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| Please read this carefully - I am looking for something very specific.
First of all, I am experienced with bdsm, although it is not something I have been practicing in my current relationship. That's right, current relationship. I am married and have a two year old daughter. I used to work as a dancer and model, and I have been getting myself back into shape to do that again. I'm about 95% of the way there, but it's that last 5% that makes the difference and is the hardest.
What I'm looking for is someone who can train me back to where I was, to give me that extra push. I want someone who will regulate my workouts, diet, etc, with appropriate consequences if I fall short anywhere. Obviously, you need to be good with rules and structure, because that's what I'm seeking. I also expect you to be experienced with bdsm, and bonus points if you have fitness/training experience.
This will be exclusively a training/discipline relationship with NO sex. My husband understands this side of me, and he's fine with me seeking control/guidance for this specific purpose, but our rule is no sex whatsoever.
If you're interested and think you fit the bill, message me with your qualifications and what kind of plan you would use.
Thank you,
j
Updates:
1) I'm not innocent, naive or stupid. Don't treat me like I am.
2) I'm getting way too many messages that don't include the things I asked for. If you message and don't include this information, I will block you.
3) I'm not going to pay you. You should be interested in this enough to want to do it regardless. If not, oh well.
4) Seriously, if you message me without providing the information, I've asked for, I will just block you. And saying your plan is "workouts/personal training and punishment" doesn't count. I already wrote that. You don't have to be exhaustive, but provide some specifics.
5) Don't ask if I'm serious. If what I've written doesn't sound serious to you, then don't message me.
6) Yes, physical punishments are acceptable.
7) Some sort of protocol befitting a trainer/student or disciplinarian/disciplinee relationship is fine.
8) To be clear, I practice healthy eating and already work out a lot now. I am in very good shape, just need that little bit extra.
9) I could also use the help of someone good with rules and contracts. Please contact me with some details of your experience if you're interested in those things.
10) I think some who message me think I'm starting from scratch on workout program and diet. I already have those things pretty much in order (although they are subject to change, and I always appreciate advice). It's really the discipline/motivation component that I am seeking. So, thanks for the detailed workout advice, but please understand I am looking for a discipline component that will complement my existing program and add some enhancements to it.
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Dear Trainer,
I am so very sorry for failing to communicate with you for so long. I just became frustrated that your brand of motivation and discipline didn't seem to match up with what I needed, and it was taking a long time to communicate the way you wanted. However, I should have just explained that to you instead of completely disappearing, especially after you spent so much time trying to help me. That was very poor and unappreciative of me, and I really am sorry. I acted extremely badly and disrespectfully, and I deserve to be punished for that.
J
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Dear Gracious Sir:
Regrettably and ashamedly, I must once again come to you with my head bowed and on my knees. Honestly, I simply cannot believe what I did (or more so failed to do); and I know that you can't either. I know that I have clearly disappointed you on a couple of levels. For starters, in the very recent past - as highlighted within my August 12th, 2013 journal entry below - I apologized for my discourteous manner in failing to respond to your communications in a timely fashion. So, what do I choose to do in response to your full acceptance of my apology? I essentially repeated the exact same transgression for which you so rightfully punished me. In other words, I chose not to respect your punishment(s); or to learn the lesson that I know you expected me to adopt as part of my character and very being going forward. So, I don't know what to say? I can very well appreciate that anything that I might say at this juncture could be viewed as disingenuous by you. I know how lucky I am not to be sitting on a very sore and red ass right now. I acknowledge the fact that I should be treated like a stupid bitch as long as I continue acting like one. I can now only humbly await your response... j
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Dear Sir: I am so sorry for my recent behavior. Failing to respond to your message for such a long time was completely inexcusable. I know that you spent a long time crafting a training proposal and contract for my benefit - and even more time responding to my subsequent questions and concerns. You told me that you wished to hear back from me after I had a chance to think over your latest proposal; and I promised that I would. That is why I am so disappointed in myself for failing to do just that. I should not have taken nearly so long to write to you – again, especially after I said that I would. This was an incredibly rude and discourteous act on my part. More so, it stands out because you have been so courteous and considerate towards me during all of our discussions. Finally, this was also wrong of me because of my position as a submissive girl, and yours as a Dominant Man.
Just so you know, and for the record, I am extremely embarrassed by my behavior. It is a very poor way for a young lady to act; and a very poor way for a submissive girl to behave. It would have been easy for me to simply send you a quick note informing you of my thoughts. I have no excuse for not doing so. My only explanation is that I became busy with other things - regular life things - and simply didn't get it done for a while. Again, that's not an excuse, but an explanation so that you may hopefully understand just what happened. As I said, I believe that I do not have a proper excuse to justify my behavior.
I do wish to beg your forgiveness for my rudeness. It was completely improper. Again, what makes it even worse is the fact that you have been so consistently considerate towards me. I should not be permitted to act this way; and I should not allow myself to act this way. It is a terrible way to act, and I know that it makes someone else - in this case you - feel neglected, used, offended, or exploited. I promise that I never intended to make you feel any of those things; but I also recognize that my actions could have resulted in that.
I would like to humbly request that I be punished for my poor behavior. I acted like an obnoxious, careless bitch; and I should now be treated like one. I trust your judgment, and I will willingly endure, and embrace, any punishment sentence that you feel is appropriate. I understand that this punishment sentence will be about disciplining me for this failure; and to ensure that it will not happen again. I understand that it will be unpleasant, and possibly severe; but I willingly submit myself to it, and will take what I deserve. Please punish me for being a bad, little girl.
Humbly,
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| Age: 38 |
| Canton,
Georgia |
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