Well i must say it has been a interesting start to the new year, i talked to a couple Dommes and they are polar opposites , i found that the older Domme was very caring and understanding and i look forward to meeting her in the near future, but the other Domme didnt have a clue so i am just waiting till i can travel and see the older Domme and hope to learn new and wonderful things.

well lets see it is 2014, a new year has brought a fast start and the search continues for my Domme to serve and worship, I find it hard to believe that in all of the upstate of South Carolina there is not one that is searching for a willing sub.

well time to update, I still search for my Domme to serve and worship, I look everyday but as of yet I have not found Her. I have talked to a couple but distance was a major factor. I will keep my eyes and heart open in 2014 as I seek Her

i sit here before me i see a blank screen, i am suppose to write a few thoughts.

i talk to a Domme from out of a different state today and i answered a couple of

Her questions and then she vanished like the morning dew.

i have done a lot of soul searching and decided it might be better to hunt another

site or way of finding my Domme to serve and worship, does anyone know of another site where  someone can meet Female Dommes.

Well it is a rainy monday and it brings me to sit and ponder and write a few thoughts.

i wonder why it is that a person searches their whole life to find happiness and to be content with what life has bestowed on them. i do believe that sometimes we search our whole life and never find that special someone to fill the void, if we expand our minds and hearts and keep our eyes open our chances may get better but never assured.

Well it is 4 months into the new year and my search continues for a Domme to serve and worship, i have had a few notes from some nice Dommes from out of state that say the reason i have been having so much trouble is that there are a 100 submales to every 1 Domme so that makes the search very difficult, but i will continue to search and hunt.

Well Christmas has come and gone, and this sub did not get what he asked santa for.

i ask him to bring me a Mistress i could serve and grow with. A new year will be here within a week so i will keep my eyes and ears open searching for Her.

Happy Halloween

Time once again to feed all the ghost and gobblins, and i miss all the fun of dressing up and going door to door for treats. i do realize we have to grow up and deal with more real life drama, like paying bills and dealing with a boss thats a asshole.

So just sit back and enjoying watching The Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown before the kiddies come knocking on your door

It is the weekend once again, the weather is changing, the cool air feels good.

But alas somethings never seem to change and that is how people view other

people and their opinions, i would offer one thought on this, you dont have to agree with them but  please respect their right to disagree

i search this site daily and read what people are searching for and it seems like that most people are looking for basicly the same thing. my question then would be why is it so hard to find that special someone to grow with.

As we welcome the fall season in and the weather starts to cool down i hope that  it is a sign of new beginnings. i have waited very patiently in my search, i have talked with a couple really nice Dommes and if it was not for them being several states away i believe there would have been a connection so i will keep looking in hopes that She will soon appear in my life

Well its another hot day here in sunny South Carolina, i hope maybe to try a different path, i would hope that a few Mistress along the way would stop by and  say hi and leave me a few thoughts that might help in my search, it may be a slim shot but could open a door , one never knows.

Well just a few thoughts for today, it is so hot here over 100 degrees again.

Life seems to have slowed to a crawl as well as my search, i so look foward to the fall season when it cools down and life can be enjoyed more by being outside enjoying nature.

As a Submissive male i have been searching for years to find the right Woman to worship and serve and you would think most women would love to find a man who worships the ground they walk on . i have not been so lucky in my search, it may be the area that i live in, or it could be that all the good Women are all ready taken or i might be asking to much to find a Woman who enjoys being pampered and spoiled with love and affection.

I thought I would take a moment to reflect, I see we are about to celebrate the 4th.

We all need to stop and be thankful for our freedom and the men and women who fought to keep it that way.

I received a couple of messages from a couple Dommes in my area and after i sent my pic they decided i was to old or to ugly and they vanished.

My search continues and I know one day She will arrive and be proud to call me her loyal sub

Today the search continues , it seems like this site is dormant, never see anyone new in my area, if we all are searching why can we not find someone.

i sit at the key board with a blank stare as i try to write, what shall i say of interest.
i talked to a couple Mistress on here , the last week or so, but most are just to far away to have a meaningful relationship. i find it very interesting to chat with them tho, i am always open for advice and to learn something.

i keep my eyes open and continue to search for my Domme, i know one day She will cross my path and i will be a very happy sub but until then i will wait on Her

Greetings All

Yes once again its Sunday, a week has passed since i posted anything and its still the same no new news on the search for a Domme. i talk to few across the country but none close enough for me to serve.i ask myself, why is it so hard to find a woman that truely wants to have a man worship her unconditionly but i suppose its just beyond my realm of thinking, so i sit here and wait in my little corner of the world like a little mouse waiting on a piece of cheese.i do  hope everyone has a wonderful week and that they enjoy the person they are with and cherish them

I keep updating this journel in hopes that someone may get touched or inlighted by my thoughts or ideas, as of yet i havnt recieved a single comment either way. i am wondering if theres another sight a submissive male can check out that may have Domme Females that are searching for a submissive male, as i am not having any luck on this one.

Well its saturday once again and time to rest from a long week of hard work, time to enjoy the weekend and just chill out. i hope to continue my seach for my Domme Female to serve, I hope everyone has a great weekend

Thanks to all the veterans who have served and fought for this great country so that we could remain free, we should stop and thank them more than just one day a year.I hope the near future will bring us peace across the world. I had a great weekend watching my grand baby, i think she is showing her dominate traits she knows that when she whimpers grandpa will pick her up, at only 9 months old she is well on her way to being in charge.

Its saturday and sunny, now thats a change its rained for the last 2 months on saturday.Today i hope will bring new adventures into my life and open doors  for new and exciting things to come. I search on collar me for a Female Domme but i have yet come accross one thats close by,I try to stay positive and keep my eyes open and keep looking.