away in his room and ignoring him is going to fix things. Maybe he shits himself because all you do is fucking yell at him. And it went from there. I left to get my meds and come home to him packing. Fml.

2/21/2015 11:26:44 PM
What's your dream home? My dream home would be a house that is completely paid for, medium sized, enough space to not be cluttered and to have some open spaces but not a huge task to keep clean. Maybe a three bedroom two bath with laundry and a nice back yard. A decent sized kitchen with cubboard space and a dining room. Maybe a playroom.

2/21/2015 11:25:19 PM
Tell us something you'd change about yourself. I would give myself confidence. I feel like if I had confidence or ambition my life would be so much better. I'd be able to get a job and be financially safe and secure. Some people take it for granted, but when your stuck in income based living, living off of foodstamps, what can you do? If you get a job rent will go up you'll get less food money, and all the money you make will go towards that because let's face it, your only going to earn minimum wage. So your doing all this work and adding stress to yourself for pretty much nothing. Maybe instead I should just give myself a very marketable skill. Like make myself the best actress ever. Then I should be able to get a high paying job right?

2/21/2015 11:23:26 PM
Something I fear is insecurity, both emotionally and financially. Being insecure means it's hard for me to be around other people, because I think they're better than me or won't like me. It means feeling like I can't get a job,especially a decent paying one because I'm not good at anything. It means being stuck in a rut that I feel like I can't get out of. The worry that I won't be able to provide not just for myself but for just son. It means being a disappointment to everyone I care about.

2/5/2015 2:10:54 PM
So went to the dentist today, I have a broken tooth. They gave me pain meds but it's not working so well. Anyone got any home remedies for severe tooth pain?

1/18/2015 1:42:06 PM
I glanced behind me as I did the dishes and saw him, cock in hand slowly stroking and watching me. "I was just picturing what you'll look like in your maid outfit " he said.

1/15/2015 4:33:14 PM
Exhausted and my back hurts. I've been cleaning aaaaalll day and spent almost two hours on the phone trying to schedule dentist appointments. All That's left is dinner dishes, my sons room, another sweeping, and putting away some laundry. Can I die yet?

1/14/2015 11:05:13 AM
I'm getting blue Kitty ears, a fox tail butt plug, and a sexy maid outfit

1/13/2015 7:45:44 PM
Yay I got to buy myself three presents today!

1/6/2015 2:47:43 PM
If anyone has the chat ap palringo I have a bdsm group called [littles orphanage] 21+ feel free to join

1/5/2015 8:23:57 PM
It came!!!!!!

12/31/2014 5:42:26 PM
Yay my order just shipped!

12/31/2014 9:43:33 AM
Update. Guys who take cock pics while sitting on a toilet like they're about to take a dump. No. Just no.

12/30/2014 7:58:39 PM
Ordered my collar today.now I have to wait. :(

12/29/2014 5:08:20 AM
So bored I'm watching the cat rape my giraffe

12/28/2014 2:39:54 AM
So about six years ago when I first got into bdsm, I saw a pic on collarme of this collar and instantly wanted it. I just now found it for sale for super cheap. So even though I want my first collar to be special I'm going to get it for myself because it may be my only chance

12/27/2014 12:21:23 AM
So I ordered a giant pizza at the same time my bf got a Mc ds meal. Hours later he wants some and Gets all made cause there's only a few pieces left. Ok I get it I shouldn't have eaten most of it. Stop taking it out on me!

12/24/2014 10:49:27 PM
All I want for Christmas is a big sack of weed, and a ps4 lol

12/24/2014 5:01:13 PM
Feeling tired and lonelyish. My lifestyle chats have been really bleh lately. No one interesting about

12/19/2014 7:04:54 AM
You know what would be nice? An option for when browsing profiles so that it blocks all the pics of men's naked butts. I'm 100% straight and have no interest in the male anus

12/7/2014 4:02:33 AM
Can't sleep, kind of feel like chatting but it's hard for me to find the right people to chat with. Its kind of hard to get me talking, takes a certain type cause I'm just lame like that

12/5/2014 8:01:18 PM
Just found out the guy who shot my brother is going to plead guilty. Wanna celebrate with a bowl but can't. :(

12/3/2014 4:02:13 PM
I am one sad little nugget

12/3/2014 1:24:30 AM
I wish I had been born in an era where things were simple for women. Get married and clean the house, man in charge and not a bum, food on the table. But there would have to be weed and bdsm

12/2/2014 11:07:24 PM
Bored and can't sleep

12/1/2014 11:49:26 PM
I feel like some people are magnets for positive things and others for negative. The question is how do you change it?

11/29/2014 9:05:46 PM
I feel like talking to people but I have no one to talk to and nothing to say. :(

11/28/2014 8:59:29 PM
Why do I watch ghost adventures alone at night when I know it's gonna scare me?

11/23/2014 5:33:34 AM
So I'm poor and i suffer from depression. No car only a ps3 that can only play a select few downloaded games, and youtube.I mention the depression because of that I've lost interest in most everything. Im always bored and i dunno what to do :(

11/21/2014 11:34:12 AM
Bad thought of the day. Do Asian girls who are actually from asia etc better at sucking dick from all the noodle slurping?

11/20/2014 3:03:32 PM
(continuation of last post because phone glitched out) scaring the crap out of us. I say thank god your alive then ask what about my brother. His face somehow darkens and pales at the same time, he tells me my brother came up from the basement to make himself breakfast, unaware of what had happened and was attacked and torn apart. He couldn't defend himself because he was still recovering from a recent gunshot wound to the stomach (the gunshot wound is true). We both break down and cry, and in my whole life i have never seen my dad cry ever. And thats basically the end of the dream

11/20/2014 2:54:13 PM
So i had a dream today, it was basically a zombie apocalypse. My bf and i (i think my son simply didn't exist in this dream as a five year old in a zombie world isn't something i really want to think about), we made it downtown close to my dads house. We snuck though garages and i found a really cool silver sword that i of course then grabbed for protection. We get to my dads and its empty but secure, so we decide to stay. Like an hour later my dad shows up

11/18/2014 3:42:00 PM
So my son spent the last hour of school in the nurses office, still not feeling well. And now he has a rash thing right under his lip, nurse says its impetigo, a skin infection. So we are going to the dr at 6pm, yay.

11/17/2014 6:43:28 PM
Thought of an idea for a writing project. Write a letter once a day or week, something and save them all till hes older. Might produce something meaningful given time.

11/17/2014 4:17:11 PM
So last night me and my bf stayed up all night and didn't go to bed til about 11am the next day. We spent most of that time on the couch watching tv and playing games. I realized we had inspections the next day and decided to tidy up. I did dishes, washed my stove, swept the whole house and picked stuff off the floor. My neighbor downstairs, well she dumped her daughter off on her mom and was partying with a guy who isn't her boyfriend. She sends me these txts this morning as im cooking breakfast with my bf for my son before i walk him to school. " 1/3 Plz STOP bumping & JUMPING COBTROL YOUR KIDS ACTIVITIES YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THE BUILDING. ITS UNFORTUNATE YOU WAITED UNTIL THE LAST MIN TO START 2/3 CLEANING AND HAVE MANAGED TO KEEP ME UP ALL NIGHT I AM GETTING FED UP WITH YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND MESS. BRAKING MY LIGHT FICTURE ON PURPOSE WAS petty enough 1/2 Now you jumping all night on a Mon where Ppl need sleep u guy are really the worst neighbors I've live close too. Plz I'm asking you nicely stop jumping 2/2 over my head its been all night doesn't ur kid have school. I have guest here that hear it and complain as well & that's inconsiderate its to early. You guys used to do this when I had work as well. Clean but be quit. Typo quiet plz. Jeeeeesh!" I didn't bother responding because she doesn't even listen when i do, it was upsetting to me because i feel like im not doing anything and im being harrased because im not doing what she wants anymore, so i blocked her. I dunno anyone have any opinions they want to share?

11/15/2014 11:24:10 PM
Boyfriend accused me of cheating on him today, got depressed and cut myself and then we made up. Yay

11/12/2014 10:02:03 PM
Dear Santa, alot has happened this year. I feel like I've been good, especially considering the events that have passed. So I'm writing you for the first time ever with my Christmas wishlist. I would like a vacuum cleaner, a journal with writing prompt ideas, and some minecraft posters for my son. I'm feeling greedy so,I'll also tag on that i want a steam roller too lol Love , tris

11/12/2014 6:32:20 PM
Got really sad for a bit today. Was feeling like no matter how good i do someone is always going to be mad at me, and I'll always be a failure to somebody

11/10/2014 7:06:39 PM
Somewhere over the raindbow, there's a Daddy waiting just for me. And i dream of love and adoration, being held so dearly. The only tears that will be shed are of blissful gratitude, but still its far. So far. Over the rainbow

11/9/2014 11:24:44 PM
Still sick but feeling a bit better, got some cleaning done and prepared to trek to school tomorrow. God if my life was a book i don't think anyone would read it

11/5/2014 3:05:57 PM
So im going to recap so that everything that has happened is in one post. My neighbor while i was walking my son home from school got my attention by saying "hey you". Keep in mind she lives below me we know each other are neighbors but she doesn't even know my name. She asks if i would be willing to walk her daughter to school and back each morning and she would pay me like 30$ a week. So from the first day she comes over she drops her off at 5am and doesn't even come get her til 11pm. I had to watch and feed her and put her to bed. This went on for at least a month and she never told me when she would pick her up after school she just always expected me to be available. Some days she didn't even show up in the morning without telling us, which resulted in less sleep for my bf who agreed to stay up til she arrived in the mornings. So eventually i said i can't do it anymore, i would keep watching her until she found someone else. Something that played a huge factor in what happened next is just her daughter. Her daughter is horrible, she back talks she doesn't listen she steals and lies and hits and starts fights, wastes my food and so on. A few days ago i had severe tooth pain combined with a migrain a bad cough and runny nose, i took a sleeping pill and didn't answer tje door when her daughter knocked, i didn't answer any of her calls and today she told me she was fired because she missed that day. So today she asks me to pick up her daughter from school watch her that night and take her to school in the morning. I now feel guilty for getting her fired so i agree. I walk outside with a friend and run into another somewhat friend. And he tells us that the woman who's kid im babysitting is going with him to new Jersey. We live in Minnesota. And she wasn't going to tell me. So he talks to her and she calls me and says pick her daughter up from school then bring her to her house and she wants the money back she paid us last week because supposably that money was payment for this week, and since i wouldn't be babysitting she wanted it back. I tell my bf and he gets mad and stomps on the floor, im outside about to pick the kids up. Apparently him jumping on the floor broke her lamp, she demands we pay for it bf tells her go ahead and use the money she just took from us. So then she starts yelling at me i give her the money and walk away saying i have to get her kid, shes all no you leave my kid. So i get my son and end up crying in his counslers office

11/4/2014 12:12:09 AM
Boyfriend broke up with me, can't sleep. Wishing hed come back

11/1/2014 3:46:07 PM
A few examples of messages that will get you blocked by me. - Hello Cunt! Crawl over and tell Daddy what you are looking for Be my slut!! tris! You stupid piece of shit. You and your useless slaveholes should be controlled and managed permanently online! why your account is being reported??? are you really a man? thats lame!! you could be banned Hello you useless little cunt. Crawl you ass over and say Hello to somebody that can bring some value to your pitiful life And so on and so forth

11/1/2014 12:30:57 PM
So sick of this, woke up at around 5am with tooth pain and a migraine and of course the neighbor dumps her kid off with me. My son is only just now coming back from grandpas and I've been stuck alone with her, fed her pancakes then mac n cheese then apples then cereal then she goes and pours herself way more cereal and doesn't even eat it and im all GRRRR i don't have food to spare damnit! Stop whining and complaining and pestering me and wasting my food!

10/31/2014 2:41:23 PM
Happy Halloween, good luck to all those parents who got stuck watching kids that aren't even theres

10/30/2014 8:24:12 AM
Id forgotten what it feels like to doubt, and what a gift trust and loyalty are. I really am blessed

10/27/2014 11:44:44 PM
I feel like journaling or writing prompts would be a good thing for me, structure with a set goal. Horrible migraine right now

10/27/2014 3:37:39 PM
Feeling very emotionally drained today, realizing how much it takes out of me being in charge of every single thing when inside all i am is a scared little girl wanting to be taken cared of herself

10/26/2014 11:29:01 AM
Finally grew some balls and sent this message. You should probably start looking for someone else to watch your daughter, i have no more money for food til next month and im having a lot of issues going on right now its just too stressful for me. I need to focus on my kid and myself, I'll watch her until you can find someone and i really don't want this to cause problems between us No responce yet

10/26/2014 11:28:46 AM
Finally grew some balls and sent this message. You should probably start looking for someone else to watch your daughter, i have no more money for food til next month and im having a lot of issues going on right now its just too stressful for me. I need to focus on my kid and myself, I'll watch her until you can find someone and i really don't want this to cause problems between us No responce yet

10/24/2014 6:14:16 PM
I'm having a hard time with my emotions right now. I don't know what I'm feeling or how to fix it or really how to explain it. I feel some sense of dread and like its closing me off, i feel like i want to cry but also like theres nothing in me to even produce tears, hollow.

10/23/2014 7:03:38 PM
You know what i think would be cool to see? A really good artist who only does portraits but instead of looking at the person he or she paints them by the sound of there voice

10/22/2014 8:43:09 AM
You know times are grand when you starve yourself so your kid can keep eating

10/18/2014 12:59:21 AM
I was wondering is it just me or does every woman here get messages from guys here saying things like your pictures are fake your a dude etc and try and goad you into skyping with them as proof? It just seems weird to me

10/15/2014 6:09:36 PM
Im feeling frustrated and down at the moment. My son has started getting in trouble at school, acting out. I now have the added responsibility of taking my neighbors daughter to and from school, and both of them together, they get loud and excited on the walk to school and maybe thats part of why hes acting up. The excitement of someone else his age being around. Anyway, so i made the agreement, i would walk her daughter to and from school and that was it. She dropped her off at 4:30 am and it is now 8:07 pm and i haven't seen or heard from her at all. Its soooo frustrating and stressful. I am already having problems with my own kid and now i have to feed and take care of another? I can barely afford to feed us. So many days and i still just want to cry, and sleep, because its the only time the bad stuff ends.

10/13/2014 3:43:39 PM
I'm home alone with two kids (one isn't mine) and all i want to do is be alone and cry

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claydana
 
 Age: 27
 Lancashire, United Kingdom