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Hetero Male Slave, 51,  Online, New York
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Bend me over. spank me. Verbally abuse me. Make me Your bitch.

Online and please, please, please No tribute, financial, join another site players.

If You have read this i will know when You start Your message with Hey shithead.












 Male Slave


 New York

 6' 0"

 200 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Transgender

Dominant Female

Switch Women

Domme/Dom Couples

Female Led Couples

Male Dom Couples


Online Romance

A Poly Household

 Lives For:

 Being allowed to beg you for things

 Being allowed to worship your body

 Being allowed to see your breasts

 You controlling my male parts (Beginner)

 You giving me corner time (Beginner)

 Being humiliated by you

 Mental Bondage (Beginner)

 Being allowed to be obedient to you (Beginner)


 You deciding when I'm allowed to have an orgasm (Beginner)


 Online Chatrooms

 Online RPGs

 Web Surfing

 Female Supremacy


 Being allowed to wear your collar (Beginner)

 Being spanked by you

 You restricting my speech


 Anal Worship

 You disciplining me with a cane

 Electrical Play

 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 You punishing my gentials

 Being gagged by you

 You placing hoods on me

 You putting me on a leash (Beginner)

 You placing masks on me

 Sensation Play

 Being allowed to service you orally

 Victorian Lifestyle


 Anal Play (Beginner)

 Foot Worship (Beginner)

 Sensory Deprivation




 Curious About:

 Clothing Selection

 Role Playing

 Vacuum Stimulation

 Cuck Options (Beginner)



 Enemas (Beginner)

 Eye Contact Restrictions (Beginner)

 Hard Limits:


 Fire Play

 Medical fetish play

 Modern Primitivism

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Wax Play

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Journal Entries:
8/18/2022 12:01:36 PM

Three days alone. What do i do.

12/3/2021 5:22:21 AM

Why do they keep taking my pictures down. The ones that have been up for 15 years. I don't understand. It was so difficult making the decision to upload them. 


11/11/2021 8:13:24 AM

Why did collarspace take all my pictures down?

No wonder i use FL

11/10/2021 8:50:04 AM

What if i were to rent a motel / hotel room for the weekend. Remain naked and in chastity all weekend and told You where i am. What would happen?


3/22/2018 9:36:45 AM
You lost me at tribute Ma'am.

3/7/2018 8:47:19 AM
Really want to edge my pp. Please please please.......

12/21/2017 7:02:44 AM
So depressed. Should just bend over and be grateful.

9/11/2017 7:20:32 AM
i am such a loser :(

8/31/2017 12:46:48 PM
Just a disappointing week. i am sure i deserved it.

5/7/2017 5:18:39 AM
Think i need a masturbation management system

5/3/2017 6:02:52 AM
wish i could just suck tits all day and play with my pp.

1/31/2017 2:19:01 PM
Journal entries go back to 2008. Willing to believe No One has ever read any of them. :(

11/28/2016 7:59:30 AM
i don't know why, but i wish someone would be mean and call me names all day long.


5/19/2016 8:42:04 AM

Never know how to approach a subject and not make a complete fool of myself. Only seeks online conversations. Something that distracts this losers mind from its day. Someone who messages now and then. Mostly belittlement and comments degrading its manhood. Not asking for pics or cam. Really not seeking a financial scenario. Not asking for kindness. Just someone whom talks at me. Yes at Ma'am.

Never knows if it makes sense. Back to its corner it crawls.

4/4/2016 7:34:28 AM
Really think this loser needs a good verbal humbling today.

7/13/2015 6:19:22 AM
i just went through 3 days and 8 correspondences from a Superior here on collarspace. In the end, not even one attempt to read (like getting past the first line is so hard) or view my profile. Then to find out its a go to another site and buy a membership there. Would it not be better that there is a "Financial" category to eliminate the nonscence and complete waste of time towards those who have no interest what so ever in any financial relationship. Please someone stop the commercial sales. I vote for a do not call button. If i wanna buy something i would just do it. I wouldn't be doing my shopping here.

going back to the corner now

6/16/2015 7:34:27 AM
i'm not looking for a loser. i AM THE LOSER!!!

3/22/2015 11:35:08 AM
Edging. So would desire to be told when, how long, how many times and when it is permitted to orgasm. Has other interest as well. Pretty sure any interested party would review profiles and make that determination.

Back to its corner it crawls

12/6/2013 8:38:32 AM

This loser thinks about being told when to edge. For example:every hour, if at work to find a place etc. Being told what to think about while it does it. Being told when and if its ass needs to be plugged while doing it. If its cock needs to be ringed or strapped while doing it. Reminded that if it drips it better be licking it up. Reminded how pitiful it is for doing it. Then being told it's not worthy enough to cum. Told that is a privilege that a pud pulling cum eater will have to work hard to achieve, but will most likely only be a cum dump for others amusement.

6/7/2013 7:45:41 AM

it has been taught in the past to edge. Instructed at points of the day when to touch it and how long. How many times it was required that given day. Reminded what a foolish loser it had to be with its pants down hiding in a corner or stall hoping no one would see. telling it what it was to think of while it pumped dick and yanked balls during the day. Knowing it did not deserve orgasm until it was told it did. Being reminded when it gets home that the edging might have to continue. Some days having to violate itself or strap itself to intensify its desire.

it was just remembering those times. Wishes it could be instructed again.

2/21/2013 9:21:30 AM

Would it be possible to receive a daily verbal beat down during the days while at work. Text based conversation either through e-mail or instant messenger. Yahoo preferred. Daily belittlement and degrading suggestion of how break time should be used. Imagination and an aggressive attitude preferred.

Thank You


12/11/2012 8:48:33 AM

it was told when it gets home the plug is to go in its ass. it may do its home chores until it is messaged. when it is messaged it had better be naked and ready for inspection. it complies when it gets home and does its home duties. the constant reminder up its ass while it pretends it is a normal man. it is contacted later that evening and rushes to strip and reply to the message.
it: hello Ma'am
Miss: hello loser. hows your ass boi.
it: it is ok Ma'am. a little sore Ma'am
Miss: good. edge for me while we chat bitch.
it: yes ma'am. edging Ma'am
Miss: bend over for inspection butt boi.
it does spreading its cheeks
Miss: some in and out loser. lets makes sure your hole is worked for Me.
it: yes Ma'am. as it fucks its ass with the plug.
Miss: keep stroking my cock loser. show Me how much the slut likes popping its ass hole for Me.
it so hates its ass plugged but fears a worse command from Her so it complies and strokes and pumps the plug for Her.
Miss: thats enough for now loser. now kneel and suck a dildo for me while i finish my phone call to a real man. better suck it good faggy.
it kneels and ties the dildo to a bed post. it knows it is only to mouth the cock and keep its hands to its sides.
on occasion she messages in while she is doing her phone call.
Miss; harder. prove what a fuck face you are. suck cock bitch.
and so on she goes.
when she is done with her call she says its time for the cock sucker to get ready for her visit. Go get the suction cup black dildo and mount it to the dresser. it does as she says and waits.
Now pop that butt plug out and back into your new friend loser.
it is nervous and the dildo is large. it knows this will take time to get in. She says DO IT LOSER. it complies. pulling the plug from its ass and noting the relief. then it backs into the dildo. putting its legs under the dresser and moving its ass into it. it takes time and she belittles and chastises it for its fool attempts. it finally has a good amount in and she commands. Start sucking cock now boi. its concentration level is low now and it grabs the other dildo and starts sucking. She does some facebook and a few other calls, then says. ok loser now I want you to stay like that until I get there. Do Not change a thing and I will be reviewing the tape when I get there so I know you haven't cheated. See you soon loser.
it waits. it so waits. forever it waits. it worries. it waits.
after sleeping all night with its ass filled and mouth gaged, it receives a message.
Miss: found something better to do. wear your cock cage to work bitch and we can try this all again tonight. have a good day pussy ass. see you tonight.
with a tear in its eye it gets ready for work. it messages back.
it: yes Ma'am. Thank You Ma'am. hope You have a wonderful day Ma'am.

8/6/2012 10:07:34 AM

Sometimes this butt bitch thinks about how it is such a loser. it has three butt plugs and knows it should probably have one in its ass while it is naked and browsing profiles. it does not always plug its pussy ass and knows it should try harder. it tries to keep its cock and balls shaved and usually wears cock straps to make itself desire more. it thinks sometimes how it may be told it needs more shaved like underarms, legs or chest. it worries about that. it has many dildos and knows it should practice sucking more. it has been also slacking in this department. it has in the past been told to fuck its ass with them but thinks it needs way more practice to get it right. it has lately managed to insert the small plug with no lube. the bigger ones take more time and tons of lube. Every Superior is always so nice to the closet fag. it may be receiving the wrong encouragement. it knows not all are tribute motivated but the few it has found who do more than email, like instant message, voice or cam chats, never cam up themselves. this one uses a hood to keep its anonymity. it is not looking to out anyone else either but seeing who is degrading it makes it much more humiliating. it will stop writing for now and maybe later and more often it will make these journal entries and write down more of its fantasies and thoughts.

its embarrassed now so better go

6/20/2012 8:20:47 AM

this loser sometimes thinks of having to wear its cock cage and butt plug while being paraded around naked. Sometimes fucked in the ass. Sometimes fucked in the face. Sometimes the fluffer. Always the clean up bitch. And made to say thank You.

it may be an attention whore.

no more thinking


6/14/2012 8:57:11 AM

Is it any way normal to desire being belittled and wimped out. Stripped, displayed and slapped around by Superiors. Desire pleasuring Them by being dehumanized, chastised, molested and raped for Their amusement. it wanted to elaborate more but if these thoughts are unacceptable it might be best to wait for any possible responses.

6/8/2012 8:46:53 AM

Wishes it could block profiles with words like "tribute", "financial", "gifts", "pay" and "money" in them. But then there would not be very many profiles left.

2/22/2012 6:47:43 AM

Wishes it had a bigger penis :(

2/11/2012 4:48:47 AM

is there such a thing as a non-tribute Person to chat with on collarme?


Back to its corner it crawls............

11/19/2011 10:38:58 AM

Looking at ball stretchers today. Wondering which might be best to use.

9/13/2011 9:11:04 AM

The fool is noticing more profiles seem to be more commercials than personals. And yet it reads almost every one.


crawling back to its corner were it belongs.


7/14/2011 10:11:01 AM

the wimp gets depressed with so many money, financial, tribute, gift profiles. So many make it impossible.


it crawls back to its corner and waits.

5/16/2011 7:54:54 AM

this loser just found out the real meaning of being used as a Fluffer. it is very nervous about having this knowledge now.

4/30/2011 3:57:58 AM

i am so sorry.

my penis made me do it.

3/20/2011 7:27:01 AM

this loser worries sometime about having to have its butt plugged before it is allowed to spit its load out licking up its pathetic mess when done.

do all inferior fist fuckers have to do this?

12/20/2010 5:30:02 AM
this loser read the term " forced faggification" and its penis got hard.
the wimp is very worried and embarrassed now.

7/20/2010 10:50:07 AM
this fluffer wimp in training has been instructed to shop and buy both ky warming lubricant and icey hot. it is told when it is instructed to edge itself and look at or watch male cocks and naked men that it will be using the ky warming lubricant to massage its cock and balls. it is also informed that when it is allowed to look at Women that it will be using the icey hot.  it has its worries about this endeavor but knows it is best to follow its instructions than to suffer the consequences. 

3/7/2010 10:35:46 AM
This pathetic loser has made the mistake of losing control of its orgasm withOut permission. it is now being told for its foolish transgression it must learn to worship cock instead of pleasuring its own. it is to practice sucking and gagging. licking and kissing as well as posting pictures showing others what a good fuck face it should aspire to be. the bitch toy is in addition being instructed to accept other mens cock pictures for it to look at while it practices its sucking is to be reminded its mouth should get used to sucking and be grateful to amuse and satisfy others instead of its own selfish desires.  

2/8/2010 5:24:12 AM

Thank You Lady Rebecca for exploiting this pathetic wimps inner desires. For making it expose its naked self below You. For reminding it that its ass hole is not exit only. For instructing it to edge for Your amusement and letting it know that it no longer owns its own orgasm. For making it entertain You as it sucks longer and deeper. Belittling it by telling it that its oral service should be practiced to pleasure others. For showing it that by its humiliation of itself it may better service Superiors such as You.


Thank You Ma’am

Just a pethetic butt reamed cocksucker



1/10/2010 5:20:49 AM
This loser was told to drink at least a half gallon of water and not to relieve itself until it received a text message. Somehow the text message didn't come. the loser waited and messaged hoping for relief. the loser did not do well. This loser needs to learn to communicate better before it does such things. 

8/3/2009 6:31:46 AM
Please don't ask me to add You to my yahoo so You can make me join some site that i have to enter my credit card numbers and information.
Collarme has a very good chat service for private chat and has realtime moving cam and all and i would think most real Superiors would prefer not to be thought of as money whores. i'm sorry i said that but please do not ask me to yahoo with You.

Crawling naked back to its corner now

7/21/2009 8:17:04 AM

i am really really trying to be a better ass kisser really i am.

7/4/2009 9:48:11 AM
i get confused sometime. Why is it if i am already a loser that i have to get naked and put things in my ass? i think maybe i am not very smart is all.

6/7/2009 5:29:01 AM

I have been informed that I require stapon training and eventually my entire body shaved.
This has me nervous.

6/3/2009 5:05:24 AM

Just seeking to be reminded daily that this cock sucking butt reamed closet faggot will never be worthy of Your attention 

5/28/2009 6:40:18 AM

excuse me if i may ask.
why is it when a profile says "willing to do anything"
it really means you will have to give money?

3/31/2009 9:47:45 AM

NoN – Financial
Secret Domme

Seek very discrete

Only interested in online at the moment please.

Stripped of all dignity. Forced nudity in Your presence. Degraded and belittled by You. Laughed at as You demand compliance to perform belittling and humiliating acts before You. Have a wonderful day J


12/14/2008 7:32:22 AM

Please don't be nice to me

11/16/2008 12:41:28 PM

Seeking direction of how this loser is to defile and degrade itself for You amusement and entertainment. Please be cruel, unrelenting and aggressive in You abuses toward this most unworthy butt reamed loser.

10/26/2008 6:18:23 AM

i am here to comply with others instructions towards my further degradation. Abused online for others personal amusement. Belittled, called names and being constantly reminded what a cock sucking butt reamed loser i am and greatful for any attention i recieve. This loser is not a big pain slut and does consider anal use major punishment, but does understand that it may be required in Your instructions and for Your amusement. This one so needs to be kept on all fours and naked all the time. Objectification, corner time, nude exibition, ashtray, Supior worship, tease and cum denial. This loser is only for online uses and has no intentions of ever meeting for real. thank You for Your consideration and possible future use.

7/19/2008 10:40:25 AM
i think i am becoming a better kiss ass. i did not relize what a total wimp i was until now. i will continue to do as told and be grateful for any attention.

7/13/2008 12:45:03 PM

my knees get so soar reading all these Supior profile.

7/4/2008 10:01:56 AM
i still don't understand how learning to suck big ones and taking it in the ass is going to get me a Woman?

5/9/2008 7:40:05 AM
i was ordered to insert the plug for the drive home. The long drive home. Once my home chores were complete i had to get the next bigger plug and insert it. Get down on all fours and suck the real man sized dildo dick. This was done longer than i would like to admit to. Thank You m'Lady

4/21/2008 2:38:47 AM
i have come to the realisation that i am not even allowed to touch my penis without having some toy in my ass. Let alone be allowed to maturbate or cum. To have to beg permission to strap my cock hard and crawl on all fours and suck dildo knowing i will never be worthy of satisfing a Women and fear being used to satisfy men. Knowing any and all that drips from my penis is to be licked up. Knowing every arousol i have will be followed by these acts of degradation. Knowing that this is how a pathetic being i am being made to become will haunt me with every erection i get.

4/6/2008 11:25:36 AM
i was caught today trying to be a real man. i was reminded i will never be. i was made to get on all fours and put the suction cup based dildo up to the dresser. i was told to get the other dildo as well. the bigger dildo i would be sucking. i was made to back into the dresser dildo and fuck my pussy ass. while fucking my ass i had to suck the big black dildo and yank on my cock and make myself errect. proving i was no real man. i was made to suck the big black philis like no real man ever would. i was told that i was to fuck and suck until i was ready to cum. then when ready i jerked off on to the penis i was sucking and came on it. then i re-entered it back into my mouth and sucked it clean.
i apoligize for being so foolish to think i would ever be a real man. ever be able to satisfy and please any Woman. i apoligize for ever thinking i am just a pethedic butt fuck cock sucking cum eating tool to be used as others see fit.

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